i just found out this is my 701th post.. tym really flies.. (=
being busy for the past few days, finally get a chance to replenish my beauty slp and upload fotos from my hp.. ^^
Saturday (24th Nov 07)
Happy 1yr Anniversary!! :) :) its a special day for the both of us, though we nv really celebrated at some fancy resturants.. bt i noe we enjoyed ourselves tt nite..

my hand made gift for him; simple yet with lotsa lurves.. ^^
though its our special day for us.. its still another day of work for me and him.. work's still as usual while he gt busy with office stuffs..

foto whoring inside office during work..

borrrreeeddd me! >.<
our manager's off dat day, so it was a damn relaxed day for every1.. =p
my "sweet" collegue even made for me an expensive book..

hahaha.. the diamond ribbon was cut from some random mags.. nw i've a new notebook to jot down necessary stuffs liao.. (=
work was till 8pm and i headed down to TPY to wait for babyy.. unexpectedly, babyy ends late and i had to wait for an hr... T_T
thereafter, we went bugis for our fishball noodles and tt place brings back lots of memories b4 we were tgt.. lol.. =/
after diner's KTV @ partyworld with babyy's network tgt with daren and anna.. sing sang sung till 2am b4 the usual us headed down to mick's hse (babyy's SL) for MJ session again!
this tym round, we played till 9+ in the morn b4 gg back home..
Sunday (25th Nov 07)
went home, bathe and KO immediately from 10++ all the way to 7pm.. pro!! even after waking up, my eyes were still darn tired.. bt no choice, gotta force myself up.. i dun wanna waste my off day slping the whole day.. =/
bathe and we went JP for dinner @ LJS.. been ages since i ate tt.. enjoyed it so much tgt with babyy's company.. (=
afterwhich, we went to catch "enchanted".. i lurve this movie sooo much! funny and heartwarming; totally worth the money! esp for gals.. haha.. thumbs up!! im sure no one will wanna miss a 'happily ever after' movie.. ^^
went babyy's hse after da movie; put some stuffs, had a bath and spent some tym with his family b4 babyy sent me back.. had to go back early bcuz its work the v next day.. :( :(
Monday (26th Nov 07)
babyy's still sleeping while i go for work in da morn.. (=
and so, i spent the whole day working whilst babyy spent his whole day @ his DL's hse.. had an unpleasant day @ work, bt its over.. so nt gonna elaborate much.. hmm..
babyy went home ard 9++ to pack his luggage b4 gg over to his DL's hse for MJ session again!! =/
Tuesday (27th Nov 07)
babyy headed for genting with the whole of SSE early in da morn.. and as for me? work again..

random shot taken @ work ytd..
worked till 8pm b4 gg for some drinks with afew colleagues after work..

me with agnes; my super funny colleague..

close up shot.. (=
drank for a few hrs b4 agnes bf sent me home.. (=
all my poor colleagues had to work the v next day except me.. lols! =X
Wednesday ( 28th Nov 07)
some colleagues called me in da morn to tell me a rather heartbrking news.. made me cldn't slp after tt.. duh!
so i spent my day uploading fotos & clearing up some stuffs.. im missing babyy already.. sigh! :(
think im gonna turn in early 2nite, babyy would be back by tml.. can't wait!
fri's my off day;and im prob gonna head down to dbl o with my long lost cartel peeps tml.. shall see hw again! :) :)

ranted @ 2:45 PM You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far..

ranted @ 7:19 AM babyy ytd bought me out for late dinner suddenly when i just reached home from work.. we went boat quay for our all tym fav BKT(ba kut teh) b4 MJ(mahjong) session tgt with daren and babyy's SL (sideline)..
we started at midnite and ended ard 6++.. its nt lyke im not working the v next day.. so poor babyy had to fetch poor me home to change and sent me for work immediately.. i din had any slp at all.. super tired can.. :( :(
im gonna head to bed soon and KO till tml morn..tsk tsk..
hmm, on a happier note.. tml's our 1yr anniversary and we both gonna work first b4 meeting up at nite.. sunday will be spent with him too b4 he gets to genting next week.. T_T
oki,till den! :) :) :)
[[u're the one]]

ranted @ 2:47 PM i spent my tym working everyday from tues to sat.. boring work..boring life.. blah! =/
however, wkend's nicer bcuz we get to work in peace w/o our manager nagging plus, monday's my off day.. =D
Sunday's work again.. my menses came in the midst and it really dampen my mood.. however, i still went raffles city and meet up with char and diana after work.. char's super sweet can! she bought 1 dozen of donuts from DF for me!! :) :)

loves loves.. ^^
we went for dinner b4 gg town for alil window shopping.. babyy joined us much ltr though..

the 2 of us in front of da big xmas tree, with diana being the fotographer and whilst waiting for babyy.. lol!

she loves me as much as i loves her! =p
babyy reached ard 8++ and we cont to shop for awhile and had another round of dinner b4 the gals went home; so babyy and i roamed ard town for while b4 cabbing home too..
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i had to wake up super early on monday bcuz mummy's bringing me for facial session.. and poor babyy had to wait @ the reception area for ard 1hr.. lol.. :(
we had lunch nearby b4 gg back home to change and back to babyy's place again.. just nice daren and robin's at babyy's hse.. so we quickly put our stuff at his hse b4 gg out with the both of dem again..
lunch @ bishan and babyy allowed me to drive illegally using my mum's car from TPY to bishan.. so fun!! (=
when mummy knew babyy's car went for servicing, she lent him her car for 1 wk since she nv use much.. so i cldnt' tell her im driving her car illegally, otherwise i'll be hacked into thousand pieces.. duh!.. =/
anw, babyy and i went shopping @ taka at nite after dinner.. bought some make up replenishments too..

my new love! ^^ and i must say chanel's foundation sucks! =X
besides make up, we also went into gucci and i bought so much stuffs on impulse..

my new wallet.. new collection, i lyke da ribbon series.. gonna get their rbbon belt and ribbon bag soon! (=

babyy's tie..

his uncle wallet! =p
bought these 2 stuff for him as our 1yr anniversary present.. hope he lykes it man! ^^
we spent so much tym inside da boutique and this sales lady served us from left to right, front to back.. and when i finally made my purchases, she sae i look very familiar.. and when we started talking more..guess wad??
we knew each other!! haha.. bt we cldn't recgonise each other la! so wasted! sigh.. forget it, anw she promise me for discounts when i pop over next tym.. weet!!
alrite, by the tym we finished our shopping, we went over to Jurong for some nasi lemak b4 heading home..
work again 2dae.. :( :(
gonna endure for 4 more days b4 my next off day.. can't wait..
besides my off day, our 1yr anniversary's in only 4 days tym too!! (=
[[ tt perfect day for tt perfect couple.. ]]

ranted @ 2:47 PM i want nth, just hope u to be there for me at the end of the day..

ranted @ 2:22 PM being infamous have got its advantages too..
jia you SSE, it'll be sunshine after the rain soon!! :)

ranted @ 2:44 PM some random entry abt my latest updates for the past 1 wk.. :) :)
Saturday (3rd Nov)
last day to enjoy my AL.. and so my dearest d2's super honoured to meet me b4 the start of my work again.. haha.. rot ard in bugis and spent so much tym JUST gossipping.. super 38.. bt i lyke.. ^^

my dearest.. :)
actually we took lotsa fotos, bt i'll just upload one bcuz i dun intend to flood the whole screen with tons of me and still me! =p
Sunday (4th Nov)
its back to work AGAIN!! *groans* so many things to do and dun even knw where to begin.. sighs.. :( on a brighter note, work alwaes end at 6pm on sundays, so its meeting anna after work @ raffles city.. we talked and 38 again, lyke wad i did ytd.. lol.. =/
no fotos this tym, cuz we've been meeting quite regularly lately.. (=
Monday (5th Nov)
work, work, work.. nth special except prob for the fact tt babyy went basketballing till 4am and then came over to drive me to work next morn..
Tuesday (6th Nov)
work again.. nth much..
Wednesday (7th Nov)
boo! eve of PH yet we still gotta work.. :(
met up with char after work.. we haven been meeting for mths and im missing her lyke crazy when i saw her.. haha..
went town wanting to alter her top, bt when we reached, all the shops were already closed.. so we went for our fav milk tea session and 38-ing our life.. went home tgt and i kinda miss the days whereby we'll just wait for each other's bus @ the interchange.. we'll meet up soon again.. loves loves.. ^^
Thursday (8th Nov)
work on a PH.. duh! >.<"
worked till 6pm b4 walking over to MSQ to meet up with the gals (min,fen,dora,von) ++ dora's bro to have dinner tgt @ thai ex b4 gg to ah mei's concert.. (=
i swear ah mei's damn gorgeous!

she's getting old, bt she's still super hot!!! *drools*

the whole indoor stadium's full hse can!!
the whole concert lasted till almost midnite, basically its a very very nice concert.. bt i wasn't in da mood to get 'high' with the crowd.. blah blah blah! :(
Friday (9th Nov)
finally 350 days of bittersweet days tgt le.. waited for babyy at TPY and we had dinner b4 gg home..
Saturday (10th Nov)
went to find babyy after work and last min decided to go Partyworld KTV tgt with daren,anna and robin..

me and babyy.. i was super shagged by then..

robin and babyy..

daren and robin..

me and anna princess..

dey were playing with my HP cam and started all the nonsense.. bt only a couple of fotos uploaded.. =D

they call themselves RED.. (Robin, Eugene,Daren) so lame!! =/

me and babyy!! =DD
Sunday (11th Nov)
finally, its my off day! met up with babyy in the evening and we went town for sushi buffet ++ movie, Stardust.. typical dating day with babyy by my side.. =p
Monday (12th Nov)
my consecutive 2 off days.. lol.. met up with babyy in the evening again and we went shopping ard bugis area... i enjoy his company sooo much! (=
Tuesday (13th Nov)
work as usual.. im gonna head to bed after finishing this entry! i use 1 hr to type everything out can!! *tired*

ranted @ 2:46 PM have been reaching home damn late for the past 1 wk.. so many things to blog abt; plus fotos!! :)
gotta blog in details soon.. just reached home and im heading to bed pretty soon.. *tired*
oh anw, its our 350th days tgt 2dae too! hahas.. 1yr's coming!! (=

ranted @ 3:38 PM blogging from work.. do read the story below, extracted from my email.. SUPER TOUCHING! :)




TOTAL MARITAL MISCOMMUNICATION!!
(This is a true story, dictated by the person who experienced all the pains and trials).
Cruel misunderstandings one after another disrupted the blissful footsteps of our family. Our original intend of having Mother enjoy some quiet and peaceful moments in her remaining years with us went terribly wrong as destiny's secret is finally revealed at a price, every thing became too late.
Just two years after our marriage, hubby brought up the idea of asking Mother to move from the rural hometown and spend her remaining years with us.
Hubby's father passed away while he was still very young. Mother endured much hardship and struggled all on her own to provide for him, see him through to a university degree. You could say that she suffered a great deal and did everything you could expect of a woman to bring hubby to where he is today.
I immediately agreed and started packing the spare room, which has a balcony facing the South to let her enjoy the sunshine and plant some greenery. Hubby stood in the bright room, and suddenly just picked me up and started spinning round and round. As I begged him to put me down, he said: "Lets go fetch mother." Hubby is tall and big sized and I love to test on his chest and enjoy the feeling that he could pick me up at any moment put the tiny me into his pockets.
Whenever we have an argument and both refuses to back down, he would pick me up and spin me over his head continuously until I surrender and beg for mercy. I became addicted to this kind of panic-joy feeling.
Mother brought along her countryside habits and lifestyle with her. For example; I am so used to buying flowers to decorate the living room, she could not stand it and would comment: "I do not know how you young people spend your money, why do you buy flowers for? You also can't eat the flowers!" I smiled and said:
"Mum, with flowers in the house, our mood will also become better." Mother continues to grumble away, and hubby smiled: "Mum, this is a city-people's habit; slowly you will get use to it."
Mother stopped saying anything. But every time thereafter, whenever I came home with flowers, she would ask me how much it costs. I told her and she would shake her head and express displeasure. Sometimes, when I come home with lots of shopping bags, she would ask each and every item how much they cost, I would tell her honestly and she would get even more upset about it.
Hubby playfully pinched my nose and said: "You little fool, just don't tell her the full price of everything would solve it."
There begins the friction to our otherwise happy lifestyle.
Mother hates it most when hubby wa kes up early to prepare the breakfast. In your view, how could the man of the house cook for the wife? At the breakfast table, mother facial _expression is always like the dark clouds before a thunderstorm and I would pretend not to notice. She would use her chopsticks and make a lot of noise with it as her silent protest. As I am a dance teacher in the Children's Palace and is exhausted from a long day of dancing around, I do not wish to give up the luxury of that additional few minutes in the comfort of my bed and hence I turned a deaf ear to all the protest mother makes.
From time to time, mother would help out with some housework, but soon her help created additional work for me. For example: she would keep all kinds of plastic bags accumulating them so that she sell them later on, and that resulted in our house being filled with all the trash bags; she would scrimp on dish washing detergent when helping to wash the dishes and so as not to hurt her feelings, I would quietly wash them again. One day, late at night, mother saw me quietly washing the dishes, and "Bam" she slams her bedroom door and cried very loudly in her room.
Hubby was placed in a difficult position, and after that, he did not speak to me for that entire night.
I pretended to be a spoilt child, tried acting cute, but he totally ignored me. I got mad and asked him: "What did I do wrong?" Hubby stared at me and said: "Can't you just give in to her once? We couldn't possibly die eating from a bowl however unclean it is, right?"
After that incident, for a long period of time, mother did not speak to me and you can feel that there is a very awkward feeling hanging in the house.
During that period of cold war, hubby was caught in dilemma as to who to please. In order to stop her son from having to prepare breakfast, mother took on the "all important" task of preparing breakfast without any prompting. At the breakfast table, mother would look at hubby happily eating his breakfast and cast that reprimanding stare at me for having failed to perform my duty as a wife. To avoid the embarrassing breakfast situation, I resorted to buying my own breakfast on my way to work.
That night, while in bed, hubby was a little upset and asked me: "LD, is it because you think that mum's cooking is not clean that's why you chose not to eat at home?" He then turned his back on me and left me alone in tears as feeling of unfairness overwhelmed me.
After some time, hubby sighed:"LD, just for me, can you have breakfast at home?" I am left with no choice but to return to the breakfast table.
The next morning, I was having porridge prepared by mother and I felt a sudden churn in my stomach and everything inside seem to be rushing up my throat. I tried to suppress the urge to throw up but I couldn't threw down the bowl and rushed into the washroom and vomited everything out.
Just as I was catching my breath, I saw mother crying and grumbling very loudly in her dialect, hubby was standing at the washroom doorway staring at me with fire burning in his eyes. I opened my mouth but no words came out of it, I really didn't mean it.
We had our very first big fight that day; mother took a look at us, then stood up and slowly made her way out of the house. Hubby gave me a final stare in the eye and followed mother down the stairs.
For three days, hubby did not return home, not even a phone call. I was so furious, since mother arrived; I had been trying my best and putting up with her, what else do you want me to do? for no reason, i keep having having the feeling to throw up and I simply have not appetite for food, coupled with all the events happening at home, I was at the low point in my life. Finally, a colleague said: "LD, you look terrible, you should go and see a doctor." The doctor confirmed that I am pregnant. Now it became clear to me why I threw up that fateful morning, a sense of sadness floated through that otherwise happy news.
Why didn't hubby, and mother who had been through this before, thought of the possibility of this being the reason that day?
At the hospital entrance, I saw my hubby standing there. It had only been three days, but he looked haggard. I had wanted to turn and leave, but one look at him and my heart soften, I couldn't resist and called out to him.
He followed my voice and finally found me but he pretended that he doesn't know me; he has that disgusted look in his eyes that cut right through my heart. I told myself not to look at him anymore, and hail a cab. At that moment, I have such a strong urge inside me to shout to my hubby: "Darling, I am having your baby!" and have him lift me up and spin me round in circles of joy. What I wanted didn't happen and as I sat in the cab, my tears started rolling down. Why? Why our love couldn't even withstand the test of one fight? Back home, I lay on the bed thinking about my hubby, and the disgusted look in his eyes. I cried and wet the corner of the blanket.
That night, sound of the drawers opening woke me up. I switched on the lights and I saw hubby with tears rolling down his face. He was removing the money. I stared at him in silence; he ignored me, took the bank deposit book and some money and left the house. Maybe he really intends to leave me for good. What a rational man, so clear-cut in love and money matters. I gave a few dried laugh and tears starting streaming down again.
The next day, I did not go to work. I wanted to clear this out and have a good talk with hubby. I reached his office and his secretary gave me a weird look and said: "Mr. Tan's mother had a traffic accident and is now in the hospital." I stood there in shock. I rushed to the hospital and by the time I found hubby, mother had already passed away. Hubby did not look at me, his face was expressionless.
I looked at mother's pale white and thin face and I couldn't control the tears in my eyes. My god, how could this happen?
Throughout the funeral, hubby did say a single word to me, with only the occasional disgusted stare at me. I only managed to find out brief facts about the accident from other people. That day, after mother left the house, she walked in dazed toward the bus stop, apparently intending to go back to her old house back in the countryside. As hubby ran after her, she tried to walk faster and as she tried to cross the street, a public bus came and hit her...
I finally understood how much hubby must hate me, if I had not thrown up that morning, if we had not quarreled, if...
In his heart, I am indirectly the killer of his mother. Hubby moved into mother's room and came home every night with a strong liquor smell on him.
And me, I am buried under the guilt and self pity and could hardly breathe. I wanted to explain to him, tell him that we are going to have our baby soon, but each time, I saw the dead look in his eyes, all the words I have at the brink of my mouth just fell back in. I had rather he hit me real hard or give me a big and thorough scolding though none of these events happening had been my fault at all.
Many days of suffocating silence went by and as the days went by, hubby came home later and later. The deadlock between us continues, we were living together like strangers who don't know each other. I am like the dead knot in his heart.
One day, I passed by a western restaurant, looking into the glass window, I saw hubby and a girl sitting facing each other and he very lightly brushed her hair for her, I understood what it meant. After recovering from that moment of shock, I entered the restaurant, stood in front of my hubby and stared hard at him, not a tear in my eyes. I have nothing to say to him, and there is no need to say anything. The girl looked at me, looks at hubby, stands up and wanted to go, hubby stretched out his hand and stopped her. He stared back at me, challenging me.
I can only hear my slow heart beat, beating, one by one as if at the brink of death. I eventually backed down, if I had stood that any longer, I will collapse together with the baby inside me.
That night, he did not come home, he had chosen to use that as a way to indicate to me: Following mother's death so did our love for each other.
He did not come home anymore after that. Sometimes, when I returned home from work, I can tell that the cupboard had been touched - he had returned to take some of his stuff. I no longer wish to call him; the initial desire to explain everything to him vanished.
I lived alone; I go for my medical checkups alone, my heart breaks again and again every time I see a guy carefully helping his wife through the physical examination. My office colleagues hinted to me to consider aborting the baby, I told them No, I will not. I insisted on having to this baby, perhaps it is my way of repaying mother for causing her death.
One day, I came home and I saw hubby sitting in the living room. The whole house was filled with cigarette smoke. On the coffee table, there was this piece of paper. I know what it is all about without even looking at it.
In the two months plus of living alone, I have gradually learned to find peace within myself. I looked at him, removed my hat and said: "You wait a while, I will sign." He looked at me, mixed feelings in his eyes, just like mine.
As I hang up my coat, I keep repeating to myself "You cannot cry, you cannot cry..." my eyes hurt terribly, but I refused to let tears come out from there.
After I hung up my coat, hubby's eyes stared fixed at my bulging tummy. I smiled, walked over to the coffee table and pull the paper towards me.
Without even looking at what it says, I signed my name on it and pushed the paper to him.
"LD, you are pregnant?"
Since mother's accident , this is the first time he spoke to me. I could not control my tears any further and they fell like raindrops. I said: "Yes, but its ok, you can leave now." He did not go, in the dark, we sat, facing each other.
Hubby slowly moved over me, his tears wet the blanket. In my heart, everything seems so far away, so far that even if I sprint, I could never reach them. I cannot remember how many times he repeated "sorry" to me, I had originally thought that I would forgive him, but now I can't.
In the western restaurant, in front of that girl, that cold look in his eyes, I will never forget, ever. We have drawn such deep scares in each other's heart. For me, its unintentional; for him, totally intentional.
I had been waiting for this moment of reconciliation, but I realized now, what had gone past is gone forever and could not repeated.
Other than the thought of the baby inside me that would bring some warmth to my heart, I am totally cold towards him, I no longer eat anything he buys for me, I don't take any presents from him and I stopped talking to him. From the moment I signed on that piece of paper, marriage and love had vanished from my heart.
Sometimes, hubby will try to come into the bedroom, but when he walks in, I will walk out to the living room. He had no choice but to sleep in mother's room. At night, from his room, I can hear light sounds of groaning, I kept quiet.
This used to be his trick; last time, whenever I ignore him, he would fake illness and I will surrender and find out what is wrong with him, he would then grab me and laugh. He has forgotten that last time I cared for him and am concerned because there is love, but now, what is there between us?
Hubby's groaning came on and off continuing all the way till baby was born. Almost everyday, he would buy something for the baby, infant products, children products and books that kids like to read. Bags and bags of it stacked inside his room till it is full. I know he is trying to use this to reach out to me, but I am no longer moved by his actions. He has no choice but to lock himself in his room and I can hear his typing away on his computer keyboard, maybe he is now addicted to web surfing, but none of that matters to me anymore.
It was sometime towards the end of spring in the following year, one late night, I screamed because of a sudden stomach pain, hubby came rushing into the room, its like he did not change and sleep, and had been waiting for this moment. He carried me and ran down the stairs, stopped a car, holding my hand very tightly and kept wiping the sweat off my brow, throughout the journey to the hospital. Once we reached the hospital, he carried me and hurried into the delivery suite.
Lying on the back of his skinny but warmth body, a thought crossed my mind: In my lifetime, who else would love me as much as he did?
He held the delivery suite door opened and watch me go in, his warm eyes c aused me to managed a smile at him despite my contraction pain.
Coming out of the delivery room, hubby looked at our son, and me, his eyes tear with joy and he kept smiling. I reached out and touched his hand. Hubby looked at me, smiling and then he slowly collapsed onto the floor.
I cried out for him in pain... He smiled, but without opening that tired eyes of his... I had thought that I would never shed any tear for him, but the truth is, I have never felt a deeper pain cutting through my body at that moment.
Doctor said that by the time hubby discovered he had liver cancer, it was already in terminal stage and it was a miracle tha! t he managed to last this long. I asked the doctor when did he first discover he had cancer?
Doctor said about 5 months ago and consoled me saying: "Prepare for his funeral."
I disregarded the nurse's objection and rushed home, I went into his room and checked his computer, and a suffocating pain hits me.
Hubby's cancer was discovered 5 months ago, his groaning was real, and I had thought that... the computer showed over 200 thousand words he wrote for our son: "Son, just for you, I have persisted, to be able to take a look at you before I fall, is my biggest wish now... I know that in your life, you will have many happiness and maybe some setbacks, if only I can accompany you throughout that journey, how nice would it be.
But daddy now no long has that chance. Daddy has written inside here all the possible difficulties and problems you may encounter during your lifetime, when you meet with these problems, you can refer to daddy's suggestion... Son, after writing these 200 thousand words, I feel as if I have accompanied you through your life journey.
To be honest, daddy is very happy. Do love your mother, she has suffered, she is the one who loves you most and also the one who loves me most..."
From play school to primary school, to secondary, university, to work and even in dealing with questions of love, everything big and small was written there.
Hubby has also written a letter for me: "My dear, to marry you is my biggest happiness, forgive me for the pain I have caused you, forgive me for not telling you my illness, because I want to see you be in a joyful mood waiting for the arrival of our baby... My dear, if you cried, it means that you have forgiven me and I would smile, thank you for loving me... These presents, I'm afraid I cannot give them to our son personally,could you help me to give some of them to him every year, the dates on what to give when are al! l written on the packaging..."
Going back to the hospital, hubby is still in coma. I brought our son over and place him beside him. I said: "Open your eyes and smile, I want our son to remember being in the warmth of your arms..."
He struggled to open his eyes and managed a weak smile. Our son still in his arms was happily waving his tiny hands in the air. I press the button on the camera and the sound of the shutter rang thought the air as tears slowly rolled down my face...

ranted @ 7:38 AM our short trip to BKK
we are back!! :) :) yeap, finally!! tons of things to blog regarding the past 4 days, so its gonna be a darn lengthy post with truckloads of fotos! =D



ranted @ 3:19 PM