my past wkend were not spent @ DF (surprisingly).. instead i was @ different thai discos on different nights.. ^^ real eye opener for me; since every1 had been telling me thai discos are the "in" thing nw.. tsk tsk!






sat night was initially supposed to be just a chill out session with eugene,daren and daniel.. we loitered ard town in the wee hrs and every cafes were closing early..leaving us with no choice bt to leave for somewhere else. last min decided to go to "neverland" when i was wearing tee,shorts and sandals can.. fcuk.. feel so out of place.. >.<
went to fetch danny plus one of their thai friend and we reached neverland ard 1++.. it was a surprisingly nice place..almost lyke a thai version of DF can! hahaha.. drink and drank.. saw friends over there unexpectedly and we partied till their lights were on b4 gg for some supper..
reached home ard 8am and i KO immediately all the way till 3++..






met my baobeis in town for some shopping.. its our first shopping trip despite knowing each other for yrs can.. shopped ard FEP for fen's geeky themed party next wk.. ended up bought a geeky specs only.. LOL! shopped and slackd ard till 9++ b4 splitting up with dem.. met up with another grp of friends and they bought me to MUSE @ clark quay..new thai disco with cosy settings.. kinda prefer neverland than MUSE though.. lol.. =X
drank and played till lyke 3am b4 heading back hm.. :)




and so my 2 day offs are gg to end soon in a blink of eye.. tml's back to work again and its our half yearly stock take summore.. argh!!

ranted @ 3:45 PM 1 more day tml and my 7-days-marathon wld be over in a blink..! =p




im supposed to be partying 2nite can..! had my weekends all planned out and i tot 2nite party till i drop and i cld rest during work tml since noisy bitch's nt working.. yet we din expect to receive announcement tt she'll be back for wk tml since its the F1 period.. HW GREAT! >.<














so gonna "eat grass" for next mth alr... T.T

[[ wad doesn't kills me;makes me stronger! :) ]]

ranted @ 10:12 PM 3 more days to the end of my working marathon..










had been staying out late recently till i feel so tired and numb nw.. even online retail therapy haven been helping much as well.. argh! hopefully my next mth's trip is confirmed.. i need a time-out from all these ASAP! i needa take a brk from reality for awhile.. *cross fingers*

ranted @ 11:11 PM gave myself umpteen excuses to turn the table and think tt everything's my fault. swallowed my pride and gave in; did stuffs pple might depise me for. tossed and turned for the whole night in hope things might change unexpectedly. i waited for my phone to ring and all i wished was ur name to appear everytym there's an incoming call.
lil did i expect you to be enjoying your night with booze and the company of another girl.. i told myself pics are SUPERFICIAL and can't prove anything. yet y must the fotos let me see tt ur hands were holding her's for the entire night? why must i be the one dwelling over it when u had alr moved on long ago?
everything's just so clear nw......














[[ hope u pple knw this is my blog; just need a space to pen dwn my tots.. i can't be possibly displaying all my happy moments drinking.. i've gt my emo tyms as well.. ]]

ranted @ 11:50 PM over sensitive. unappreciative. unreasonable.demanding.






wad's more?

ranted @ 12:00 PM a night spent ytd @ DF with countless booze and shots.. fun! (:

ranted @ 8:43 PM
love's concert last wed was a BLAST! DF was packed with pple to the brim.. no photos taken bcuz it was a dramatic night.. had some martell and hennessys b4 we headed to cine's k box for round 2 singing session till 5++... =/











sat night was @ DF again with same clique...saw DK they all tt night too.. din bought my cam out..therefore pics were limited and were taken all from DK's cam.. (:
tt day was more of a dramatic night for me.. thks DK for talking sense to me whole night..appreciate it.. though i just knew him few mths ago;yet its rather nice we cld click and have heart to heart chats at tyms.. :) :)










i dunno if i've made the right decision anot; still telling myself im making the right choice though..

[[ its tough....just so tough... ]]

ranted @ 10:58 PM happy moments dun last.. they were beautiful yet short lived... I dunno if I'm making the right decision anot; bt I've called it quits ytd.. dun think I can handle any more "surprises" and heartbrks.. :( :( :(




[[我不是你想像中那么勇敢... ]]

ranted @ 10:19 PM i screwed up this 2 mths of my life. totally.

ranted @ 12:36 AM this week is prob gonna be the best wk ever!! im having 3 day offs and wld only needa work for 4 days can..!!
and and and! out of the 4 days, noisy bitch's off for 2 days.. goodness.. hw wonderful can tt sound??!!!! :D :D :D

ranted @ 10:56 PM i spent my whole afternoon ytd @ the facial's rejuvenating my skin.. had a v lazy day and planned to just slack my day away.. ended up i was being dragged down to zouk and trust me, its my first tym reluctantly gg to club.. =/

our drinks.. i only love zouk for their shooters and 1-for-1.. :) we finished the shots and jugs all within an hr.. zouk was fcuking boring and we just can't wait to leave the place..

i can't help bt giving tt sian look.. tsk tsk!

some pics taken when we were all still sober..


finished our drinks;got alil high and decided to change venue to DF instead.. DF is love!! the songs and crowd's definitely much better than zouk's.. partied there and had lotsa shots again! was too high till i forgot i've my cam with me.. so tt explains the lack of pics! =X
clubbed till ard 3am b4 leaving.. thk god noisy bitch ain ard 2day; so work wasn't tt taxing afterall... :) and 2nite supposed to meet another clique for zouk session, bt im too tired i think i'm gonna plopped to bed instead right after this entry.. :(

ranted @ 10:37 PM i can't believe i got lost in ION ytd after work... damn! >.<
all my drinking kakis are nw working @ the new mall and poor me always have to wait for dem till 10pm b4 we can get tgt for dinner or drinks.. argh!! and to add on;im the only poor soul left @ RH nw.. cries cries cries!! T.T






as if everything's nt bad enuff for me; noisy bitch's making hell lotsa noise @ work nwadays.. feels lyk slapping her bulldog face!! *&^%$#*^&
let me strike toto and get out of all this misery plsssssssssss.............


[[ counting my blessings one by one... :) ]]

ranted @ 11:39 PM i plopped into bed ytd right after work and din even stirred till my alarm went off this morn.. was god damn tired when you only had 3hrs plus of slp the night before..
i realise excessive late nights are seriously wearing me out already.. tym to cut down on night life and concentrate on maintaining my youth instead.. hopefully in this way, my acct can sumhw benefit from it too uh... =X






oh,did i mentioned i've put on weight too? *shrieks*




[[stay it this way.. :) ]]

ranted @ 10:10 PM