i hate my life nw. too much drama happening recently. sigh! Just as things between me and D finally stablised, K had to appear again and confessed abt his wrongdoings and regrets. I had alr moved on with D; am v happy with him nw. But y must K come back to me only after 3mths telling me stuffs which makes my heart soft again? i can't digest the fact tt he's back again. argh!

''you gave me shit and took me for granted during the period when we were tgt. you were once the love of my life, bt sadly someone else had replaced it."

5 more weeks to my phuket trip, i cant wait for it to come by fast. March was a v bad mth for me, i barely earned enuff to cover my expenses. In fact, i spent much more than i earn during this month.v bad! i wanna CHIONG sales in April alr! i need determination!! :)


& & thks to my lovelies for their daily encouragement and porridge, my swelling finally subsided. Im back to norm again, phew! i was so afraid i'm scarred for life. hahaha!



[[ 1 more day to D's return, i can smell lotsa gifts from him alr! :p ]]

ranted @ 3:01 PM im actually @ hm on a wed afternoon! cancelled my viewings n appts just to stay at hm bcuz i can't go out at all!!!! T.T


extracted 2 of my wisdom tooth at 1 go on monday & nw, the swelling is getting from bad to worst. arghhhhhh! i wanna die alr. the swell is causing my face to be distorted n its so ugly to the max till i have no mood to even see anyone nw! :(


pls let this nightmare be over soon, i can't take it!










[[ thks D for accompanying me to the dentist, buying pi pa gao, ice cream & dins for me. appreciated much, bt im still v down la. sighhhhhhhh! >.< ]]

ranted @ 3:54 PM haven been blogging for days bcuz i've been drinking for the past 6 days. nw the smell of alcohol and ciggs are really making me sick. arghhhh! >.<
Sun: boat quay/nana
Mon: dolly
Tues: Wine Company
Wed: Powerhouse
Thurs: Breeze Bar @ ECP
Fri: dolly
Sat: dolly
i've been curing my hangover ++ lack of slp for the entire week, thks to my wonderful clique. We always promised each other to quit drinking in the mornings, bt amazingly they always changed their statements whenever the sky turned dark! duhhhhhhh! -.-








it's been the mid of the month and sales are not coming in yet. i seriously need all the luck right nw, im so gonna focus for the next 2 weeks. gosh, i really needa start resisting temptations from nw onwards! =/






[[ why even attempted to ask me back when i've long moved on? rmb tt period when u treated me lyk shit? nw u are the one looking lyk a fool! ]]

ranted @ 2:50 PM 不要每次无缘无故给我搞失踪，给我脸色看.
不要每次跟我说一套,却去做另一套.
不要每次心情好的时侯才来找我,我不是你的玩具.








够了,是时候结束一切.毕竟我们都是没有关系的关系.

ranted @ 10:06 PM