i hate myself relying so much on him.. i hate being so dependent onto him.. i hate myself demanding more and more tym to be spent wif him.. hate it soooo much!!! >.<"..
on a side note, ytd was me n baobei's 2nd mth anni.. thx for the shopping and thx me for the crystal jade lunch.. *smirks*
i finally gt my PDL!! tym to learn driving.. =DD
[[i hope to see u daily though we are just blks apart .. =( ]]

ranted @ 2:23 PM dun complain its tough, just ask yourself if its worth it anot.. im so glad i have u gals throughout dis journey.. u all always encourage me wif all the jia you!! u all always ask me nt to give up.. dis tym round, i hope to dedicate dis entry for the special 3 of u..
bu yao fang qi yin wei wo hai mei you fang qi ni men
(dun give up cuz i hafen give up on u gals)
life certainly changed and its bcuz of u gals i noe hw to think at a different angle..hw to live life to the fullest..
quoted from M1..
one life, live it- how mani of u really lived?? =)
this 3 wks is gg to be full of obstacles.. regardless of tears or smiles.. im gonna pull thru..
the sogn lyrics depict our lives exactly now... i believe i can do it..and i've faith in u gals! jia you!!


[[ im always here..for u gals ++ him.. =D ]]

ranted @ 4:48 PM despite with tons of proj to rush ltr on..i still wanna blog down dis entry reminiscing 2dae.. =)
hmm..
2dae's the day where EDT marks an end for nw.. we still have an extended allowance of 3 wks duration to fight for graduation.. thx god for the small miracle he created for us.. *smiles*
EDT makes me grow and mature alot alot.. not in terms of studies..bt rather in terms of mentality and values that a person need.. out of 80++ students..i came in 2nd currently.. bt i dun think its smth to be really proud of.. afterall..these are just my lesson pts.. the challenge is yet to be seen.. i wan nt only me..bt also the 3 gals ++ youwei ++ my ma que warriors to win! to grad! to set living testimonials for others.. i wanna see all of u on stage during grad. ceremony.. (=
2dae's a dae whereby i hope tym wun stop.. good things dun last.. tym tends to travel faster whenever u are happily doing some stuffs.. we started at 4..in a blink of eyes.. 7hrs past w/o ani1 realising..nonetheless, we enjoy ourselves to the max.. hw cool! ^^
minz and me actually danced wif our another half in front of 80++ pair of eyes.. oh my gawd.. its so embarrassing..bt at least we dared to take up dis challenge.. tsk! all goes on well until i heard the speech given by mr alexx and i teared non stop.. it goes the same for others too.. it makes all of us so determined.. so determined in our goals! im soooo proud to have him as our G division leader! =D
the game part was also fun! i was paired up wif fabian and we cont playing the game non stop.. though we din ate for the past few hrs..though we din drank for 2hrs+.. we were just soooo determined to win the game! indeed, results show!!!! ma que warriors ROCKS!!! ilu guys! =)))
i've 3 more wks to change the destiny of my life.. i've found the correct direction in my life.. have u??

ranted @ 5:54 PM im a very happy gal..bcuz...
finally met up wif the gals ytd for some catching up.. forever xchanging of cold jokes.. went bugis area to buy some stuffs.. my virgin trip to icon.. (i noe im sua gu) bt too busy ma..so bo pianz.. tsk!went for alil window shopping.. hahaha.. =/
finally manage to get the things we wanna do.. settle our dinner at MOS burger..baobei surprised me by buying a cute thingy for me when i least expect it..bluff me sae go toilet..ended up went to buy.. -_-"..
went home early.. had a fulling supper.. i almost died eating.. >.<
2dae im a very happy gal too..
morn lessons cancelled.. =)))))
baobei overslept and bought me brkfast to bribe me so dat i wun KB him.. lols.. =p
slpt till 11++ b4 waking up for sch.. ended at 4+ and we went bugis shopping again..
he pay for my shopping expenses 2dae.. i treat him dinner.. lols.. (=
went coy tgt.. went home early..nw waiting for him to reach home too.. ^^
[[im sorry for all my mood swings recently.. ilu.. =D ]]

ranted @ 4:48 PM tons of fotos from July 9th company's recognition night..its a memorable event and the 2 of us (minz and me) was foto whoring thruout the night..heh heh.. ^^

it started wif a mini group foto..
minz..me..CY.. youwei.. alexx..yvonne and calvin.. G division peeps~

us..!!

happy family wif ben as the lao pa..

more and more pple flowed in.. >.<

us wif mr calvin..

us wif ms yvonne..


me and mr kent..

me and joyce..

2 of us again..haha.. =p

me and my leader, mr eugene..

me and baobei outside the status..

charlie angels..ms yvonne..mr howard and minz.. so CUTE!!

me..mr howard and minz..he gt a stunned face.. lols..

cute minz and youwei..

xiao ming and minz..i wonder wads wif the pouch.. -.-

after the ceremony wif mr alexx..

pretending to drink.. lols

me and mr james after the function..

me and cute cute de mr eugene..

perfect!

we so hiao lo!! hahaa..

insane!!!!!

first attempt of a grp foto..

finally!! big family.. =D

last pic of us..

happy couples.. hee.. >.<
it rounds up to be a happy occasion.. alright.. tym for bed.. =)

ranted @ 4:54 PM been real busy dese few daes..am nw blogging in sch during lessons right now.. bah! i feel so tired.. >.<
ytd slpt at 4++.. helping baobei finish up his proj.. boo! i almost died of tiredness 2dae..
alot of things happened for the past 2 wks.. lots of fotos to be uploaded.. esp on 9th July.. a recognition night where we took tons of fotos.. =)
had been slping for barely 4 hrs every night for the past 2 wks.. lotsa stuffs to complete.. stress ++ bad tempered.. darn!!
and in a blink of eyes..i found out tt exams are just round the corner..
ytd night i was so stressed out tt i let my tears flow uncontrollably when i was on my way home.. too many things to handle.. i think fenz was freaked out.. pai seh..=/
i noe i cannot complain.. argh!
[[ my aiai teddy mon]]

ranted @ 5:33 AM just some random pics..

the G division managers.. =p

me in coat wor.. hahas..
i feel so sick nw.. felt so worn out mentally and physically.. duh.. >.<
the tot of projects made me feel lyke slping.. hahas.. =/
had been checking out forums to find out more abt bangkok.. can't wait for end of aug.. baobei's been doing some research on tt place too.. hw cool! (=
gonna get some rest first while waiting for him to drop by..
[[ miss him uber much! >.< ]]

ranted @ 2:06 PM i feel dat i've definitely matured thruout the process of fighting to be the first EDT champ..cld almost feel the presence of the trophy beside me.. wahahas.. its lame bt i wan dis to be a motivation for not onli me..bt for the 3 other gals as well.. we chose to walk dis path tgt..so no matter wadever or whuever trys to bring us down.. it'll make us grow nth bt stronger onli..
though we did nt hit our target to be BAMs by July 1st..bt our goals and vision are v v v near alreadie.. 3 more wks till graduation dae.. i wanna see us on the stage receiving trophys and nt forgetting my beloved fighting team.. (=
Winners nv quit.. Quitters nv win.. Jia you!! aja aja hoi ting!!^^
hmm.. on a lighter note.. baobei and i are gg overseas at the end of aug.. can't wait..

ranted @ 4:19 PM