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Sunday, July 31, 2005

2dae..the dae arrives.. a dae which i've been looking forward to once b4..

nw.. i guess nth matters animore..

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had been spending every waking min wif *him few daes ago..

prob shld be blogging when i get home ltr..gotta bathe and go for work le.. *tired*




ranted @ 7:11 AM
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
had been ultra busy dese past few daes.. life revolves between sch..work and *him onli..im contented alreadie.. =)
FRIDAY (22.07.05)
holis start for me from 2dae onwards.. yay!!! happy..bt im gonna work for whole dae..from 12 till 10..duh..
*he worked at 12 too..so met *him up and went for work 2gether.. *he late..made me late as well..kns..
saw xin and cong at MS when i went to da bao my lunch.. both of dem so sweet nw ah..still dun wanna tel me.. neh neh~
end up i sat down and had lunch wif dem instead of da bao-ing..tsk!
worked till 10.. *he came and fetch me..
went over to eddy hse and MJ together wif *his bro till 4++.. took cab back my home and got my stuffs for tml work b4 we took cab to go over *his hse for stay over..
SATURDAY (23.7.05)
supposed to work whole dae again 2dae.. bt stupid *him kept psychoing me nt to go..so end up we nua at *his place till evening..
both of us went for work 2gether.. worked till 10.. bt i gotta wait for *him till closing..which is 1++ lo..! luckily gt fen to accompany and khalid to talk cock wif.. *he even bought me a cake to past tym..haha.. act lyke gt use lidat.. >.<
afterwhich..*he came over my hse and slpt over..
SUNDAY ( 24.07.05)
he psycho-ed me nt to go work again!!! dis tym round i reallie bluff mard (my biatch) sae i gt menses cramp when in fact i still hafen come yet.. =/
nua till 3+ when we went over *his hse to let *him change..by cab again.. head over to town and learnt to play CS..wif the aid of *his coaching..im still so lan wif it..haha..
caught "the island" at 9++.. nice movie..bt kinda gross though.. =Xx
took cab back again to my hse..
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*he cooked ai xin noodles for me..
bt i washed the plates lo.. -.-"
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4++ in the morn..*him using my com.
both of us K.O at 6++ in the morn..
MONDAY (25.7.05)
woke up at 2+..still feeling damn tired..dunno y..was being disturbed by *him..still dun let me go back slp.. boo~
*he cooked maggi for me again..haha.. i washed the plates again.. >.<
slpt again after lunch..bo pian..too tired lah.. worked at 7.. left home at 6..took cab down wif *him.. *he accompany me to work cuz its *his off dae 2dae..
set off an hr earlier to work..end up i reached onli at ard 8..duh..cab fares cost 20++.. damn ex..damn hart pain.. lol..
he went to roam ard b4 picking me up at 12++..
my baobei adrian jealous when he saw the both of us 2gether..still threaten to brk wif me.. HAHAHAHA! he still can sae must brk earlier in case he falls in too deep..lol~
bt if brk le..next tym no food supplies hw? =p
2dae's the gals first dae at work..hope its fun for dem..sorry if i gotta be fierce.. if nt i kanna deduct pay ah.. =/
was doing closing when i saw *him.. skipping to the toilet cuz *he sae *he damn urgent..lol!! funni can..i kept laffin till my tears almost fell..
baobei adrian act lyke damn sad..kept ignoring me when he saw *him waiting for me to knock off.. lol..
took cab over to *his hse and stay over..
TUESDAY ( 26.07.05)
damn shag..woke up early in the morn and went for work alone in the morn.. T.T
bt nicey *him still called me to accompany me thruout my journey despite the fact *he's damn tired too.. heehee..*touched*
finally worked back kitchen 2dae.. kinda STM..forgot everything..so went to memorise all the recipe..end up felling aslp when i sat down to read.. -.-"
*he came down at 4++ and da bao CUP NOODLES for me!! outrageous!!! i jokingly sae cup noodles onli..*he reallie came wif dat.. knn.. bt goody *him wait for me to knock off b4 we took the shuttle bus back to city hall.. *he went back for work and i came home and slp..
pork ribs kept calling just nw..bt i din picked up..must be too tired.. when i called back.. he scold me lyke no body business sia.. LOL! damn funny.. asked for my next wk schedule.. and when i finish saying abt sundae.. he still can ask me for more.. -.-"!
nw gonna bathe and head down city hall wait for *baby knock off le.. =)



ranted @ 1:04 PM
Friday, July 22, 2005
long tym nv online le.. exams finally finish!! *excited*
due to blogger's STM.. entry shall try to be as detailed as possible.. (=
MONDAY (18.07.05)
woke up feeling weak all over.. had on and off giddy spells.. prob due to exams fever..econs paper from 1 till 2+.. think im nt gonna do veri well for dis paper alreadie.. econs ans so unpredictable..
work at 6.. bt went early to RC help dem buy lunch after my paper.. was being "scolded" by datz stupid *him when i was on my wae to RC.. makes me veri buay song.. plus i was so worried abt my paper tml..plus i wasn't feeling well.. i actuallie hanged up the fone on *him..
called *him again when i reached.. dis tym round *he treat me damn gd.. everything oso give in to me.. hahaha.. even accompany me to foodcourt and buy lunch for every1 when *he's nt allowed to in actual fact.. =/
din consume anithing for the whole dae..and *he forced me to drink some soup..kept wanting to buy cake and even ice cream for me to eat.. bt i reallie am strength-less to talk further to *him.. tsk! (sorry boy~*)
*he even asked datz cartel guy nt to call me animore in front of my presence can.. tmd.. make me damn paiseh.. i almost faint in front of *him to see..LOL!
stayed till 5++ and i kept nagging at remus(one of the cook in RC) to accompany me walk till MS.. cuz i brought lunch for him.. stupid ah den still keep complaining sae he fell into my lunch trap..LOL!! talked quite alot during our wae dere.. afterall he's the first to noez abt "me and *him" >.<
worked at 6.. bt still late.. haha.. business was darn poor.. i kept telling dem cartel's air con veri cold.. bt every1 just laff it off sia.. no 1 care..tmd.. whole night was eating chocos..make me feels worst.. hahaha..
*he waited 2 hrs for me to knock off..and went back together..study for my MBW once i reached home.. damn jialat..rmb i studied abit onli lah..told an zai i'll study till 3++ or 4++ end up i think i slp at ard 2++.. lol.. no use ah!! pui~
TUESDAY ( 19.07.05)
went sch for exams again..1 till 2++.. duh.. reallie cfm gurantee plus chop i sure buang dis paper.. all my ans gt wrong sia.. damn.. to think i studied till so "late" the dae b4.. so demoralising.. went to meet *him after datz for late lunch cuz i hafen ate anithing since morn..
*he knocked off at 4..bt i reached early..so gotta self entertain myself.. boo~ reallie damn sick..told my manager i need a brk..bt end up dey still call me up at 4+ help dem work.. rejected dem eventually lah.. aha..
went back cartel find *him.. initially plan go foodcourt for lunch.. end up we decided to head down lot 1 for mac.. dumb eh.. lyke mac onli gt one and onli outlet.. =p
last min we decided to take bus to *his hse cook maggi.. end up no maggi.. damn disappointing..
was playing wif *him on our wae back to lot 1 when *he suddenly mentioned smth..make me damn pissed.. i almost threw the hand bands awae..screamed at *him and saw *his expressions change immediately.. >.<
kinda regret shouting.. feels lyke apologising..bt the words seems to be in the middle of my throat..
*he nudge my arms afterawhile lah.. and we make up..lol.. stupid as it sounds.. bt its reallie hartwarming when i noez *he dun blame me for shouting at *him earlier on..
went back lot 1 and takeawae mac for the both of us to eat on bus 190.. (=
sweet me volunteered to take the bus wif *him to town and den take train back home again..haha.. reached home ard 9++ and start mugging for BS paper.. mug wif an zai till 2++ sia and we both K.O.. when we are both nt even done wif our revision..
WEDNESDAY (20.07.05)
met up wif an zai at 10am in sch.. hardworking us..^^
study study and went for our GEMS.. BS paper at 3++.. damn sian.. dis paper i oso cfm buang~
guarantee cum chop..
sigh..i dun lyke.. bt looking at the amt of Qs i leave blank..looking at the amt of Q i did wrong.. gum pua sian..
bring along my demoralisation to work wif me.. haha.. met up wif eugene and benjamin(RC cartel staff) at dover to go RC together.. bought doughnuts for *him to munch..
luckily eugene..benjamin and yuyin(RC cartel staff) accompanied me walk all the wae to marina.. love dem to death.. am nt late wor.. haha.. yuyin wanna tranfer to MS to accompany me.. bt i heard its unsucessful.. T_T
trained 2 new staffs.. onli me and justin were the runners of the dae.. we almost died.. plus staffs datz dun listen to us..we almost vomit blood.. justin keep scolding one of dem till he bth..ask me carry on 2nd part..LOL.. i was so stunned..he think we nw reciting script.. end up i oso sae sae onli..din use harsh tone lah.. im a gd trainer oki.. =p
eugene..benjamin..yuyin and khalid(RC cartel staff) came down MS for dinner.. food was quite bad i heard..dey complain to managers until i veri difficult to "zhuo ren".. dis side my frenz..bt kitchen side oso my fren.. whole night i see all the kitchen staffs all so black face.. piang..~ make me feels damn guilty can.. T_T
work till 10 again.. planned to wait for YX..bt datz gal bluff me..end up till 11+ still can't go yet..so i left first to board the last train..
reached home and called an zai to start our mugging marathon 2gether..he's damn good..wait for me to start to mug 2gether..haha..!
end up oso mug till 2+ and the both of us bth..
THURSDAE(21.07.05)
last paper 2dae!! finally!!
met up wif an zai same tym same place again.. dis tym round finally we are more confident wif our paper.. haha..
all thx to ah kong as well lah..
paper ended at 2++ and i went down MS wif the gals cuz dey going down for interview.. *he 2dae working at MS till 4.. so i went lunching wif *him and watti b4 my work at 5..
went MS foodcourt..nicey senery.. din manage to touch much of my lunch..dunno y..bt nwadaes lyke no appetite..talk cork wif the both of dem.. found out some stuffs which aren't meant to be revealed.. heehee.. *he send me back to work cuz *he going over RC to work again at night..*he even brought me chocos to munch..bt i oso can't finish though i shared wif alot of pple.. remaining chocos still in my baggie nw.. *laughs*
was playing ard wif pork ribs when i went back cartel.. was drinking when he suddenly ask me "zhe mo ni zhe yang mei"..tmd!! i immediately spit out all the water in my mouth sia..damn paiseh..every1 saw summore.. including *him..=Xx
2dae am the host-of-the-day again.. full hse again.. hahaha.. dey sae everytym i be host usually sure full hse de.. bleah~ bad thing for dem uh.. ^^
told my "baobei"adrian datz i hungry.. he immediately let me eat grilled chicken..damn big portion..shared wif every1 in cartel sia.. lol.. walked back to cityhall wif chris after work..
heard smth from him on our wae back..my tears almost fell.. bt i ren veri hard.. he told me he can tel sia.. >.<
went to find *him at RC..immediately T_T in front of *him.. quarrel lyke hell.. T_T lyke hell.. almost ended..i was veri tempted to end..bt i still kept quiet..
end up we talked things out slowly.. *he sae *he gt me alreadie veri headache..no tym for others.. zZz.. damn mean..den *he kept giggling.. lol.. make me laff too..
chris witnessed everything cuz we were lyke just standing behind him.. -.-".. tsk! he sae my face change damn fast sia..lyke flip pages lidat.. -.-""
see..everydae am busy wif exams..work..simply no tym to online man.. had been writing dis entry for 1 hr exact..a'lil wordy lah..ps ps..
tml i working whole dae bt still come up wif dis entry.. VERI GOOD LE HOR!!!! =p







ranted @ 6:07 PM
Monday, July 18, 2005

my eyes are getting smaller due to lack of slp..serious.. mama gt a shock when she saw hw puffy my eyes were.. tried to cover up my black dark eye rings.. bt sumhw i guessed its still obvious.. zZz..

all thx to exams.. -.-"

was onli late for work for merely 15 mins when i alreadie get lotsa fone calls kb-ing me.. >.<

realise i lyke to pinch alot of junkies from the kitchen..from fries to shredded chicken..lol..dey labelled me as "lao shu" le..

work till 3.. went back RC cartel.. was suaned till damn badly by gin and ah den.. boo!! still asked me buy ai xin lunch for dem.. hahaha..

went to find yun at lib afterdatz..she taught me econs.. (= thx gal..

dunno y im hafing a fever..duh..prob lack of slp eh? tsk!

[[ dilemma..dilemma.. ]]



ranted @ 2:28 PM
Sunday, July 17, 2005
dis is so freaking jialat!!! mon's gonna sit for paper alreadie...yet i..... haiz...
ytd was disturbed by *his call at 3++ just to hear *him sae " * **** *" LOL! stupid.. end up was scolded by me.. cuz i reallie need rest!!!
we decided to meet for work in the morn.. and *he came all the wae down to boon lay cuz i was alreadie late for work..so surprised *he din yelled at me.. >.<
reached at 1.. duh.. kelvin lyke hafing morn blues.. every1 oso KBKB.. zZz.. i dun lyke!
gt an hr brk at 5pm.. bought LJS..*laughs* bt poor service.. i almost lodge complaint dere.. knn..*pui*
went all the wae down to raffles city.. just to get *him ciggie.. ( im so wei da hor.. =p) took myself half an hr travelling from RC till MS.. tmd.. damn lotsa pple 2dae.. *bah*
was in charge of dessert bar just nw.. my station jammed lyke mad.. dunno is i suay or wad.. everytym i'm in datz particular station..cfm will busy lyke hell.. though its nt full hse 2dae lo.. -.-"
was so pek chek till i even ask my manager to get out of the bar station when he was trying to help me clear.. poor thing..end up..finally wif the help of some pple.. i manage to clear everything b4 11..(=
*grateful*
tml'll be doing opening.. so its tym to get some rest.. nitey peeps..~ =D
[[dun u all realise blogging's kinda lyke a daily habit to me nw? haha ]]



ranted @ 4:30 PM
Saturday, July 16, 2005

pui pui pui!! so sick of my hair nw.. i wan new colors!!! i wan my long hair back again..!! dying to dye my hair.. bt i noe i'll get scolded by alot of pple dis tym rd..lol!! >.<

*baby tot i was angry wif *him over ytd stuffs.. send a damn sweet sorry msg early in the morn..lol.. end up i told *him i was playing wif *him onli ytd.. den *he kept scolding me.. lols.. tmd.. shldn't tel him.. -.-"..

*he's jealous when i told *him 1 cartel guy kept calling me everynight.. lols.. *he even gave lotsa suggestions for me to avoid his call.. so bad of *him sia..tsk!

was scolded damn badly by *him when i told *him i wasn't prepared for ani papers next wk.. kns..

went for structures paper in the afternoon.. the paper's kinda easy.. bt last Q completely dunno hw to do.. lost 10marks.. zZz..

was raining damn heavily when i wanted to go for work.. [ told u all..dese few daes weather siao siao de..haha ] end up was late for 10mins.. luckily no 1 notice i sneaked in.. =/

was still the host for 2dae.. damn black face initially.. bt was alright again after awhile.. full hse for the first tym 2dae..damn happy.. kelvin sae is cuz i smile datz y will bring in the customers.. lol.. *nods* i strongly agree!!! =pPp

bt sumtyms too mani customers ain a gd thing either.. was busy from 6++ till 9++ sia.. kept running ard finding seats for every1.. zZz.. dun even haf ani spare tym to visit the toilet.. pui! my pay damn nt worth it.. LOL!!! =X

knock off at 10..bt wait for andrew till 1030.. zZz.. he gt me a cake to eat.. =D

just gt back.. tml working 12.. *baby's working 1.. bt silly *him wanna meet to go work 2gether..bt oso nt same outlet..hurhur..so shall see hw tml lah.. i dun wanna be late lo.. =/

oh..btw.. ani1 wan part tym jobs?




ranted @ 4:15 PM
Friday, July 15, 2005
still went to sch for revision klas though its supposed to be our study dae.. *grumbles*
saw ah cel in train on the wae to sch..miss her bitchings can..
hate the weather for 2dae..on and off type..irritate the shit out of me.. bah!
planned to go home and study by pon tan-ing afternoon revision klas.. end up still went to meet *baby.. lol.. so much so for being so determined eh.. ^^
gt *him lunch.. "fight" wif him until we reallie quarrel.. LOL.. damn dumb..
wanted to go home at 2++..bt sumhw *he pulled me to town.. zZz..
talk damn lotsa cock wif *his bro in the cab..
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dis belongs to him..bt *he put it on my wrist..=) still gt alot of diff types more on *his wrist.. damn smelly.. reeks of oil can!! lol
went town and see dem play CS..till i fell aslp..lol.. damn no image.. my legs were lyke on the com table summore..
was startled by *his sudden muah when i was soundly aslp.. lol!!! damn *him still sae i dun behave lyke gal.. T_T
played till it was tym for *him to get to work.. so i took train back wif *his bro..
had been mugging since i reached home.. on and off watching shows though.. lols.. i finally finished for tml paper.. damn happy!! =D
bt the tym nw is.....



ranted @ 5:19 PM
Thursday, July 14, 2005
i forgot to set alarm ytd.. end up..i din went for tutorial dis morn.. >.< luckily *he called me early in the morn to tel me datz *he'll be going over MS help out in the evening..still sae i cfm will be veri happy.. wth.. -.-"..
thx to his call..im nt late for MBW..=)
finally manage to understand some stuffs.. *phew* i finally see hope in my MBW thx to an zai and GP jiejie.. lols..
i din slpt for my GEMS lesson 2dae.. amazing.. =D
went to find GP jiejie..yun and ah kong in the library afterdatz.. did a'lil revision on MBW.. feels gd noeing hw to attempt the Q.. =p
work @ 5.. got lost in MS can.. =/ damn ps..
*he sae will help me buy dinner..end up when i reach.. *he's alreadie dere w/o ani dinner for me.. kao! made me gonna suffer by eating plain bread.. duh..~
business's damn poor 2dae.. no customers..every1 were busy swatting mosquitoes though..hahaha.. was initially being the host.. bt i reallie dun lyke..so complained to kelvin (our manager) and he finally put me as runner.. heh heh.. ^^
surprisingly gt a short brk..bought chocos.. shared wif *him..
*he see me starving..so bought me cake to eat..
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ai xin cake from cartel..xD
saw my schedule for the wk..faints.. was supposed to work from 12 to 11 on fri..bt i gt exams on datz dae.. so guess shld be working at night onli bah.. sat will be working from morn till 11.. sun oso morn till afternoon.. pengz man!!! i reallie dun need to study le.. hahaha..
some fotos from my hp..
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took dis in uniform..
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in *his hse few daes ago..
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all cartel cooks from raffles.. miss dem so much!!
[[dunno y..bt i still believed ah hao's innocent..LOL!! i support ah hao!!! ]]




ranted @ 4:33 PM
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
i received a mail from an unknown.. lols.. dun worry lah..i wun be scolding u badly.. i am nt datz type oki..unless u sprout nonsense lah.. =/
i failed to wake up for CT lessons 2dae.. >.<
did some stuffs at home.. was delayed in meeting *baby.. bought lunch for *him and nua awhile b4 i realise i'm late for MBW.. lols.. *he going town meeting some of cartel peeps.. so i went back sch.. zZz..
lessons supposed to end at 3..i stepped in at 245..bt still gt attendance.. happy lyke fark.. lols!!
went JP wif diana and bought some stuffs..went home afterdatz..miracle to see me home so early..my mama was shocked.. so was i.. tried studying a'lil..bt end up..im here blogging.. wtf..
shld be slping soon.. tml gonna work..can't mug.. mb thurs den cont.. bt fri exams alreadie eh? jialat.. >.<


ranted @ 2:16 PM
Tuesday, July 12, 2005

i've lost the battle.. my own emotions defeat me.. sigh..

*we almost ended dis morn.. its alwaes me trying to pick a quarrel.. i noez.. i can tel..bt i just can't help it.. i tried to be less stubborn.. bt it turned out worst..

i din concentrate on BS lesson.. zZz..

made things up again during lunch tym.. spent the whole lunch period talking to *him.. si kat still sae i dun wan dem le.. lols.. =pPp

tried to understand econs..bt failed..ani1 can teach?

exams are rd the corner..kinda panic nw..

after sch went cartel and bought dinner for *him.. zZz..

met sher up..went shopping.. bought lotsa stuffs.. boost the economy 2dae.. LOL..

dine in at thai xpress.. ^^

pics next tym..

am tired..nite!




ranted @ 2:53 PM
HAPPY 18TH BDAE TO TING!!=D
my last dae at raffles city.. next wk onwards shall be transferring to marina SQ..*sob* kinda miss every1 at RC.. >.<
work at 10..bt i woke up late.. pretty slack 2dae.. jack's nt datz bad afterall..he's even my "BF-of-the-day" cuz he helps me keeps lotsa junkies.. =pPp
work till 3.. stayed in kitchen for an hr listening to "stories"..i teared..
min came and had lunch wif me at 4+.. dine in at cartel again.. >.<
my "BF-of-the-day" add lotsa extra ingredients for our lunch.. nicey nicey part tym BF.. lols..
went MNG and shopped awhile.. tried tops.. no sizes for us..damn sad..
received call from cartel asking me to go back chk smth.. min gotta leave first.. feels bad to PS her.. T_T
*he tried to made me jealous again.. zZz.. accompany YX for lunch..
stayed till 6++..
went MS and collect pay..
lil lil bit onli..enuff to settle my debts..
stayed dere till kinda late..
just reach home..
will be working quite a fair bit next wk..afterall its the first wk of the operation..
will be the host everydae.. *faint*
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finally am able to burst everything out to her.. feels kinda relieved.. thx god sum1's sharing the burden wif me..LOLS.. (=




ranted @ 3:25 AM
Sunday, July 10, 2005
dun change me pls.. just leave me alone and farkingly step out of my life..

i'm alwaes dis unreasonable bitch in the apple of ur eyes.. take it or leave it..

zZz..

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ytd free labour for an hr plus.. 2dae free labour for an hr.. >.<

working life....

started my revision on econs dis afternoon.. all thx to *him.. woke me up..made me can't go back to slp.. so study for an hr plus and get ready for work.. (=

tml work at 10.. ~>.<~

[[ yi ran shi peng you]]




ranted @ 4:19 PM
Saturday, July 09, 2005

almost pon 2dae lessons again cuz i gt 2-days MC rmb? lols.. bt luckily i forced myself to wake up ah.. completely slipped my mind datz i've a presentation 2dae.. duh..

was teacher's assistant for the whole of 2dae.. *smirk* he even asked me to help him grade the other grps presentation since im his assistant.. LOL! bt of cuz jk nia lah.. >.<

had our presentation @ 11 and some of us slipped out of the klas for early lunch.. [im teacher's assistant.. so wadever i sae oso counted hor.. LOL] gt 1 gal smiled to me at FC1 when we were hafing lunch can.. initially i tot is kj's frenz.. so i smile back sweetly summore.. end up leh..realise none of us knew her.. wth.. i think i reallie can attract les..damn jialat!

after lunch.. was feeling too sian to cont. staying in klas.. so i sneaked out from the back door again and went to meet *him.. played MJ again wif *his bro..

dey wanted to play wif $$.. bt i knew i'll cfm lose lyke shit..dey are tmd worst den eddy lo.. eddy suck money onli suck abit.. dey suck money lyke suck water lidat.. kao.. i nt datz stupid to play real $$ wif dem.. lols.. =/

end up *he sae *he pay for my losses..so i reluctantly sit down and play.. onli played for half a rd and i lost lyke fark.. bth.. end up even if *he won..oso need to pay for my share.. =p

was abt to be late for work when we finally played finish.. *he suggested to take cab down though *he's working later den me.. therefore we shared the cab wif *his bro..

alighted at sumwhere near cartel and *he went to get me dinner since *he was working an hr later den me..tsk.. still tot no 1 saw us coming work 2gether.. whu noes when i was working at bar.. R* tel me alot of pple saw us 2gether.. made me dunno hw to react datz tym sia.. =/

was being teased thruout the whole dae 2nite.. zZz.. summore was supposed to work till 10 onli..bt i did free labour for dem for 1.5 hrs can.. every1 was lyke saying when did i become so gd.. -.-"..

tml actuallie ain supposed to be working cuz i wanna study de.. bt.. last min gonna work at night for awhile.. *hmmm*

[[ i dun lyke shitty pple wif shitty attitude.. shit off pls! ]]




ranted @ 5:02 PM
Friday, July 08, 2005
stunned when i still saw the pic dere.. shocked was all datz i felt.. a twinge of sadness.. a gleam of relievness.. mixed emotions..
sigh..
if onli things cld turn out differently..
i miss u.. just so suddenly..




ranted @ 3:05 PM
im sick!!!!! sick wif a capital S!! *wails*
din went sch 2dae lah.. cuz im sick!!!! haha.. visited the doc and gt myself a 2-daes MC.. duh.. sound lyke so serious lidat.. tsk!
went back rest and met *him in the afternoon.. initially nt meeting cuz we were kinda quarrelling over ytd jealousy issue.. he still gt the cheek to tel me to contact him after i jealous finish.. wtf right!! i dun even bothered to reply.. and after 15 mins.. he bth..so apologise to me.. LOL!! gal power eh..^^
bought ai xin lunch for *his niece.. and played MJ wif his bro and him.. =Xx [ i was supposed to be resting..]
dey are farking pro..kept winning 5 tai and above.. duh.. sweat lyke mad.. lols..
went town wif *his 2 bros afterdatz.. the journey in 190 to town was god damn funny.. dey were lyke using my fone and shoot MTV.. act lyke singing jay's jie kou summore.. *faint*
in bus play nt enuff.. in town still play on the streets.. lol... >.<
dey went and played CS afterdatz.. watched till i almost dozed off.. heehee.. =p
went to meet sher for dinner ard 6+..b4 datz had a small conflict wif *him lah.. zZz.. mb is me lah.. i too unreasonable.. lol.. insisted him to do some stuffs in the midst of his game.. bt he dun wan.. so i stormed out just lidat.. -.-"..
*he smsed to apologise again.. i ignored it though i was feeling kinda glad datz tym lah.. hurhur.. =pPp
after dinner wif sher..i realise *he missed called darn lotsa tyms.. =/
called *him back and we made things up again.. (=

went shopping @ espirit.. clothes are going at 50% off can.. i almost splurged again..
went off kinda early cuz i gotta go get smth plus i was feeling kinda nt so gd.. sigh.. being sick sucks!!
tml shall be a gd gal and go sch study.. *he's working same tym as me lah.. so shld be meeting *him after sch.. if nt will be meeting min and dora bah..shall see hw.. =D


ranted @ 2:43 PM
Thursday, July 07, 2005
hurhur.. woke up at 8am 2dae when im hafing 8am lessons.. reach klas ard 930 still get to mark attendance.. nicey teacher~ ^^
kat reach at 10 oso get to mark attendance.. LOL.. damn nicey teacher..
initially meeting sherlyn and kersten for sushi buffet lunch.. bt dey wanna go tam mall.. so i din met up wif dem afterall.. went to meet *him and bought *him brkfast.. *he kept saying i bought ai xin brkfast for him.. actuallie onli mac.. hahas..
nua wif *him and we went for work 2gether.. (i pon my gems 2dae.. T.T) realise both of us damn vulgar.. we kept "fighting" 2dae.. lols..
*he working at 5..i working at 6.. so went early and shun bian bought ai xin dinner for *him and myself.. -.-" reallie reallie damn hate working at bar 2dae.. zZz..
some stuffs happened during work lah..damn funny.. tried to act jealous bt end up i still laff it out.. bth.. =/
stupid R* asked me to work on sat night.. end up i dun haf to work on datz dae.. tmd.. >.<
just reach home..
so slpy..
tml 10am lesson.. *gone*



ranted @ 4:29 PM
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
ytd night was reallie torturous.. cough till i kept puking..can't even slp properly thruout.. gotta sit up and slp for the entire night.. zZz.. stupid cough virus.. i dun lyke u !!!
onli until 6++ datz i can finally lie down and slp peacefully.. was god damn tired datz i din even heard my alarm ringing.. lol.. end up was kinda late.. so rushed to prepare and wear until darn sloppily.. my entire life in poly.. i actuallie wore my SPSU fo shirt and a 3 quarter pants.. sibei sia suay can!!
kat first thing in the morn jiu ask me is it wear my pyjames come sch.. -.-".. xie xie ni.. LOL..
tried to focus for lessons.. bt still defeated by zhou gong eventually..
was hafing giddy spells and feverish when lesson ended.. wanted to go see doc initially..bt rmb afternoon gt a presentation.. so struggled on.. plus gt menses cramp.. tmd.. ruin my mood for the dae..
the gals helped me buy lunch and i helped to look after the seats.. suddenly saw jack in front of me.. scare me can.. was so paiseh to look at him lo..cuz of the wae i dressed.. LOL.. hatta and khairul was beside me datz tym and dey sae hi to him sia.. i tot dey all knew him.. end up.. i realise dey all dunno each other at all.. -___-"..
went for MBW lessons after lunch.. damn sian.. im so afraid to flung dis module.. i noe nuts abt dis module..yet i dun even wanna do anithing to it.. damn jialat..just dun haf dis motivation within me.. just ain so uptight abt the upcoming exams.. *roar*!
*he called during lesson.. tel me abt my schedule tml.. *he initially working early tml.. bt see i work late..*he jiu requested to change shift.. stupid guy.. lol..
still want me bring lunch to cartel for *him when im so under dressed.. zZz.. i dun wan sia!!!
had presentation at 3.. think we screwed it up.. cuz i reallie dunno hw to present.. sorry gals.. T.T
2dae reached home farking early.. its been mths since i went home when the dae's still up.. sigh..
wh finally send me fotos of KJ bdae celebration at seoul.. onli some pics will be upload cuz im under dressed datz dae rmb? tsk!
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me and aiai.. hurhur..look at his face.. aiai's gonna scold me if he ever see dis pic.. =/
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bdae boy..carin and me!!!
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me and bdae boy.. too bright..
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we are the act cute affair.. LOLs..
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i dunno whu took this stupid face.. lol..
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beach partner..me and bdae boy.. (the fork is so extra!!)
p/s: realise im nt carrying aiai's child animore le.. cuz my period came.. LOL.. i miscarriage le.. must be datz tym kat pushed me.. must be!!!!! >.<


ranted @ 2:16 PM
Tuesday, July 05, 2005

tsk..sae put aeroplane.. bt end up we still meet..cuz im angry.. LOL.. =/

sneaked out of structures tutorial and went cartel wait for *him to knock off.. boo.. made me wait so long.. i dun lyke.. >.<

went levis wif *him and we saw some of our colleagues on the wae.. both of us immediately walked awae.. damn funni.. wanted to laff.. bt gotta pretend we both nv exist.. so needa act serious.. tsk tsk..

our first par tou at SGH.. hurhur.. went to visit darren.. alamak.. she involved in accident.. see her everywhere oso bandage.. everywhere oso pain..drink soup oso pain until need to take injection.. wah.. i almost teared for her can.. T.T ~see her lidat oso kinda discourage me to learn bike le.. i wonder if i can stand the pain if im her.. sigh..

stayed for kinda awhile.. and we walked all the wae back to outram again.. farking hot weather yet both of us still put on our sweater.. act lyke scared cold.. LOL!

reached home chao ji tmd early..tried doing tutorial.. bt failed!! i dunno hw to do.. gotta go sch and ask teacher tml morn le.. sianz!




ranted @ 1:57 PM
was supposed to wake up at 8+..bt was disturbed by *his call once again in the morn at 7++.. darn! make me lost half an hr of slp.. haha.. no wonder i'll fell aslp just nw during BS lecture.. boo!
bloody monday 2dae.. my freaking period came!!! T.T
am in the library doing project at dis birdy tym nw.. tsk! pon my econs lecture to do project cuz initially meeting *him go hospital in the evening.. end up *he called to put aeroplane.. kns.. >.< *i am ngry..=p*
stuck wif my ppt slides currently.. zZz.. hopefully the gals will faster come and help me.. im all alone in this lib.. *cry*


ranted @ 5:11 AM
Monday, July 04, 2005
my coughing gt so serious till i can't even sing animore.. >.<
i coughed till i almost puked..
i tot i'll die at work 2dae..
i coughed dae and night..night and dae.. so sian of koffing nw.. zZz..
coughed till i had a fever..
mum made ai xin honey for me drink.. =DDDD
still went for work at 5 just nw..
think i stepped on dog shit 2dae.. gum pua suay!!!
pui pui pui!
hate working outside.. hate seeing stuffs i dun wanna see.. hate to see ownself sinking deeper..
hate to sae despite the yearning within me.. i'll try to swallow it all down.. the road will be full of disappointed no doubt.. bt im determined dis tym rd...
counting down.. exactly 1 more mth to my 18th bdae.. LOL!!!!


ranted @ 3:25 PM
Sunday, July 03, 2005
*cough cough* im so sick.. down wif a serious sore throat can.. thx to ms LS and diana.. =pPp
am getting kinda bored wif my blog skin and song alreadie.. will find 1 dae to change.. so bear wif it alright? ^^
ytd attempted to turn in early.. bt failed lah.. lol.. went to watch VCD instead.. >.<
was woke up by *his call at 6+ cuz *he's working at 7.. duh.. -.-" talk awhile and went back slp again..
HAPPY 18TH BDAE TO SHILIN..SIYING..KHANGJIN AND WEILIANG wor!!! 4 july babies fall on the same bdae.. tsk!
woke up at 12++ and prepared to meet the guys cuz helping WL celebrate his bdae.. dined in at cartel again.. =/
dis tym round my lunch definitely tasted much better.. lol.. (=
*he knock off at 3 and msg me go outside to accompany him smoke.. bt i din saw the msg until eugene signalled me to go outside of cartel.. lol.. so long din saw him seh.. still as chubby as ever.. HAHAHA! =Xx
talk cock wif dem awhile and went back inside to find the guys.. nicey nicey celebration.. shall upload pics when ting and QE send me.. ^^
when i went back outside to find *him and eugene..realise jackie and jack was ard too.. so i faster siam.. haha.. feels kinda uncomfortable lah.. =(
guess *he noticed it..so *he called me and sae *he leaving wif dem after smoking..zZz..
every1 going town except me.. sigh..still gotta work at 6.. so was damn early for work cuz i was all along sitting outside and rotting wif ting.. ed.. WL..SMS and eric.. tsk!
worked at bar again 2dae.. im so sianz..kept complaining and complaining..bt my appeal aren't successful.. zZz.. broke lotsa nails too... T.T
coughed alot 2dae oso..dey sae all the ice cream all infected by my coughs alreadie.. haha! lalalal~
R* (our big big manager) 2dae keep teasing me sia.. keep saying i gt motive for keep requesting to be working back in kitchen.. haha.. see his position so big..datz y i will entertain him de lo.. if nt i oso bo hiew... tsk.. so ugly still wanna go pao mei mei.. omg!
bt heard from R* datz *he requested to be transferred to the same outlet as me sia.. >.<
*dilemma dilemma*
tml work bar again..yucks! shall go study nw..im so hardworking!!!!!! (=


ranted @ 4:52 PM
Saturday, July 02, 2005
its rare i'll be home before 10 nwadaes.. so gonna update wif lotsa pics dis entry.. (=
was told datz whole klas will be going for bdae celebration.. heard from ah kong everything's nt yet cfm so i tot plan cancelled..wore a big tee and shorts to sch nia cuz i was thinking of going home and slp first b4 meeting char in the evening..
end up leh.. took the same train as wh..leslie..gp and LS.. once i stepped out..dey were all lyke so shocked to saw wad i wore for the dae.. kept suaning me from mrt station till T3a.. >.<
dey chose to go town eventually..so i gotta cancel my plans wif char.. (ps wor gal..^^) wanted to go home and change first.. bt dey sae i wear tee and shorts go town veri style le.. end up every1 BLUFF ME!! once i got into the bus..everything is i take de..cuz dey sae i dress lyke maid.. *wails*
wh initally still so gd help me keep my file inside his bag..end up when i got into the bus..wah..all threaten me sia.. kns.. =pPp
i even help dem bring 2 boxes of tissue box to town just in case ani1 need to use.. tmd..i reallie bcome maria lidat..
went seoul and celebrate..(= its lyke so hartwarming.. *awww...*
took lotsa pics too..will upload when my dearest beach partner send me.. =/
ate for a couple of hrs and we kinda split le.. some went to do proj whereas some went to cont. shopping.. me wear until so lok kok..every1 oso dun wish to stand near me sia..make me so ps.. -.-"..
saw mng sale still going on..bt i din went in.. broke u see.. gotta wait till 15th.. sigh..
reach home kinda early 2dae and wanted to study.. bt i realise i dun even noez where to start cuz i everything oso dunno..damn jialat.. exams coming yet........
was browsing at aiai's hp few daes ago when i saw a pic of myself in his hp.. *blush* took veri long ago le..and i dunno when i took it.. bt i lyke my hair last tym!!!!!
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nicey hor??!!!
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damn kns nw.. *roarrrrr*
LS was being crazy again last few daes and took pics of her belongings..
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she's lyke so crazy over dis guy?
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so determined to make our "mans" stand eh?
yun last few daes oso kinda got inspiration and she went to drew smth "artisic"
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can ani 1 fig out? LOL
received more fotos of the DE F.O.C dis yr..
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pose pose.. i look so happy seeing dem being blinded.. HAHA!
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si bei pai.. purposely make things diff for freshies..
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LS found dis foto for me..she sae im lucky..am i realli? LOL.. *ahem*
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our* pic.. (=




ranted @ 1:50 PM
Friday, July 01, 2005
tsk..i realise i dun even understand a shit abt structures..sibei jialat.. damn scared to retain yet dun wanna buck up.. =/
pon MBW again..bt took cab and went for BS at 3pm.. damn ex.. 10bucks can! lol..tot edmund lim will mark our attendance..end up oso gimme a bad scare.. chey!!!!!
meet *him at dover and we went cartel together.. *he gt work and i gotta wait for kersten and sherlyn..so went cartel and rot first.. tsk tsk..
sae meet kersten 530..end up she oso 6 den reach.. haha.. she gt me a bracelet from turkey though..nicey nicey..^^
sherlyn met us afterdatz and we dine in at cartel...! lol..!! all of us ordered cartel's macoroni..(i recommend dem)
bt whu noez..its so awful.. lol..i can't even finish..was dere complaining when 1 runner come tel me is *he specially cook for our table de.. tsk..made me keep quiet instantly.. =Xx
went shopping after dinner.. marina square is lyke big!! so big!! we got lost in dere can.. tsk..bt alot of stores nt yet opened.. sian full..
proceed to suntec and went nearby mac to sit down chit chat gossip.. LOL! nw just reach home and im so tired.. blog more tml..not working..yay!=D


ranted @ 3:25 PM