foto taken @ zouk last sat when i was alil high. i din knw i took soooo many unglam pics; so only selective photos are posted. ahahahas.
its only thurs and im already thinking of the weekends alr. this is bad. zzzz!!




im still pondering where to go tml night. dolly or butter fact. OMG, dilemmaaaaa. :(((((

[[ must this happen to my family? :(( ]]

ranted @ 7:50 PM its quite surprising i managed to get quite adjusted to my lifestyle nw depsite tt mega big drama sometym back. tsk tsk.




this week went by pretty slowly; can't wait for the weekends to arrive seriously. i need a brk!! blahs.
Monday: Df with ass and peeps. whole night long of singing and drinking. i took my red hot camera tt night, bt i simply forgot abt it. lyk wtf?!! -.-"
drink,drank and got high tt night. i realise i've been at df every alternate days alr. omggg, the smell of martell doesn't seems so appealing tt night. LOLs. =X
stayed there till 3++ b4 heading bk.


Tuesday: i dunno if its me or wad; i ALWAYS encounter difficult clients. tmd. not once can swee swee close de lehh. urghhh. petrol,ERP,HP bills hurts okkkkk! T.T


Wednesday: thk god this morn started out pretty gd. one small deal closed on the spot and i stayed in the office to finish up some paperworks b4 travelling dwn bishan to meet partner for lunch. -.-"
thereafter was another viewing in town. headed over to CK tangs right after my appt with the intention to grab my moisturizer ONLY. WHO knwsssssss i literally spent a whopping $300++ within a short span of half an hr; on cosmetics & clothes just bcuz it was raining outside and i parked my car at lucky plaza!! -.-"
catched up with ex THG colleagues nearby and went bk home ard 6++ to continue doing fruitless searches for annoying clients. -.-"




great, 2 more days till the end of april and i've not even hit my target. zzz!!




[[ you took my breath away. ]]

ranted @ 9:41 PM i was still happily blogging away on thurs night @ 8++. (view entry below) who knws 3 hrs ltr, i was sitting inside DF,drinking my life away. my friends are forever so impromptu! -__-"

the usual food ++ drinks. god;its been 2 mths since i last saw dem can. i appreciate their efforts for always cheering me up whenever im undergg rough patches in life. :))


we started drinking from 11++ and we actually managed to finish the bottle within 2hrs. & all the bottom-ing up made me got high quite early tt night. =X
stayed there till 3++ b4 leaving. i was supposed to wake up early on fri morn for an appt @ 9am. who knws, i DIN EVEN HEAR MY ALARM RINGING. omfg, put client's aeroplane to the max can. thk god there was a co-broke agent ard to help. :(


Friday (23.04.2010)
went for my usual viewing. and surprisingly, i was not partying on a fri night. :p
spent my night tgt with char @ west coast park having HTHT. thk god she was ard when i received "the news". i think i wld have gone bersek if im alone tt night. =/


Saturday (24.04.2010)
spent my afternoon lazing ard at home,literally. i was lyk a couch potato whole day can. lols. met up with cat in the evening and had our dins at JP. its also been mths since i last saw her. misses! ^^
cat's friend came and pick us up and off we went to df,at ard 9++. :p
i think my alcoholic lvl's getting worst. i actually got alil high ard midnight.zzz! the partying last night was fun except for the fact tt i saw W too;the guy whom disappeared on me mysteriously last yr. we catched up alil. i was loss for words and i gotta admit it was affecting me the whole night too. T.T
left df ard 2am and headed dwn zouk to look for DK & cliques. had tons of beer over there and i got damn high in the end,due to all the mixing! -.-"
reached home only ard 5++ and i can't believe i was drunk dialling the entire night. zzz!


Sunday (25.04.2010)
i was so hanged;only manage to climb out of bed ard 3pm. i need to get my cosmetics shopping done and half a day is alr gone lidat. sighhhhh.

ranted @ 4:17 PM 你没想像中那么爱我.

ranted @ 2:26 AM im still contemplating whether to go hong kong in July anot lehhh!!! omgggg, im super tempted can!
sighh,one thing bad abt being an agent: you just can't predict if you wld earn enuff dough for next mth anot. lols. urggghhhhh!!!! >.<"

ranted @ 8:53 PM so,its confirmed. we wont be contacting;for the time being. hw great.








10 more days till the end of april. better get myself more occupied to get more deals closed.sighh.

ranted @ 9:11 PM updates: we are kinda back tgt again. however,things just feels v different nw. no more TLC from his side anymore. all i received were sarcasms.tsk tsk! tell me, wads the pt of patching back when im nt even happy. sucks.






stubborn.greedy.negative.emo.immature.

ranted @ 10:07 PM fri : dragonfly
sat: powerhouse




great. im so hanged nw! :((

ranted @ 6:28 PM you said you would nv ever let go of me,rmb?










imu,badly.

ranted @ 11:14 PM quarrel again.sighhh.
im sorry i said all those nasty things to you. :((

ranted @ 6:21 PM i thought my europe-trip-worth-of-commission was bust last week. Yet, i saw a slight chance of closing the deal few hrs ago. PRAY FOR ME!! i need to close this damn deal badly.




every1 had been giving me stress lately. 12 days had past in april and i had nt even clinch a single deal. *SWEATS*

ranted @ 10:44 PM why do you wanna come disturb me when i was once living well on my own?
& why do you wanna gimme those treatment i've nv received before and making endless promises?
& why do you even wanna try so damn hard and can't just leave me alone initially?
& why did you even did so much to make me believe you genuinely care?
& why do you even act lyk all those lil lil details were not bothering you when you are actually so bloody affected by it?
& why do you even wanna enter into my life and makes me feel tt im accountable for everything tt i do?




ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!




i don't think i owe you any explanations in the first place.
& i dont think i shld cut down on my nightlife for your sake at all.
& i don't think i shld shun away from my clique just bcuz you are not feeling tt comfortable.
& i don't think i shld jump into this when we both knew i wasn't ready at all.
& i don't think i shld be worrying abt your stuffs when i've got even more things to vex abt.






this is the last straw. i dont wanna have anything involving you anymore. i don't want you to be affecting my career;so pls,just get out from my life.

ranted @ 11:46 PM im so down in luck recently.sighhh.
i haven been closing any deals lately and my partner just closed one BIG deal easily. make me feel guilty only..pffft! >.<




fri is finally coming tml. have been so swarmed with viewings these few days;i can't wait for the weekends to arrive,seriously! =X

ranted @ 10:30 PM i better blog 2nite b4 i accumulate and forgot what happen these few days! =X


Saturday (03.04.2010)
i love weekends the most. its always my self-declared day offs-no rushing for appts,no posting of adverts. shiokness! :p
went out for my mummy's bday dinner tt day.& & & 6 of us ate $400++ worth of food just for tt meal. *ouch* T.T
by the tym we finished our dinner and reached home, it was ard 9pm alr. went to change,prepared and only get to meet up with my baobeis at df ard midnight. supposingly planned for HTHT session tt night, who knws we were all planted right in front of the stage;its impossible for us to have HTHT at all. ahahaha!

baobeis.martell.chicken wings.

saw the similarity in our poses? :p
stayed there till 1++ b4 D drove us over to dolly for 2nd round.

with baobeis @ dolly. & while uploading all these pics,i realised i was the photographer for the night! :((


anw,many of my drinking friends were there as well tt night. tsk tsk!

top left: with lawrence (D's buddy)
top right: with jaslyn dear
bottom left: with ah dee
bottom right: with derrick
too lil alcohol tt night;so i presume tt explains the lack of photos too. :p
stayed there till 4++ b4 heading back home. (:


Sunday (04.04.2010)
my menses officially came tt day!! the pain was so intolerable;i actually woke up from my slp. wth! had some painkillers b4 it subsides by evening. zzz.
and thks to it,one day's gone just lidat! T.T


Monday (05.04.2010)
was awake by lotsa phone calls ard 8++ alr. omg. did some postings for the entire morning b4 i went out for my viewings in the afternoon. i seriously hate having appts in industrial areas. its hot and super duper inaccessible! omg. i sweated lyk a pig for the whole day can.
reached home by evening and did some follow ups b4 gg over to JP for late dins with D.
new york new york. slurps!! :D
reached home ard 10++ and i was so shagged;i actually headed to bed by 11pm! O.o"


Tuesday (06.04.2010)
2dae supposed to be v packed with viewings. who knws, some were postponed/cancelled and i only left with 2 appts 2day. zzz! -.-
went to office @TPY in the afternoon to settle some paperworks ++ look for partner for updates.
had viewings in the afternoon and i was SUPER DUPER ULTRA PISSED with one of my client! arghhhhh!!
supposed to meet them @ 4+. waited for them for 45mins under the hot blazing sun. viewed 2 times (ytd & today). end up tell me they dont lyk the unit!
lyk wtf?? if you don't lyk den don't view 2 times la! waste my cab fare leh!
fcuking hell. and i realise every INDIAN clients tt i handle CONFIRM will have this type of pattern coming out! and they also have the tendency to PUT AEROPLANE! nb, i even cancel one of my impt viewing for them! make me so angry only!!
and bcuz of this incident, i felt tt i must blog it down before i forget! lols,okay! tym to slp nw.








[[ god,have u forget abt me? :( ]]

ranted @ 10:31 PM i admit i've been slacking way too much this week;and its definitely not smth im proud of! sighhh!! :(


Thursday (01.04.2010)
happy bday mummy! :D
woke up darn early tt day for some appts. lasted from 10++ all the way till 12+. reached home and started posting some adverts till 2++ b4 heading to m'sia with D for BKT lunch ++ some cheap shopping ++ pumping of petrol! -.-
reached S'pore by evening and we had BKT for dinner AGAIN. lols. the craze for tt! :p
went home early tt night bcuz both of us HAVE to wake up early the next day. T.T


Friday (02.04.2010)
woke up ard 9++ and was supposed to reach J8 at 11++ for Din Tai Fung's lunch gathering. Q-ed for more than an hr and we only manage to start eating around 1pm.what's so nice abt tt restuarant? there were still lotsa ppl Q-ing up after we left can! *faints*
nua all the way till night tym b4 heading down to wine company with D. :))
coincidentally,ass texted me to join her at wine company when im on my way down. talking about sisterhood. lols.
had our dinner there and fen came over and joined us shortly. 2 bottles of wine,gd food and great company;perfect night for chilling out! :D


Saturday (03.04.2010)
finally slept more than 12hrs.woke up ard 1++ and started blogging b4 i gets lazy again! =X
gonna marathon finish my "down with love" drama b4 gg out for my mum's bday dinner. yums!
oh yeah, meeting up with the baobeis 2nite @ st james too. lyk finally! (:

ranted @ 3:37 PM