a girl doesn't need anyone who doesn't need her.
don't waste your time on someone who wouldn't do the same for you.
expectation is the root of all heartaches.
forever is just a word,good things never last.
haters don't actually hate you,they hate themselves and take it out on you.
love is a serious mental disease.
kiss the kissers,love the lovers & play the players








[[you are just too disappointing. leopards nv change its spots, dont even waste ur tym trying. ]]

ranted @ 10:48 PM awesome night out with my girlies! :)



casual drinking night aka farah's belated bday celebration. bt we somehw drank alil more casually tt night.lols!

$13 worth of film spent within half an hr. tsk tsk! & foto taking became so much crazier with them being alil intoxicated! :p








i've been waiting for all my dear friends to upload fotos so tt i can have at least some blogging mood. updating abt my work life everyday is BORING!!! =/

ranted @ 12:47 AM things turned out differently these few days. its as though everything had turned and twisted for the better. we're bk on talking terms finally.






gotta wait and see hw things are gg to develop these few days. till then.

ranted @ 11:37 PM i will only blog when i received all the fotos taken during the past wkend. LOL! :p

ranted @ 8:42 PM you would have absolutely no idea wad i've gone thru for the past few mths. we've been tgt unknowingly for half a yr and i tot we understand each other's temper and personality alr. i've nv once raise my voice at you. I've nv once ask u to choose between ur mum/sis or me. I tot u knew I was standing by you all along even though i will grumble at tyms when our plans get jeopardised.


we had a rough start. things got worse sumhw in the middle. we promised to fix everything up tgt. you are nt a sweet talker, neither wld u knw hw to shower me with surprises. you knew im a simple girl who just need tons of love and care. you are the total opposite from wad i've always been wanting. bt its okay, we need to give and take in a r/s isnt it? I compromised on this. I always hope we cld complement each other somehw or another,bt u chose to give up nw.


I tolerated your temper,your MCP-ness,your family,your lifestyle and even your time management. All i asked for at tyms is to be your priority instead of your mum. I knw i sound selfish saying tt. bt tell me which girl lyks to be the "back up plan"?


you told me you will treat this r/s v differently from the rest of urs. you told me you wld nt have any expectations on me. you painted me a future with you. bt y am i receiving a different treatment as compared to your friends?


I appreciate your love for me,i really do. sometyms i just need you to be in my shoes and spare a tot for me. i tot it takes 2 hands to nuture a r/s tgt?






y must u let go nw?


[[ goodbye my boyfriend,my best friend,my lover,my beloved ken. ]]

ranted @ 6:53 PM goodbye.

ranted @ 12:11 PM i need all the luck this mth. i only wanna close my 3 pending deals on hand and i'll be v v happy alr! BLESS MEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! *cross fingers*

ranted @ 10:48 PM can someone bring me to a place where there's no stress,no illnesses and no sorrows?




work is driving me crazy. I've been suffering from regular insomnias;and i dunno y. It had always been the constant worry to me this entire yr,worst than mental torture i think! :(












argh! i hate to repeat this, bt i've put on weight again!!!! damn.

ranted @ 10:50 PM you said you've tolerated me since very long.
you said you hope i'll reflect and knw wad mistakes i made.
you said you think you have entirely no fault at all whenever we argued.
you said im overly unreasonable.
you said i lyk to pick on your words.
you said I'm nt lady enuff.
you said you are always the one giving in to me.
you said you cannot trust me.




well said!

ranted @ 11:55 PM i have never encountered such a low class,hopeless,shameless jerk in my entire 23yrs of life before!
pls pray hard you will never ever go poor anymore bcuz i'll be cursing you every single day. karma bites hard;so do watch your back!
is your upbringing a problem in the first place? SHAME ON YOU!

ranted @ 8:10 PM i hate unproductive days!!

ranted @ 3:36 PM it is very tiring to repeat myself and see no improvements at all! i dont lyk one sided.

ranted @ 11:26 PM i only started mac monopoly-ing when the $80k cash prize was claimed. slow or wad? -.-




i need a holiday retreat lyk soon. i realised my last holi was in May and its been more than half a yr since i last took a break from work & dramas in my life! >.<





hate to admit this, bt im actually entertaining tots to job hop alr. current job is fantastic. flexible working hrs and higher income for me, yet i realised my expenses increased so much;i find it v difficult for me to handle my own money matters. :(((((
i think i need a financial planner alr.












its our 5mths anni for me and K 2day. some dramas happened ytd and im still working on it. Hope tym will prove himself worthy again. oh well. i was surprised to see the drastic improvement in him;bt im still nt sure yet. :(

ranted @ 11:04 PM