i had been enjoying my off days recently.. i was off on sun and mon. work for 1 day ytd and im off again 2dae.. weets~
sun was recuperating day.. i slept more den 15hrs tt day and im quite surprised by my sleeping powers.. tsk tsk.. >.<
mon was lingz maintenance day.. a day of retail therapy tgt with minz.. we took 1 entire day just to comb taka SC and i spent near to 800bucks splurging on cosmetics/clothings/heels.. tsk tsk.. the feeling is so S.H.I.O.K can!! =p
met up with my usual clique for drinking session tt night @ 1 random pub in boat quay.. kinda ex bt its quite fun overall.. :)
ytd was work and den after work went wine company with galfriend for some emo session.. =/
we hate to admit.. bt we're really getting lousy already.. 1 bottle of white wine ++ 1 jug of beer can make the both of us h.i.g.h. sigh.. T.T
as for 2day, i slept till 4+ b4 waking up.. powerful!!!




gotta sleep early 2night; 4 more working days b4 im off again.. can't wait!! =D






[[ im utterly defeated; so much so for trying to be strong.. sigh.... ]]

ranted @ 10:59 PM retro night @ dbl o ytd was fun; its just pure dancing for the whole night.. :)




too caught up with watching my HK show lately.. totally no tym for blogging.. tsk tsk.. will blog more once i finished with it..




my entry's so random 2day. i've got so much to type bt every thing just don't link up smoothly.. argh!




oh ya! i forgot to mention i just did my annual appraisal ytd and its so much better den last yr can! happy~!! =D








[[ i tot things are changing for the better.. yet y must i know these type of things?? pls tell me everything ain true alright??? i dun wanna accept it!!!!! ]]

ranted @ 8:18 PM 王力宏,范晓萱 ( 雪人)



好冷,雪已经积的那么深
merry christmas to you
我深爱的人


好冷,整个冬天在你家门
are you my snow man
我痴痴痴痴的等


雪一片一片一片一片
拼出你我的缘份
我的爱因你而生
你的手摸出我的心疼


雪一片一片一片一片
在天空静静缤纷
眼看春天就要来了
而我也将也将不再生存




好冷,雪已经积的那么深
merry christmas to you
我深爱的人


好冷整个冬天在你家门
are you my snow man
我痴痴痴痴的等


雪一片一片一片一片
拼出你我的缘份
我的爱因你而生
你的手摸出我的心疼


雪一片一片一片一片
在天空静静缤纷
眼看春天就要来了
而我也将也将不再生存


雪一片一片一片一片
拼出你我的缘份
我的爱因你而生
你的手摸出我的心疼


雪一片一片一片一片
在天空静静缤纷
眼看春天就要来了
而我也将也将不再生存






enjoy this song and get into xmas mood first.. weets! :)

ranted @ 10:47 PM let everything just stay this way 4ever alright?? :)




it'll be a damn great achievement if i cld just conquer.. =p

ranted @ 10:32 PM im so gonna hate this year's xmas.. sigh...!




i can't believe i gotta work on xmas eve, xmas and even on boxing day can.. *cries*

ranted @ 10:11 PM C O N T E M P L A T I N G

ranted @ 10:19 PM can i just helplessly admit i'm sinking into depression right nw??

ranted @ 11:05 PM pls dun treat me so nice.. i dun wanna return back to square 1.

ranted @ 9:30 PM Dan Hill-Sometimes When We Touch




you ask me if i love you
and i choke on my reply
i'd rather hurt you honestly
then mislead you with a lie


and who am i to judge you
on what you say or do
i'm only just beginning
to see the real you


and sometimes when we touch
the honesty's too much
and i have to close my eyes and hide


i wanna hold you till i die
till we both break down and cry
i wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides




romance and all it's stategy
leaves me battling with my pride
but through the insecurity
some tenderness survives
i'm just another writer
still trapped within my truth
a hesitant prizefighter still trapped within my youth


and sometimes when we touch
the honesty's too much
and i have to close my eyes and hide
i wanna hold you till i die
till we both break down and cry
i wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides


at times i'd like to break you
and drive you to your knees
at times i'd like to break through
and hold you endlessly
at times i understand you
and i know how hard you've tried
i've watched while love commands you
and i've watched love pass you by
at times think we're drifters
still searching for a friend
a brother or a sister
but then the passion flares again


and sometimes when we touch t
he honesty's too much
and i have to close my eyes and hide
i wanna hold you till i die
till we both break down and cry
i wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

ranted @ 11:46 PM if i cld have 1 wish nw; can i hope that our branch peeps stay 4ever tgt??? T.T

ranted @ 11:27 PM im definitely putting on W E I G H T recently; all the photos were so obvious and as much as i wanna deny the cruel fact.. pple ard me had been asking me if i've gain weight!!!
*thunder*
saddening fact and till nw im still so upset by it..!! T.T
im gonna cut down on my food and alcoholic intake till my figure's back on track.. :(
as for nw, no fotos will be uploaded.. i dun wanna live in shock 4ever..
sigh.. i guess its everyday's late night dinner plus excessive drinking leads to me living with my droopy fats nw..!!! *cries*
monday was emo-ing session @ wine company with my usual clique.. drink drank drunk..


tuesday was scouting for galfriend's bdae prezzie and den dinner over @ TPY after 10pm!! *faints*


wednesday was celebrating agnes' bday @ harry's bar..


as for 2dae, am just back from wine company celebrating galfriend's bday.
besides drinking.. i had been eating for every 3 hrs during work tym too..!! >.<
fats are secretly piling ard my waist and i can't accept the sudden fact can.............................!!


enuff said; im determined to start on a diet tml~

ranted @ 1:33 AM back from my emo session @ wine company...










game over and its a wake up call for me nw..ha.....

ranted @ 12:15 AM im back from BKK!! :) shit lotsa fotos taken, bt its inside my galfriend's cam; so LL gotta wait till she upload and send to me.. duh.. and i believe she can take decades to upload those fotos.. tsk tsk! =/




haven been blogging even before i left for holi. had been spending almost every night at either The Wine Company for my all tym fav lychee wine or The Living Room for cheap deals champagne b4 9pm.hmm,it seems as though i'm leading an alcoholic life right nw.. T.T






Hanging Out @ Wine Company dd 24.10.08 (friday)
went to satisfy my chix rice craving right after work tt day..

chix rice @ novena rocks to the max!! *burps*
went Wine Company for our usual lychee wine after dinner.. simple and nice way of unwinding after work @ tyms.. :)




Zouk night dd 25.10.08 (saturday)
its becoming a weekly affair for us soon,tsk tsk! =p
the few kiasu us headed right down to zouk's entrance after work at 8++. hahas, so early lo.. bt when we reached, there were hell lotsa ppl Q-ing up for the citibank free entrance thingy already; to think i tot we were still the earliest.. -____-"
went to get the citibank chop and off we went for dinner @ some nearby teochew porridge shop. changed our tops and we started our dancing night real early.. ^^
1 for 1 b4 midnight and we had lambo to start our night..

den its turn for our usual must-have-to-get-high drinks. =p
6 free jugs and dearest sista din had enuff, so he ordered additional 2 more jugs of long island tea (LIT)! faints~
and when drinking from the jug became so boring for every1; self made LIT shots were invented from us. tsk tsk!

see those inoocent looking LIT shots..

fanny can't wait to glup everything down.. haha! =X
the shots tasted horrible; bt 4 of us still managed to "shot" finish 2 jugs of LIT.. hur hur..

me taking a brk after all those drinks..

they need a brk too.. hahaha..

and when the alcohol kicks in, this is hw she'll behave.. =/

same pose every week..

my galfriend.. =D

im sry for the lousy shot; i tried to fit every1 into the pic,bt............

i think i said smth funny.. -.-
went phuture after all the foto whoring and stuffs and we even had lychee martini to end the night.. =X
we agreed to stay @ zouk till 2++ and den go back home early since we've work next day.. bt whu noes.... we actually partied till 4am b4 rushing back for a lil bit of slp..
and therefore, its predictable i almost died during work.. rushed home after work to pack my luggage and i turned in ard 10pm..
BKK trip dd 27.10.08
woke up @ 4am to prepare and went in a cab to pick the 2 peeps up b4 gg airport.. reached BKK ard 9am and we started our shopping spree.. :)
stayed in a superior suite @ centre point service apartment and its CHEAP and BIG!!! bt on a down side, only 2 pple can stay in a rm, so its nt advisable for grp of friends to stay tgt; receptionist kinda F up though.. hmmmm...anw!

the big bouncy bed!

they have hotel-style toilets..

the layout quite stylo..

THEY EVEN HAD A KITCHEN!! with sink, fridge and WASHING MACHINE!! hw freaking cool right.. tsk tsk!

balcony to admire scenery.. baiyoke sky's just right in front.. weets~ =D

me changing to my shorts and getting ready to shop under the big hot sun!

us getting ready to explore BKK!!
shopped ard, went to tailor blouses and seriously din bought much for the 1st night..

our first jap meal @ central world..

YUMMY!
we shopped till 12++ and decided to go for massage b4 heading back to our room since its already raining for the whole night... spoiler.. -.-"

some of my loots.. the most exp stuff wld prob be the paul frank pink shorts that i bought for 50SGD..
2nd day was shopping for the whole day too.. went for fitting session for our tailor made shirts early in the morn..

me foto whoring whilst waiting for 2 of dem to be done..
shopped ard BKK the 2nd day and we had a foot massage to end our day again.. all thks to the raining season nw, we din even went clubbing for the 2 nights.. T.T
forgot to take shots of my loots tt night too..
hmm, 3 days past by quickly; b4 we realise, its tym for us to pack up and leave liao.. *wails*

its already raining when we checked out.. hw nice.. -.-
our flight's at night so we had the whole afternoon to shop ard for the last tym..
and both of dem finally satisfy my A&W craving after rejecting me for days..

hw long haven u seen this!!??

hungry us..

happy me after lunching over there.. =p

some of my heels bought over there..
overall; din really bought much stuffs.. only spent ard 1k and my luggage's quite empty too.. plus the weather was so dampening.. boo!!
Wala session dd 30.10.08
ate so much plus the weather, i was sick when im back can!! supposed to work on thurs; i took a MC instead.. =( rested the whole day and met up with char and diana at night for Wala session.. drank abit only and went home to rest..

the ladies.. =D






halloween night was supposed to hang out @ zouk; bt decided to spend the night at home instead..






ytd initially had plans to head down zouk; bt me and galfriend decided to have our own private emo session @ wine company instead.. tsk tsk.. thereafter supposed to meet our clique @ dbl o.. bt im too tired for more dancing; so i headed back to rest..
as for 2dae; its a simple and sweeet sunday spent @ home recuperating..
alright, 1 bad-hair-day pic to end my entry..
THIS ENTRY IS SO LONG my finger hurts!

[[ i can't believe i took 1hr to type everything out! ]]

ranted @ 9:04 PM