went over fen's hse to carry on my "wo ai jin san shun" VCDs.. heh.. watch till i dozed off man! can't help it.. stayed up late the previous nite.. rip some fotos from her lappy..
me and dora's bdae celebration in coy..

our 2nd bdae cake..

the bdae gals.. =D

we were made to blow the candles this far! my tian ah!..

think this is the only grp celebrating for us??

dere are actually alot more.. ^^

my beloved gals and "jie mei".. (=
i was so nua 2dae can! slept till 5++ b4 waking up.. too lazy to head down coy.. due to the weather.. tsk! poor baobei had to get drenched just to buy dinner for me.. =(( *hugs hugs*
and also bcuz of the poor weather.. i decided nt to go zouk partying wif the whole lot of dem.. i'm soooo slack can!!! boo..
tml would be a better dae.. weeee... =p
currently waiting for baobei's supper.. im famished!! >.<"..
[[ bangkok, wait for me!!!!!!! ]]

ranted @ 2:33 PM my patience's limited.. dun ever try triggering it off.. u wun wanna taste it!
sometimes when u commit into doing smth.. pls mean wad u sae.. its not as though we've plenty of tym.. its nt lyke sch just reopen.. and it definitely not lyke we are just in our yr 3s.. it takes 2 to clap.. i din expect u to finish the allocated work within daes or 1 wk.. we both gave each other 2 mths to complete the small task.. isn't 2 mths farking too long?? i accomodate to ur hectic schedule.. yet this is the type of shit i'm getting from u.. i dun expect a piece of gd work wad.. i may not done the best.. bt all i wanted is for u to get started in ur own part.. y gimme this type of crap dat u hafen start yet..
when the work was alil unevenly split, i din mind doing more.. i even did some last min work the nite before till late..i was so happy u finally stop working for a dae bcuz u sae from ur sms dat u wanted to go sch and do proj.. i tot the urgentness made u feel pressured.. bt i was so farking wrong.. i even told u few daes ago i gt driving and it will be till the late afternoon.. its u whu told me its oki.. u reserved the whole dae for proj.. yet when im on my wae to sch..den i receive dat horrible news.. so much so for saying gg back to sch eh? so much so for promising u'll get everything done eh?


ranted @ 2:21 PM some photos we took last fri.. we went to a restuarant called checkers located along tanjong pagar.. thx for the treat by lao da.. =DD
the gals went for k boxing in the afternoon dat dae.. too bad i missed dat out bcuz i was simply damn tired.. previous nite playing MJ.. cannot tahan sia.. went to meet dem at esplanade..

ta dah!! the 4 of us including lao pa..

lao pa and kent caught in the act gaying.. hee.. =p
thereafter, we bus-ed to checkers for our sumptous dinner..

me and dora whilst waiting for our food to arrive..

the 4 of us.. jie meis!

cute us rite.. hurhur.. ^^
went fen hse for MJ again after dinner..

this is a nice foto of fen and steven aka xiao ming taken on a sat afternoon in coy.. we were cam whoring.. lalalals..
ytd went for our international president lesson at furama hotel.. man! it lasted from 11am till 9++ at night.. though its long..bt its v enriching even when dere's period where my eyes fail to operate normally.. =/

took dis wif min during the brk.. tsk! no flash.. so it appears so dark..

the 3 of us w/o dora.. hmm..
anw.. ytd after IP lesson, we went over to china town coffee shop for deir famous frog leg porridge.. yummilcious!!! *drools*
after supper planned to watch ghost game wif baobei and fen tgt wif YW..bt.............. quarrel.. sian!
anw.. the sun's shining after the rain nw.. =DDDD
2dae went for MJ session wif the peeps again!! faints!! we're all MJ addicts sia.. lao gat!! if only my passion for MJ is in my studies.. LOL.. =x
alright.. tml gonna go go back sch for fyp.. dbl sianz!
on a lighter note.. do listen carefully to the song lyrics i just put up on my blog..its darn meaningful can!!!!

Gloria Estefan- Reach

Some dreams live on in time forever
Those dreams, you want with all your heart
And I'll do whatever it takes
Follow through with the promise I made
Put it all on the line
What I hoped for at last would be mine

If I could reach, higher
Just for one moment touch the sky
From that one moment in my life
I'm gonna be stronger
Know that I've tried my very best
I'd put my spirit to the test
If I could reach

Some days are meant to be remembered
Those days we rise above the stars
So I'll go the distance this time
Seeing more the higher I climb
That the more I believe
All the more that this dream will be mine

I'm gonna be so much stronger yes I am
I'd put my spirit to the test
If I could reach higher
If I could, If I could
If I could reach
Reach, I'd reach, I'd reach
I'd reach' I'd reach so much higher
Be stronger

[[ ever heard of S'pore becoming a wireless city?? ]]

ranted @ 5:37 PM
perfect! 3 of us in coat.. hee.. =DD
i miss EDT alot alot.. =((
its really 1 life changing course i nv regret taking.. the period where we really fought real hard.. 2dae ms Y told us we're lost after EDT.. i realise dat too.. it seems dat we have stop fighting to achieve wad we wan initially.. haha.. i felt so =/..
in any case, my beloved fen's gonna fly to china for half a yr in a wk's tym.. tian ah! i bet i'll miss her lyke crazy.. all my whinings, all my complaints and all my siao ji-ness cannot be vent on her le.. sigh.. this sucks!
and all my online shopping hw sia! w/o her to help me preorder, im lyke so lost..! gawd!
[[ trust me__ ]]

ranted @ 3:32 PM bth!! after exams is MJ, MJ n still MJ!! lol.. first night over at dora's.. 2nd nite over at fen's hse which was ytd.. played till 7 in the morn can! went home and changed before stepping out to meet fen for breakfast and then to coy for our SDM (small division meeting).. (=
both of us were super duper ultra steamed!! eyes cld barely struggle to open fully.. duh! >.<"
2 consecutive nights of MJ.. 1 shagged look..
[[ happy 3 mths baobei.. lotsa lub lub.. =D ]]

ranted @ 2:58 AM exams over.. illness following up.. hw great can tt sound..

ranted @ 3:34 PM tml finally my last paper.. i've been burying my head in my notes for the past 1726353528 hrs mins.. so much stuffs for my brain to chew on.. so limited tym.. argh! *pek chek*

ranted @ 3:34 PM first season of EDT finally came to an end for nw.. yet it is just the beginning of our journey towards hitting our BAM!
i finally received my long awaited graduation cert..

its been a tough fight.. dis cert reminds me of all those tears and smiles thruout my 3mths plus in coy..
i was surprised when i was entittled for this cert..

most potential newcomer.. oh my tian! >.<
fen gt most professional image cert.. lols.. both of us literally stunned for a min when we heard our names being called can! i went on stage w/o even knowing wad to give for my speech.. anyhw give a speech hassily.. tian ah!!! i must have looked silly up dere..! =/
in any cases, we were still proud to have dese certs la.. imagine out of 90++ students and u get the one and only special award.. its my honour leh! *smirks*
hmm..
the ceremony ends wif a speech by mr Ignitious.. he's one v powerful and influential speaker for goddness sake.. i really salute him!! my idol can!! =))
he can make the whole crowd cry and laugh just by talking.. GAO LAT!!!
to sum up everything, really still wanna thx my 3 gals for being dere for me.. ms yvonne, mr kent, mr calvin, mr james, lao da, mr eugene and my most beloved baobei for being wif me thruout dis 6 wks of fight.. all these memories will be wif me for life..!! im so proud to be in G division.. =DD
[[ i will path dis wae out for u, no matter wad.. :) ]]

ranted @ 6:58 PM finally graduated from EDT!!!!!!
it wasn't easy to grad.. i admit i gave up halfway..my determination and passion faded.. bt thx god for dat little wonder he created for the last few daes.. sumhw i found my passion back and started fighting for wad i deserve.. im soooooo freaking proud of myself and the gals.. we all NV gave up on ourselves.. and both me and fen hit our 1st CF..!!!!!!!!! more to come alright?? (=
tml wld be our grad ceremony.. the dae where every1 had been waitin for.. to go on stage and receive a grad cert..nt a participation cert.. im so uberly happy!!!!! i'm gonna take tons of fotos tml.. count on me for dat.. its gg to be a v v v memorable dae for all of us.. for all dose whu truly fight! i can't wait!!!!! ^^
on a side note, i finally went shopping wif the gals (fen..minz and rina).. bought a formal top.. some cosmetics and a red polka dot pumps..!! im soooooo into polka dots recently.. used to find dem ugly.. bt sumhw i've gt a fetish for dese dots nw.. hahaha.. =p and i realise my online shopping addiction's getting worst..hmm.. =/

ranted @ 6:12 PM ytd spent the night wif bb at night mugging.. had been quarrelling over pea matters recently.. i realise my butt will get itchy if i dun find smth to quarrel.. im sorry..i dun mean it baobei!! mb next tym i try to control the itchyness of my butt.. =)
2dae woke up ultra early for another driving lesson.. reach home and collapsed on bed till evening b4 studying again.. sianz can! dis type of life = no life.. dots! -_-"..
after studying for daes..i still think my wed paper gonna flung until v jialat.. sigh.. i dun even noe wad the notes are saying.. just memorise and memorise lyke idiot.. argh! im hafing exams fever.. >.<
tml baobei's hafing his theory test.. best of luck.. *hugs* =D
[[ i realise alot of my peeps bdae falls on aug 15th.. my tian!!! ]]

ranted @ 3:21 PM mugging life is borinnnggg... *yawns*

ranted @ 4:58 PM i've been slacking way too much during dis wkend.. its as though im already in a post holi mood.. dots.. mb 1 gd thing i've achieve for the past 2 daes wld be hafing sufficient slp ba.. its been mths since i can slp for more den 8hrs.. *chuckles*
ytd din manage to touch on the notes.. went gaming instead.. waited for baobei to finish his meeting yet dozed off ard 4++.. the next moment i noe.. i was awake wif him slping on top of me.. so shocked can!!! i forgot he took my hse keys wif him.. bt its alwaes pleasant to see him making an effort to meet me at those type of wee hrs.. *beams*
poor him din manage to get enuff rest for the past few daes.. still had to wake up at the tym of 10++ and had to go out again.. *heartpain*
anw.. i rmb waking up at ard 3++.. prepared and meet fen ++ YW at town to buy some supplies for baobei's proj.. (i noe im a sweet gf of his.. LOL.. =p) bought accessories from forever 21 b4 leaving for coy..
we da bao dinner and ate inside the coy's pantry b4 gg up to the bldg and catch the last fireworks of the yr..

it starts small..

and the size gradually change..

bigger..

nice?

this is the best..big!!!! @_@
took nt much fotos only.. spent my tym video-ing it.. tsk!
overall, it lasted for awhile only..
hmm.. think nw gonna go play game while waiting for baobei to buy supper for me.. my tummy's growling.. boo!! >.<
[[ dare to be different.. ]]

ranted @ 5:48 PM 2 papers down for the moment.. 3 more to go.. had been mugging till late for the past few nights whilst baobei pia for his proj too.. turned in daily at the tym of 5++.. i think im evolving to become a zombie anitym.. boo!! 2dae's paper is such a killer!! murdered me at the first instance when i attemped the Questions.. i rmb memorising quite a hell loads.. bt suddenly kanna mental block! screw the paper and the setter!!
alright.. enuff complains.. *grits*
hmm.. learning driving been v fun for me though i just learned afew lessons.. v thrilling yet at the same tym scared buang.. hohoho.. bt license, wait for me!! im coming!!!!!!!
my entry 2dae's so nonsensical.. bt fark cares la.. im in a blank state nw.. nth processes in.. im tired! i cld even doze off on the train from JE to BL.. im amazed at hw come i fell aslp so easily.. =x
anw.. my temper hadn't been dat superb lately.. me and baobei almost quarrelled everydae over pea matters.. wth! prolly bcuz of insufficient slp++ stress++ gan jiong++no retail therapy=angry way too easily!
my formulae makes sense rite.. hurhur.. ^^
nw am blogging while waiting for baobei to come over my hse.. im gonna be his nice and sweet gal by helping him in his proj wor.. =DDDD
[[hw much are u willing to invest in ur own personal assests (in terms of knowledge) ]]

ranted @ 4:48 PM Life is not a movie, it can't be rehearsed, as you only live once.Face the future with courage, create your own destiny.Don't fear of failures, as you can learn and find joy when mistakes are made.They are merely challenges in life.Don't fear of feeling down, as sadness is part of your growth in life.Don't fear of hardships, instead learn to grow with happiness during hard times.Those who dare to endure hardships are the ones leading, and they won't have to suffer for the whole life in future.
I don't know whether there is a next lifetime. BUT i only know one thing for certain: what i have control over is not any next life but my life NOW.
The life lines are within your palms; just like ur life is in your hand. So why don'y take charge of your life, make the best out of it and make it an extraordinary one. If life is a book, i wouldn't want the last page to end with "if only" or "what if" but with a satisfactory note "that's how i live my life!"
Dare to suffer what others don't dare, dare to do the things that others don't dare, impossible is nothing. Our destiny is in our hands for us to create, not determined by others, treasure everything you have, and the opportunities that come by. Dare to be different, walk the different path, not the common path.
"Life is like a script, you are the director. You are responsible for your own life, what you want to do with the script is your own decision. So your own life is you, yourself to decide, not others to plan for you. You only live once, you want a good life or a bad life is up to you. So why not live ur life to the fullest?"
What's the point if u can live 100 yrs, but u live a common life with nothing achieved, and regret not trying the opportunities given to you? What's the reason to live? Biggest regret in life is not trying something that you really want to try. I would rather live a few years with everything achieved, and be a somebody out there. Not a nobody, who everybody despise of.
It's time to be SOMEBODY!!!!

ranted @ 5:20 PM entry of the day: 3rd Aug'06 (my 19th bdae)

* throws confetti into the air*
HAPPY 19TH BDAE TO MYSELF!! its been a v v memorable bdae celebration dis yr... however it also means im stepping into my 20s soon.. =/
2nd aug was out wif the gals..(char..xin and ting) din went for sch bcuz kinda lazy to chiong to sch as early as 8am and den chiong back to change and den chiong down to cityhall again! faints can! i think of the travelling already damn pek chek.. tsk! so woke up ard 12++ and took my tym dilly dally-ing to prepare..
was slightly late in meeting the gals.. told to meet dem at citylink de hallmark.. saw no one dere.. called dem and dey(char and xin) told me to talk to the counter gal.. received a bdae card telling me to meet dem at marina square de sakae.. duh..i was scammed.. -.-"..
reached dere n called dem.. once again was told to look for the supervisor dere.. saw ting already seated inside.. the both of us fell into their trap.. lols.. no sooner we spotted the both of dem la.. tsk! settled our lunch dere and i think i din ate much.. dunno y.. i probably ate less den 10 plates.. not really haf much appetite though.. sorry gals.. =(

me and ting at sakae sushi.. celebrating my advanced bdae and ting's belated bdae.. we both gt a stalk of fake flowers from dem.. (=
after lunch.. xin and i excused ourselves to the loo and went to buy a slice of cake for ting..

both of us wif the cake.. ^^
slacked till 5++ b4 we left the place, nt knowing wad to do next..
went window shopping at zara..

cute char pouting bcuz i think dat feather thing dun suits her.. lols!
thereafter.. went to nua at the steps outside marina square, facing esplanade.. took tons and tons of fotos..

the 3 of us.. fotographer adjusting cam..

candid shot..

see! so hiao..

ting and me.. tgt wif the pink flower..

candid shot 2..

lols! trying to hold esplanade in 1 hand.. >.<

finally the 4 of us in a foto..

my fav gals..

frenz for life..

3 gals posing.. lol..

4 of us tgt..

crazy huh? =p

looking natural..

squeezing 4 of us into a foto..
hmm..took fotos till we're bored wif the place.. decided to change venue.. went esplanade de sky terrace.. cont our foto whoring.. hahaha.. ^^

can tell tt the wind is v strong..

me and ting wif our flowers.. the sky color darkened alot by den..

LOL!!

spastic!! =D
took till 8+ b4 wanting to go down and feel the breeze of the S'pore river..
ting and xin went MS 7-11 to buy bottles of alcohol whilst me and char nua by the seats along S'pore river..

me wif flowers..

its her turn nw..
we took fotos.. chatted till more den half an hr b4 dey are back wif 4 bottles.. were supposed to blindfold and choose 1 bottle each.. ting went to the loo.. so the 3 of us grab a bottle each and stood up to the bench and toasted.. so lame can!! toast to maybank bldg.. OCBC bldg.. even singtel bldg was included.. lols.. char ask me nt to look back bcuz pple might recognise our face and will laff at us.. so i stupidly listen to wad she sae..nt daring to look at others.. hahahas..
finally xin sae toast to my bdae.. and turn behind.. i followed her actions too.. finding myself facing ting.. baobei..a cake and flowers..
SHOCKED!!!!!
i can nv forget hw shocked i was when i saw baobei wif dem.. collabrating wif dem for dis surprise.. i nearly teared.. bt hold back bcuz of my heavily splattered mascara on my lashes.. gosh! BB also sae he cannot 4get dat look on my face.. i think my jaws dropped on the floor at tt tym.. whu will ever imagine the 4 of dem to noe him rite.. *smack forehead*
anw.. dey sang bdae song.. we ate bdae cake..

the first cake..

baobei helping me to relight the cake again cuz i want 19 candles..nt just 1.. =p

the flower from him..big and lovely! =)

kisses and flowers..woah! *smile*
received prezzie from dem too.. dey actually gt the thing dat i wanted sometimes ago.. *touched*

cheers!!

besties 4eva!!
really thx u gals for making this bdae surprise such a success.. besties 4ever! even BB also sae u 3 are really my gals.. i cherish this frenzship between the 3 of u gals.. bt next yr.. its tym for the both of us to plan bdae surprise for u 2 le.. =D
hmm.. celebrated wif dem till 9++ b4 we parted our ways.. bring baobei to the sky terrace and slacked.. feeling the sea breeze and chatting till 10++ b4 we talked to coy.. the peepz dere insisted him to drag me dere.. i noe smth's happening..bt not sure wad is it though..
reached ard 11 and went to the room wif dora tgt wif a large grp of G division peeps.. was supposed to be a special lesson.. yet i found my old fotos tgt wif dora's running in a video clips.. dere was a slideshow wif our fotos.. from pri sch daes till recently.. lotsa laffter and embarrassments.. thereafter..there were lotsa different pple from the coy wishing us happy bdae individually.. lyke dose type of wishes u see in tw variety show..
im super touched.. i can't fight wif my tears.. it just flowed down uncontrollably.. i realise im v v blessed wif frenz whom acutally cared alot.. thx fenz and minz.. bcuz of dis video..the both of u took 2 whole daes to complete w/o much slp.. i really appreciate it.. =)
the first thing i did when the video ended was to hug fenz real hard whilst still crying my heart out.. i dun care abt image..i dun care if my eyeliner wld smudge.. i just noe i need to hug her real tight.. i just noe i feel real proud hafing her as my partner.. as my motivator and as my jie mei..
well.. after the crying session... we had the cake blowing session.. i had my 2nd cake of the dae.. shared wif the whole division.. talked abit b4 the whole lot of us head down zouk...
too bad zouk was full hse by the tym we reached.. kinda last min changed our venue to MOS.. danced and partied till late b4 cabbing home.. slpt in baobei's arms till morn..
3rd aug: my actual bdae..
baobei woke up early in the morn to prepare breakfast for me.. he went market and bought food to cook for me.. bt i slept till 2++ b4 waking up when the smell of the food downstairs trigger my nose..

he cooked spag..

hashbrowns..

egg omelette..

and orange juice for me..
wad a spread.. too bad i can't finish.. so sorry dearest.. T_T
went back to slp again.. slpt till 4++ b4 waking up to prepare go PS catch movie plus dinner..
suay suay wake up kanna menses already.. ruin my mood.. >.<
hmm.. took lotsa fotos wif baobei too when we are on the train to PS..

his charming smile..

my shuai shuai de baobei.. =p

cool rite..

so cute..

we're on the train..

perfect match!

dis happen when we are so bored!

lols.. 2 idiots..

tsk!

i've gt a blissful look.. lalala..

artistic eh?

baobei snatched the cam from me wanting to be artistic too..

hmm...

hmm.. my butterfly..

my handbag..
when we finally reached PS.. we head over to buy movie tix for tokoyo drift..

cool wor..
went over swensens and had our dinner..

the menu..

baobei stoning whilst waiting for his food..

his baked rice..

thumbs up eh.. ^^

my food..
after the meal.. i had serious ultra mood swing.. first dae ma.. haha.. bt overall its nt a biggie prob.. went to watch the movie..
nice show! though im those sort whom doesn't lyke action packed movie..bt i must admit this show is seriously a thumbs up.. 5/5 for it!!!!!! =D
watched till 11++ and caught the last train..

our image protrayed on the glass panel..

on our wae back..
baobei waited for me to wash up b4 he went home..
was shocked after i bathe finish.. he held a cake on his hands in my room wif the lights off..

the 3rd cake.. i din noe when he bought it.. bt its really a pleasant surprise.. thx baobei!!
overall..i enjoyed my bdae celebration alot!! thx to the gals who helped me celebrate.. thx for the peeps for deir bdae wishes and some whom i even lost touch wif.. in all.. i still wanna thx baobei for seeing tt everything goes on smoothly.. ilu uber lots!! thx for tolerating my nonsens dese few daes.. my temper been v v bad and i cried wae too easily recently.. sigh..
alright..tym for bed.. its gg 4am soon and my paper's on at 11..nitez! =D

ranted @ 6:42 PM