D had made a bet with me. If i dont touch a single drop of alcohol for the next 2 weeks, he will buy me anything i want. so far, today's the 2nd day only & im dyinggggggg!! :(




the best part? he's nt in SG this entire wk to encourage me! grrrrrr.


i think i'll be a very boring person this 2 wks, every night @ hm doing nth. oh man, this is tortourous! T.T










i finally made a trip down to loyang duapehkong this afternoon. march sales had been damn bad. its been 2 mths and my finance input/outputs are still gg negative. damn stressed nw! i need a brkthrough! i needa close more deals! >.<








[[ counting down 6 more days to my phuket trip. woohoo! ]]

ranted @ 7:06 PM believe it or nt, i've nt stepped into dolly for 3 fcuking wks alr. omg!! im hm on a fri night too,fyi. sigh!!


have nt been closing any proper deals till date. Been trying to tap into the residential market and learn smth out of it, gosh! i seriously think this is gg nowhere. no mentors, no guidance. I'm left alone to learn everything thru the hard way! :(((
i need motivation to keep me gg.



[[ love the way u lie. ]]

ranted @ 1:02 AM I NEED MORE LUCK! haven been closing deals for nearly 3 wks!! gosh,this is so worrying! T.T





[[ love-hate. ]]

ranted @ 10:29 PM