i spent a nt-so-bad-lah fridae wif my new colleagues.. i lyke..
i'm suprisely nt so late 2dae can!! i actuallie reached office at the tym of 10:10am..=) i guess my managers are alreadie used to me being late..dey kept quiet 2dae.. make me so paiseh.. all my colleagues reached even earlier den me event though we were all supposed to start work at the same tym..*grrr* okok..i'll promise not to be late animore next wk.. i'll try.. =p
work 2dae is super slack..practically nth for me to do..so.. i rotted from 10am till 6pm..trying to get smth for me to do oki! the company's honoured to hire me.. ^^
i guess i prob did a fantastic job ytd..my manager even treated me to chocos.. bt the arrogant huiling declined and even replied "its nth ytd".. *bewildered* i regretted saying datz can!! cuz 2dae i did less work den 2dae..LOL..i fixed up 10 appts ytd onli.. omfg.. dey are gonna kill me when i get back to work next wk.. *god bless*
went to lunch wif my same clique of colleagues.. dey are super funny.. alwaes thinking of ideas for me to get close to my dream guy.. =Xx
let u all see his face..bt is taken veri long ago de..and i just snapped from a fotograph..

AIN HE CUTE??!! he's mingwei.. :D
*drools*
kerstern and shirlyn sae he looks lyke bomberman?? wtf.. its cute alright!!
he may nt reallie be datz dashing..bt he just got datz charistma.. *awww*
was telling the gals datz he gt datz charistma when i accidentally pronounce as "christma".. *slap self* dey burst into laughters immediately after i sae datz.. T.T mb i gotta shut up eh? haha..
if u wanna tel me he's nt gd looking..den pls wait!!
take a look at kerstern and shirlyn's dream guy first.. i think he can't make it seriously.. i dunno y are dey so mesmerized wif him..

he's steven peh..dun he look old? bah! he's less den 24 can!
i still think my dream guy looks better.. tskz.. =p
for ur info.. my dream guy's just a financial advisor..whereas deir dream guy's a senior manager k!
wad a big diff..
was joking and gossiping abt the 2 guys during lunchtym.. i even told kerstern and shirlyn to roll coins inside steven's office so datz he wld be able to get to noez dem even better..hiak hiak.. we came up wif lotsa evil and "dirty"plans..bt cannot disclose dem here lah..if not wun work out.. =/
mondae no work..hohohohohoho.. bt gotta wait till tues b4 can see him le..*wails*
smth scary happened just nw.. was using my hse fone to call him when a gal picks up.. yup.. a gal.. dun ask me y..i din dialled the wrong no... bt she sae i called the wrong no.. wth.. so i immediately used my hp and called his no. again..dis tym he ans.. was confronting him when i realise he was wif his dad all along.. so no gals cld haf possibly be wif him..bt..whus datz gal whu talks to me?
creepy ain it? fark! my hair are standing up nw..
im still feeling sore since ytd.. leave things lidat bah.. i..just can't be bothered.. im so tired from work everydae.. im just too tired to quarrel nw..just too tired to cry nw.. i wanna replenish my slp..
*oh my gosh!!! i just found out mingwei's friendster!! *
b4 i end dis entry.. im gonna go update more fotos inside my multiply le.. i realise she scanned thru my multiply fotos.. i noez whu she is long tym ago.. im veri upset abt the stuffs she do..bt i choose to keep mum..i dun wanna blame her.. cuz mb dey are reallie frenz ONLI.. nw i choose to believe.. dun betray my trust for the 2 of u.. that's it..gonna update ltr.. AH!! im going to see his friendster first......ciao ciao ciao..~
[[ memories are best to keep inside the fridge..]]

ranted @ 1:04 PM 久未放晴的天空 依旧留着你的笑容
哭过 却无法掩埋歉疚
风筝在阴天搁浅 想念还在等待救援
我 拉着线 复习你给的温柔
暴晒在一旁的寂寞 笑我给不起承诺
怎么会 怎么会 你竟原谅了我
我只能永远读着对白 对着我给你的伤害
我原谅不了我 就请你当作我已不在
我睁开双眼 看着空白
忘记你对我的期待
读完了依赖 我很快就离开
jay chou's ge qian.. a farking nice song for singing in k box.. i onli lyke dis onli song sang by jay.. veri nice.. veri let pple emotional..direct translation again..*slap slef*

ranted @ 1:52 PM i almost failed to wake up on tym again..yep..( dun tel me..i noe i've been repeating for daes).. reached office and was praised by my manager.. no! not bcuz im early..in fact im late.. =p
he praised me cuz......
i fixed lotsa appts ytd..hee.. the results was above average..of cuz he's happy.. happy to haf such a gd subordinate..*grins*
work resumed per as normal 2dae..nth much though..
realise kerstern ( i finally noez her name..^^)'s boss is so cute!!! hee.. he's flithy rich can! plus gd looking..plus young..plus got car..tmd! he's my dream guy..*drools* was lyke keep beow-ing at him for the whole dae..tsk.. i noez i sound pervertic lah! duh~ and we finally talked 2dae.. lmao!! kerstern was lyke laffing at me all the wae from lunch brk till we gt back to the office.. bah! gotta wait till mondae b4 he'll return to office le..sigh...im lovesick..=X
lalalalalalalalala..
hate my dae for the late part though.. was told off datz i shldn't wear short skirts and jeans to work..kns! i din noez my skirts wld be labelled as "minis" when i tot dey were the longest i cld found in my wardrobe.. and yeah..no jeans.. T.T i've been wearing jeans for onli lyke..a dae?? told me to wear smth presentable tml..wtf.. tml i shall wear my cargo pants.. heh heh.. ^.-
had some disputes wif him after work too.. yup..i hate datz.. im nt sad..in fact..im boiling!! im angry as to the things he did..yet im sad cuz im flaring up over such insignificant reasons.. *grr* y are gals so contradicting.. i guess i reallie turning a small deal into smth big.. i need datz reassurance from him..yet..
i hate writing in blogs abt dese type of sad stuffs.. cuz i noez pple would be thinking.. hw come i can lost faith in dis r/s..yet become so blisfully attached in another sec.. (forget it if u dun understand) i dun wan to.. bt it just become so prominent datz im feeling uncomfortable.. dis sucks.. hafing been thinking alot alot dese few daes..
quoted from an zai " dere are no true love at dis age lah..".. as much as i wish nt to believe.. as much as i wan to prove him wrong.. i found myself gradually having the same stand as him too.. dis is not gd right? i noe.. datz y up till dis date.. im still trying to resist believing it..
bt a r/s needs 2 hands to clap.. wad for supporting me onli when my hand is tired.. isn't everything too late den? mb our r/s blossomed till such a stage datz i need him to think the same as me..
mb i expected too much from him.. mb i've been demanding.. mb i've been stubborn.. mb i've been a bad gf..
i noez he wun be the one for me.. we still got to go thru that dreaded "NS phase" and im nt too optimistic abt it..
i envy other pple's r/s.. i wan to be lyke dem too.. i noez dis entry i may be sulking abt our r/s and the next entry i'll prob be saying hw much i love him.. bt as for nw.. wad i see is a bleak future.. he can't gimme wad i wan.. help.. nw i need to cry..
[[ can u let me believe in forever?]]

ranted @ 1:10 PM 久未放晴的天空 依旧留着你的笑容
哭过 却无法掩埋歉疚
风筝在阴天搁浅 想念还在等待救援
我 拉着线 复习你给的温柔
暴晒在一旁的寂寞 笑我给不起承诺
怎么会 怎么会 你竟原谅了我
我只能永远读着对白 对着我给你的伤害
我原谅不了我 就请你当作我已不在
我睁开双眼 看着空白
忘记你对我的期待
读完了依赖 我很快就离开
jay chou's ge qian.. a farking nice song for singing in k box.. i onli lyke dis onli song sang by jay.. veri nice.. veri let pple emotional..direct translation again..*slap slef*

ranted @ 10:45 PM was so farking tired..can u believe it?? i even dozed off while on the fone wif panda..at a freaking tym of 11:45pm.. *sob*
2dae work's nt bad..except for the fact datz i alwaes can't wake up on tym.. thus.. i alwaes fail to be punctual..luckily no 1 was strict on my punctuality.. haha.. y? cuz my managers where gt so early reach office wan!! chey.......... and if ever u get to tanjong pagar MRT station at 10:10am and u saw a gal rushing out of the train..datz prob me.. haha.. i gotta brisk walked for 10mins b4 i can see my workplace..so.. see hw late i get to everydae..=Xx
and i'm starting to get the hang of it.. i mean.. the job's pretty slack.. bt i just dun lyke the part when i gotta wake up so early.. im just lacking the determination..T.T
work actuallie's nt so bad when every1 are frenz wif u.. haha.. =p yep..for the past few daes..i've been going to lunch wif grps of gals.. bt i guess im more close to a gal whu just sits beside me in the office.. oki..i hafen asked her name yet.. (bad me.. =/) she's pretty..yeah.. a fresh grad from NP..find some dae i go take pic wif her den post up here.. heh heh.. think im close to her onli bcuz we started working at ard the same period bah..plus we sit so close together..and we gt so mani similarites..ever heard of "birds of a feather flocks together?" tskz.. ^^
tym passed rather fast 2dae..b4 i realise..its alreadie 5pm..
in case u dunno.. i was making calls and fixing appts to the grads from U..polys & SIM..to ask dem to participate in my company( prudential) management trainee program..for the whole dae.. and i cld even memorise my call script.. *laughs*
was quite tired of fixing appts wif all the grads.. so i decided to call deariez ( using office fone) and wanted to trick him by pretending to be some1 calling from prudential HR..bt alas.. he recognise my voice!! make my plan fails.. LOL..was actuallie finding chance to scold him if he ever dun recognise my voice.. bt..tsk..he passed my test.. :D ( yun..u shld try datz on raymond sumdae..=p)
nw datz both of us are working daily.. dere are lesser chances for us to meet up..bt its alright.. monkey makes wonder.. haha.. (=
tml the gals wld be going over to my workplace for interviews.. hope dere will be less workloads for me..PRETTY PLS!!!!!!!!!! >.<
[[ i hate auntie visits!! ]]

ranted @ 12:51 PM im hafing insufficient slp..thx to dearest an zai!! accompany him to talk until 1++..and he claimed its my luck to be able to talk to him..wad nonsense! it shld be the other wae rd.. its ur luck datz im willing to sarifice my preious beauty slp and talk to u..*hur hur* ^^
i almost called in and reported sick.. LOL! bt luckily i was determined enuff to wake up from my ultra comfy bed..
work 2dae is fine..~perfectly fine..(=
except for the fact datz im thoroughly shagged.. T.T
every1 started smiling at me finally!! the feeling is great leh! at least no 1 treats me as transparent animore.. i even gotta noez more peeps..after talking to dem for so long..i realise.......................
i forget to ask dem for deir name.. lmao! its not surprising..i alwaes address my gals as "ehs" or "weys" or "oei".. bad habit..tsk!
actuallie working dere's pretty gd.. bt i hate my manager! i gt 2 managers in charge of me btw..
dey asked me to intro dis job to my frenz..and noez wad? THEY WOULD BE GETTING HIGHER PAY DEN ME!
dun be shocked and ask me y..
pls..
i've gt a scammed feeling..
i shldn't be referred under recruit express..no wonder my pay's onli 6 bucks/hr..if im directly being referred in.. my pay would be freaking 7 bucks or higher per hr can!! T.T
let me die..
seriously speaking..my workplace need quite a number of pple though..ani1 interested?? told yun and ting abt dis job..guess dey are prob going down for interview soon.. sy intro to carin..carin intro to kat..soon..the workplace wld be dominated by limbu alone!! wakakakakakaka.. (spelling mistake intentional)
work ain reallie datz horrible as i tot.. not to the extend of rotting yet..
ytd was my first dae of work..so i've gotta act hardworking..
2dae's my 2nd dae of work.. i revealed my tails cuz both my managers nt ard..hiak hiak..
used the office fone and called SY and GT.. can chit chat summore.. *slap self hard*
hope dey wun be ard tml too.. LOL!
im shagged..farking tired datz i flared up over the slightest matter.. im sorry..i can't take jokes nwadaes.. prob due to my period too.. =( im glad we din quarrel.. love ya sweets~
b4 i end my entry.. i shall post a pic taken ytd..

my fringe are getting longer..and see my dammn black hair? BAH!

[[ miracles alwaes happen when u least expected it..]]

ranted @ 12:13 PM im so shagged!! i think im too used staying at home and rot..2dae first dae of work and it almost killed me!! >.<.. im gonna go for training to be a tai-tai le.. work is nt gd.. bah! working society is so so so so so so so R.E.A.L.I.S.T.I.C!!!
sigh..
met up wif panda 2dae at 10++.. *sob* freaking early can.. i was so so so tired..tot of putting him aeroplane again..bt i miss him.. so dragged myself to wash up.. accompany him to return his books..the weather's fooking hot! we sweated and panted lyke dogs even b4 we reached.. finally we saw datz shop and crawled in.. LOL! jkz..we din crawled..dun be stupid!
stayed for quite awhile though.. walked back to entertainment again!! sweated and panted again!! went to eat mac cuz sweets wanna eat fries.. was eating happily when i sensed smth amiss!
saw TING! lols.. i dun need bring him for her to see le..she saw him herself.. haha.. =D summore sat right beside us.. are u beow-ing my bf??!!!!!*threatens*
yep..my purple dye dropped.. let her see and she laff.. SHE LAFF CAN!! initally she still ask me go for it..sigh.. just stab me! T.T
aniwae..we left shortly.. went out of mac cuz sweets wanna smoke.. -.-"..
after datz went lvl 2 and went arcade... stayed for sum tym and he accompanied me to work.. =D
went raffles place to get my timesheet and work stuffs.. kinda stress~ im contract bounded nw..
went to work afterdatz.. i almost died working.. my boss caught me yawning at her for zillion tyms.. lol.. i think its pretty rude lah..bt hw to prevent oneself from yawning right? *excuses* the people dere are realistice..yup.. i guess im the onli temp staff for the tym being..i dun lyke eh.. onli newbie dere.. stressed out~!
luckily the customers are all veri polite..i lyke..! U grads are reallie U grads.. no rudeness at all.. still thx me for gifing dem opportunity.. haha.. im going U! i wanna be polite too!
people dere are still quite alright.. sum i dun reallie lyke cuz dey dun smile when dey see me! LOL..wadever..
bt my boss treats me pretty well.. still pour water for me to drink bcuz i talk for hrs w/o water.. nice boss right?! =)
my menses come 2dae! bloody mondae..no wonder im having mondae blues.. =/ was supposed to work till 9pm 2dae..bt boss asked me to go early at 730pm..hw nice!! tml supposed to work at 9am..bt boss ask me to slp summore..ask me come at 10am instead.. freaking nice right??!!
bt wadever it is..i hope for a better tml..hope wun cork up in my work animore..hope i can get up on tym tml.. hope every 1 smiles at me.. *cheers*!

[[ yi qian nian yi hou..]]

ranted @ 1:18 PM im starting work tml..sumhw im nt veri thrilled abt dis whole thing.. hope everything wld be a breeze tml.. *prays*

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zhen qing made me teared.. T.T

ranted @ 10:32 AM ytd i was happily typing abt my chalet when everything's gone..nvm.. 2dae lim bu mood happy.. wake up early just to type my past weekdae.. keyword:weekdae..so its gonna be freaking long.. haha.. pls dun read till u fall aslp..dat wld hurt me.. =(
MONDAY (18.04.05) woke up at 10am to pack my stuffs..dilly dally awhile b4 meeting yun and LS at 1pm.. and we started our journey to the east.. reached white sands at ard 2+ and helped out in buying the gorceries..actuallie me and LS din helped out lah..we just merely looked after the bags.. wahahas.. soon after.. almost whole klas reached white sand and we all took the shuttle bus and head towards aloha loyang..
weet~.. we booked a terrace and its freaking big~!!!! gt our own "garden".. dining room..kitchen.. living room..bedrooms.. balcony..backyard..and even garage!! look how cool can it be.. it wld be wonderful if its my real hse hor? ^^ tskz..
we settled down and went to change into our bikinis to get to the pool during evening.. was enjoying bahz.. till aiai gt into sum "bloody" accident..his head was injured by the slide and blood was dripping consistently.. the staffs wan him to go hospital for stitches..bt dey ended up going to the nearby pte clinic.. hmm..cld tel aiai was rather angry bah..mb angry for ruining the atmosphere? prob.. i think if im him..i'll burst into tears.. T.T

a pic taken which i dunno is when lah..and i dunno y dey took datz sickening pose of moi.. so i drew a bag to prevent me from looking ridiculous.. lol!
after our swim..we went to washed up and started playing cards.. i was complaining hungry for the whole dae can! was waiting for jean yong to arrive so datz she can make some pizza for us.. see!~ we gt such a nice klas tutor hor?? *proud* ^^ ( actuallie i dun take pizzas lah.. bt no choice..i forget whu ask me to eat wan..T.T)
after our dinner.. we ( kat..diana..yun..wc and me) squeeze into jean yong's car to borrow MJ tiles..bt downtown nt renting animore..so we went wc and jean yong's hse to take..oh yeahz.. btw..we went cheers to bought stouts and carlsberg..datz for the ltr part of the night aniwae..
when we finally reached "home".. every1 crowded ard and we started playing the game.. i dun reallie noez hw to explain lah..its just lyke u gotta roll 2 dices.. and if u gt a no.7.. u can pour and mix wadever liquor u lyke till wadever volume u prefer.. if u gt a no.8..den gonna drink finish half the volume in the mug.. however.. if u gt a no.9.. den congrats..u gonna gulp down the whole mug.. since malays can't consume alcohol..dey were to take concentrated orange juice.. haha.. next yr prob can dial NKF no. for dem le eh?? ^^
below are the top 5 drinkers:

see zarifah's twisted face when she gonna finish up the whole mug.. lol

yun drank quite alot.. lol..i was beside her gifing her moral support alright?!

LS another poor gal..

KR quite kelian lah..he alwaes drink wad i "mix"..lmao

y gp drinking still so happy siaz.. haha

an zai's so thrilled when he got a no.7.. look at the volume he poured!!

im quite lucky datz night lah..i down 2 mugs onli.. dear wasn't veri happy when he heard i drank.. prob cuz im nt reallie a gd drinker bah.. =/
saw aiai beside me? he claim he's dao ming si.. so im shan cai?? LOL!! >.<
aniwae..we played MJ after the game..some gt quite high eh..till dey keep laffing.. lol..played wif an zai..kr and yun.. dey wanna "tok" me and yun..ended up we won instead..hw disappointing.. *snickers*

look at KR's gl face..*roar* sit opposite me den gimme the face??

gp was feeding me whole night.. lol..dun look at the face lah..stupid fotographer..snap at wrong tym..
saw kailin's frenz in our chalet and i wasn't too happy abt it.. dis is supposed to be a class chalet so its supposed to be us and still us in the chalet..unless its a frenz frenz chalet..den i've gt nth to sae.. im fussy..im bitchy.. be grateful i din chase that alan guy out..i gotta be the bad guy.. no one lyke his existence too..im the onli one to voice out..so be it..
aniwae..we played till 2++ and saw diana..carin and kat slping peacefully alreadie..so we(gp..yun..ls and me) went to the guys room and listen to them talking ghost stories.. bah! its scary can.. was listening halfwae when we suddenly saw a shadow.. scares the shit out of us.. every1 screamed and shrieks.. onli then did we realise its wh playing pranks on us.. haha.. afterdatz..no more stories telling for us..and all of us turned in pretty late..
TUESDAY( 19.04.05)
was disturbed by stupid WC and i was the second last to wake up..we ( gp..ls..sy..wc and me) went to rent bikes for the whole dae and we cycled out to pasir ris giant and got sum last min gorceries for 2nite's bbq..man..its scorching hot can!! me and ls both gt sunburn.. lols.. by the tym we reached the chalet..me and LS were quite tired..so we went to took a nap whilst the rest went to make spag for lunch.. hee..
had sum misunderstandings wif aiai during datz period lah.. as much as i wanna clarify.. my ego asked me to shut my fuck up.. so we cold war for 3 hrs.. T.T i dun lyke!! i was veri uncomfortable till i went to complain to LS when we were assigned to cycled to cheers to get sum eggs..lol..wc brought us dere..and i gt slight food poisoning for the whole dae.. i even farted in cheers.. LMAO!!! i think the kettle or smth is nt veri clean bah..almost whole klas same as me.. *hmmm* aniwae..when we finally get back..we had our lunch and started playing MJ again!! lols.. played for awhile and both of us made up too.. hahaha! after playing.. i was quite slpy..so i went to bathe..and din wanna help out in the BBQ..lols.. im smelling nice mah.. i dun wanna reek of BBQ smell.. =Xx

see! the 3 guys din even helped out.. BAH!
aniwae..me..an zai and hatta cycled to the red hse nearby and went to explore..oh boy! its creepy even in the evening can!! b4 i realise it..both of dem ran awae...leaving me behind..look wad great buddies i got..*hur hur* -.-

rudy and ash at the bbq..
surprisingly..onli 3 lecturers turned up..

mr LPK aka our cadd lecturer..=)
kailin's frenz came again..!!!! and dis tym round..he bought lotsa beer..hatta was dead drunk can!! *roar*
aniwae..me..yun and an zai cycled to the beach and we sat dere talking cock..and talking ghost stories.. ah!!! scare me again..dammit.. >.<
returned back shortly after and crazy ideas soon started popping out.. i dunno whu started the crazy idea..bt every 1 were being pushed down into the pool till the security guards came.. lols.. and more crazy ideas coming up next.. we were told to take klas fotos in our drenched clothes? omg!

see..machiam klas foto hor? hha
up(left to right): siying..kailin..an zai..hatta..weicong..weehong..kangren..hongyi..leslie.. lingsiang.. guetping down
(left to right):zarifah..carin..ash..jean yong..shiyun..me..kathy..diana..
~~~~~~~[[ DPFM1B04]]~~~~~~~~

candid foto 1..

candid foto 2..
took wh cam and we started doing some special editi0ns..

guess which foot is mine?

ta-dah!! so nice right.. =p

i forgot which fingers are mine.. lols..
aniwae..after our BBQ..we nua awhile and started MJ-ing again.. lols.. wanna stayed up for the night..so we( wc..ash..yun..diana and me) cycled again to the 24 hrs coffee shop and ate supper.. i was practically on the bicycle whole dae can?? the seats and handles so hard!! i even got difficulty sitting down..my butt hurts.. *wails*
WEDNESDAY (20.04.05.)
went back and took the first train back home wif an zai and kathy..sorry nt to stay and helped out.. im totally shagged..~ even alighted at lakeside to take cab home.. slpt from 7 in the morn till evening..
was disturbed by fenz and went out to meet her..went holland V's thai express and dine in.. planned to wait for minz to knock off..bt apparently by the tym she knocked off..we can all wait for last bus together.. -.- came back home and slpt again.. can't help it..im tired!!
THURSDAY (21.04.05)
stayed at home for the whole dae slping
FRIDAY (22.04.05.)
went to meet ting and charlyn in the morn to eat our mee hoon kuey dry.. *yummy* den accompany char to cut her hair.. she make me so gian to dye my hair..so ended up i went to dye..!! the outcome is black and purple provided i tie half den can see the purple obviously.. i dun reallie lyke black u noe..reminds me of sec sch daes.. sigh!!!!!!! ting made me so gian to pierce my ears again..shld i shld i??!! *ponders*
aniwae..went to accompany yun to kimage and trim her hair as well in the evening.. im so gd hor!! hahas.. reached home and realise my color dropping down after bathing.. note: nt the black..is the purple.. KAO!! wadever it is..i hoped it still stays k!! at least for one more mth b4 i go dye again.. sigh..
oh yeah..im starting to work on mondae onwards..every single dae.. im gonna suffer those "no life" daes again.. god bless! was actuallie supposed to meet him 2dae de lah..bt i dun wan!!
2dae's zhen qing exciting can..i rather missed meeting him den missed my shows..haha.. and while waiting for the show to start.. i blogged down everything!!! im such an angel.. =D

ranted @ 6:45 AM great..nw im hafing a msn virus..wads next? makes me lost all my mood for blogging..
aniwae..i went to dye my hair 2dae..black and purple..no more "chao an lian" image.. im a goody gal nw..gonna go study..dun forget im a goody gal..

ranted @ 2:22 PM FARK!!!!!!!!! i typed for more den an hr and everything's gone!!!!!! im angry... *roar!*

ranted @ 2:15 PM im back..bet every1 miss me..*awww* dun deny..the hit counter proves everything.. =)
will be updating soon..bt its gonna be a veri long entry...i'm gonna collect all the fotos first..ahah..
p/s: beach partner made a great diff in my blog k..w/o him..dere wld be no entries..LOL!

ranted @ 2:29 PM JJ's wu xian de si nian
墙角那朵枯萎的玫瑰
忘了为何要凋谢
散在地上撕落的岁月
又一天 又一年 没感觉
伤痕在心田
滚烫的蔓延
烟烧过发间
你敷衍着抱歉
断了的琴弦
弹奏着从前
一起走过的路线没有终点
昏黄的光线
照射陈旧的水面
映出那朵玫瑰思念的画面

墙角那朵枯萎的玫瑰
忘了为何要凋谢
散在地上撕落的岁月
又一天 又一年 没感觉
风吹破欺骗
你无法兑现
那年的夏天
你许下的誓言
HO...
断了的琴弦
弹奏着从前
一起走过的路线没有终点
昏黄的光线
照射陈旧的水面
映出那朵玫瑰思念的画面

断了的琴弦
弹奏着从前
一起走过的路线没有终点
昏黄的光线
照射陈旧的水面
映出那朵玫瑰思念的画面
你走的那天
我决定不掉泪
迎风撑着眼帘用力不眨眼
i lyke the tune..its so..nice? try listening.. u'll love datz song..
im so sorry..i din bought his album yet..i went to DL instead.. minz even nagged at me T.T ( i noez fenz and dora gonna nag at me liao ..=/)
dun worry..wait till i get to town again..sompa i'll get his album.. :D
im hafing chalet tml.. suddenly im not so enthu abt it.. sigh..
noez y?
cuz..........
im short of disposable undies.. LOL.. jkz..
BAH! im not in a mood to joke 2dae.. wads wrong..
i felt lyke crying again when i related wad happen to yun and ting.. T.T
it still hurts..

[[ wait for my wed's post..i'll be gone~ ]]

ranted @ 2:29 PM I AM NW HAFING PMS N I AM NT FEELING GD!! *roar*

ranted @ 1:43 PM sumtyms i felt lyke a meanie..we almost quarrelled just nw.. its a miracle he actuallie managed to keep his cool and gave in to me.. i continued rattling at him n he just kept pacifying.. i think sumtyms gals lyke to take advantage of such situations.. bah! i dun lyke..i dun wan to..bt hurtful words just kept spilling out from my mouth.. i feel so bad.. >.<
he've gt food poisoning..and so tml date's off.. im nt veri happy abt it though.. i feel so cheated.. *roars* i can't even meet him on mon..tues and wed.. i've gt my poly chalet.. sigh..he promise to meet me more often by coming down to wait for me to knock off provided i gt the job..i feels so guilty.. i feels so shitty..i feels so failure being his GF.. T.T
i seriously think our char clash~!! we are both so stubborn..so egoistic..so farking same!!! help!
ani1 gt soft char guy frenz to intro?
REQUIREMENTS:
->range from 21-23
->must complete NS
->must be flithy rich
->must gt a car
->must live near me
->must have no temper
SEE!! my requirements are so easy to fulfill..ani1 eligible can email me or msn me if interested alright? (=
if dere are no interested parties..mb i'll just stick back to panda.. LOL! afterall..ting asked me to accept his gd points instead of his flaws..
**Disclaimer:the above post is typed just for fun..the blogger still love panda the most.. *aww*..=p **

ranted @ 5:10 PM i slpt at 6++ ytd..i wasn't mugging.. i was talking craps wif leslie during the wee hrs.. i din noez he's so friendly at nite de..LOL.. serious..try talking to him at 9++pm and at 4++ am.. the difference is significant.. pls dun tel him..he'll chop me..
was disturbed by ron's call at 11.. ron's one of the agent in recruit agency aniwae.. she found me another job.. was supposed to work from mondae to fri from 9am to 6pm at tanjong pagar.. oh my gosh..im not thrilled at all.. was discouraged by fenz and i hate datz job.. bt by the tym i called ron..she told me she've handed in my resume..so its under forced circumstances i gotta go down for the interview.. >.<
nvtheless..fenz accompanied me.. :D
actualliez we planned to head town..bt i've gt this last mins interview..so being a nice bud~ she accompanied me!!! *broad smile*
the interview's urmz.. went on quite smoothly? hwever i told dem i cld onli work on wed onwards.. and after i left the office..they called and scold ron.. *guilty* they said they were interested in hiring me..bt i said i cld onli get to work on wed..so dey were still hesitating whether to employ me.. hmm.. shld i work? i heard its tough.. >.<
ah.. wadever.. wait for ron's call on mon before making further decisions.. haha..
aniwae.. we head to town by bus and by the tym we alighted behind taka...it was raining lyke shit urine..took another bus again and dis tym round we alighted just opp. far east.. was kinda drenched though.. =/*brrr* i almost freeze can..
went sakura and had our lunch and helped aiai get his stuff.. my main motive for going town's for aiai wor..he's gonna love me to death.. LOL.. =/
walked ard and realise far east's having lotsa sales nwadaes.. just when im broke.. *drats*
head over to TANGS and planned to go buy PC bras.. shun bian show fenz their fitting room...its realliez chio lyke heaven.. fenz agreed too.. muahahas.. peeps sumdaes must go oki..its on lvl 2.. (=
went over heerens too and fenz gt herself a HP pouch for her new 7610.. when can i get mine too.. *sulks* )=
afterdatz..fenz gotta go for work..so i went home alone.. T.T .. planned to go find aiai dey all..bt forget it...im tired too due to too little of slp last nite.. took a cab on my wae home.. im too shag.. wanted to slp bt.. we quarrelled.. i din manage to slp a wink..
i cried so badly till i can't even talk.. charlyn can't even figure wad i talking abt.. sigh.. since he choose to switch off the fone.. i switched off mine too..
he called my hse after a while though.. we did made up..i did receive his apology sms..bt..i dunno..the impact's still dere.. im still feeling sore.. i dun wish to explain ani further.. im just nt feeling gd..
saw some past s'pore idol's clips on some random webbies..the first few episodes of S'pore idols allow pple to text in deir SMS.. he texted in 2 for me too.. bt i din manage to saw.. ani1 still gt the recorded tape..msn me alright? (=
i had so much stuffs to write just nw..bt im currently suffering from writer's blk.. shall end here.. will update if i rmb..
shld i slp? my panda eyes are getting more and more obvious..
[[ i miss my panda.. ]]

ranted @ 1:07 PM leslie just set a challenge for me..to create a new acct in MS..shld i?

ranted @ 7:08 PM sumtyms i think i lyke to do stuffs datz'll makes me regret.. *pouts*
received a call from recruit express and dey told me dey got a job for me..as a HP promoter.. ( HP stands for handfones aniwae..nt the pc brand HP..) the pay's nt bad..bt i rejected.. >.<
nvm abt datz..an hr ltr..fenz called and asked me go out.. i rejected again.. keyword: broke..
am i being too fussy or wad? >.<
i can't believe i slpt till freaking 6pm just nw until panda called.. dis is nt gd..
i dunno if i wan the job seriously.. im supposed to go down for training tml and start work immediately on sat.. gosh..datz a lil too fast right?
im not prepared..

ranted @ 12:32 PM MY EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!! *dances ard* im gonna relax..haf fun and enjoy for dis freaking long holis..haha.. im so glad...so so so so relieved datz this period has finally E.N.D.E.D! (=
dis morn..i was Ms goody goody oki.. i accompanied my dearest buddy, an zai to sch and mug for our evening paper..went to join mr white and LS at the library and we started mugging from 2++ to 5++.. cool..~i lyke buddy grps.. ^^ dun assume we din study k.. in fact..we did.. hahaz.. bt minus awae the talking cock tym..and the eating tym..i think we realliez sat down and studied for lyke an hr.. :D *applause*
went T1A and sat for the paper..was too freaking cold..my hands practically went numb.. *brrr* and bcuz of the farking cold temp. i had mental block.. *duhz* i forgot wad i memo allite!! im so upset... i planned to score cuz my mid sem test onli got a 60++..nw i guess i'll onli barely passed my paper..>.<
im nt the worst case though..an zai & raymond more jialat.. *my condolences*
after the test..the whole lot of us crowd round and gossip..smth came out from wh's mouth.. was pretty affected by it.. its nt abt him aniwae..its abt his bro.. FRENZ! seriously i din noez guys are such gd "malign-ers"( is dere ani word for datz? LOL.. i feel so stupid creating my own language)..
wadever..since his bro frenz wanna brainwash all his frenz and come spread wadever shit..den so be it la huh.. i noez dey are still viewing my blog..bt..nvm..! gimme afew daes tym..*smirk*
if wad i just blog is true..den U SUCKS! i despise u..fancy calling urself still a guy? dun make me laff my ass off.. datz matter had past for 1 yr and i realliez dun wish to create a din over such stupid stuffs again.. i've my life..so pls go get a life for urself too!
nvm.. mb im over-reacting or wad..bt i just dun lyke wad wh sae.. i dun blame wh..bt im feeling darn uncomfortable.. grrr..
forget it.. let me cont. blogging..
was actualliez planning to go celebrate at holland V..bt apparently half of the klas were trying to save money..so..we went clementi kopi tiam and ate in the end.. -.-
i had small bowl noodles again..*slurps*
reached home ard 11 and heard from leslie TS game started launching..he tempted me into DL-ing can.. lol..its a'lil lyke MS..bt of cuz nt just lvl-ing up lahz..
let u all see some screen shots.. msn me if u wan the webby oki? im selfish.. (=


hw is it? hahas..i guess i better go try out datz game b4 rating again..
till den..

ranted @ 3:49 PM tml wld be my last paper at 6pm, and after dat paper..my yr1 life's gonna end.. tym flies.. 1 yr past by in just a blink..
wish me luck for tml's paper.. (=

[[ panda, my onli interest]]

ranted @ 2:16 PM KIDS ARE ANGELS? i beg to differ..
i guess im nt dose child lovers whu goes "awww..ain datz kid cute?" type..i dun lyke kids..datz a fact..dey just irritate the hell out of me.. mb its exceptional for cute kids lah..
im definitely nt dose whu hate children till de extent of abusing dem.. datz just so sickening.. can u imagine when u're being consistently blocked by grp of kids when u're at a shopping mall or smth? eewww.. or mb if its a sticky kid whu brush across u just when u tot nth's gonna go wrong 2dae..
i've been b4 in the above scenrios and i can tel u all that feeling sux.. u can't scold dem yet u gonna go against ur own bloody conscience and smile angelicly to dem.. look hw hypocrital can i get..*laughs*
and bcuz of dis..it made me changed my mentality..no kids after marriage.. yup yup.. im gonna stick to it for the tym being..sum1 pls just change my mindset..
i can sense disatisfaction nw..bt im nt condemning children.. serious..i've been a kid b4.. i saw adults frowning at me b4.. i was being too ignornant at datz tym.. if nt u'll see me screaming " frown simi frown.."LOL..jkz.. =)
oh god..im supposed to be in bed nw... where's my panda!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >.<

ranted @ 3:21 PM an zai's so lucky dese few daes..he get to talk to me for the past 2 nites.. LOL.. and he referred datz to being "hao ming".. *sniggers* i guess nth beats having a crappy buddy.. he sae he's treating me to the choco buffet at fullerton..ani1 wanna join us? the sad thing is just datz u gotta pay ur own drinks..LOL! look hw stingy he is.. *grumble* >.<
oh well..
was disturbed by dearest yun's morning call at 3++..went to recruit express wif her and went for an interview..hope i can get nicey jobs.. *pray hard*
afterdatz we walked to JE mrt and met up wif GP..she's gonna be working at westmall coffee bean soon..shld i join her..? shld i shld i?
bt the uniform's dull eh.. the salary's low eh.. the training tough eh.. i think i shld stop critising animore..wahahaz.. afterall she's my elder sis lehz..hw cld i lidat sae.. *slap self*
went back to JE entertainment and shopped for awhile..had KFC for dinner..long tym since i've ate datz..its reallie finger licking gd.. LOL.. =/
this is wad i took inside my life earlier on..

is the mirror concave or me getting on weight.. *cries*
sigh..
was chided by ting to slp early due to my overwhelming panda eyes.. dis is getting serious.. im going to bed right after dis entry..yup..dun stop me!
aniwae wanna go bungee jump wif me?? pretty pls..im desperately finding some1 to join me.. every1's scared..including my panda.. T.T wads so scary rite..i think its gonna be lyke space shot..wiu weet..its gonna be fun!!!!

ranted @ 1:36 PM was confercing wif eddy..ck and dora ytd nite till 3++.. figuring out the msn game, solitaire showdown.. definitely had a great laugh last nite.. nw im so addicted to datz game..ani1 wanna play wif me? haha..
talked wif an zai afterdatz till i fell aslp..he's such a gd buddy.. :D
woke up and watched zhen qing n NKF charity show.. was also studying at the same tym..hope i still rmb some stuffs.. =/
after datz went online and started playing solitaire showdown wif eddy for more den 2 hrs.. see hw addicted we gt.. >.<
am gonna ask beach partner to teach me the "username and PW" stuff to put at my blog..so datz whenever ani1 wanna views my blog..u gotta go thr datz "username and PW" procedure.. *smiles*
i noez its kinda tedious..bt..dis is to ensure dere wld be no flamers..even if dere is..i'll noez whu it is.. hahaha..cuz i'll be gifing out the username and pw to my dearest frenz.. hahahas.. nt lyke i wan ani1 to read my blog aniwae..bt even if i wan..i presume onli my frenz are entittled to noez wads revolving ard my small lil world..seriously i can't wait for him to teach me..hahaha..by datz tym i wld be able to blog wadever shit i wan..*evil laughter*
so to all the flamers or whuever out dere.. its tym for u all to stop viewing my blog.. =)
[[gonna go get a job by hook or by crook dis holis]]

ranted @ 5:14 PM tralalala..im in a farking gd mood 2dae..so im gonna blog.. :D
i barely slpt a wink last nite..was tossing and turning for the whole nite..imagine hw terrible it is to have insomnia.. even called dar during the wee hrs and disturb him.. i felt so guilty to wake him up.. so i resorted to counting sheeps.. i guess datz helps.. i manage to slpt for 2 hrs..afterdatz..im awake again.. -.-
nua in my comfy bed until 3++ and den dar called..ask me peiz him to return books..he came all the wae down to Jurong and we went JE's one and onli comics shop..spent quite a long tym in there though..
see the amt of books he borrowed.. LOL.. 2 full plastic bags can!!

i even gotta help him carry some..>.< he's such a comic freak..

ta-dah! candid shot..
thereafter...we walked back entertainment and went to lao sai 2gether...=p
yup...den we took bus and travel ard singapore..damn..we took bus51 and sat for more den 2 solid hrs..i can tel u by the tym we alight..my butt has gone numb~ LOL!

some pics we took in the bus..nicey yahz? ^^
after touring the whole S'pore 2dae..i can hereby conclude that we nv quarrel 2dae.. * pop poppers* =))))
i shall nw every1 a biggggggg smooch.....
*muahhhhhhhhhhhh*

[[ i enjoy all the lovey dopey moments wif ya.. :D ]]

ranted @ 6:01 PM wahahahas..i've a fun tym letting aiai and beach partner see the bitch fotos.. i simply lovveee deir comments cuz datz wad i wld lyke to hear.. =)

[[ evil's my middle name]]

ranted @ 4:58 PM 回家的路总是很远
话少得很可怜
一个人的晚餐
都是孤单的滋味
看见身边重复上演
属于我们的画面
选择逃避的眼
怎么还是会流泪
爱着你的每一天
你就是我的世界
那时候还以为
我就爱这一遍
没有你的每一天
快乐离我好遥远
心已随你走了
还能用什么感觉

我舍不得睁开眼睛
害怕身边没有你
也许在梦境里
是我们最近的距离
想念你温热的手心
冷风里把我握紧
当冬天又来临
这温度该怎么延续

谢谢你曾经爱过我
给我最美的经过
但生命最爱被剥夺
未来的路该怎么走

another song lyrics by xu jie er..mei you ni de mei yi tian.. the purple highlighted are full of meanings.. pretty nice song..the lyrics sound so real..tskz..
realise i've been posting song lyrics quite recently eh..i dunno wad to sae..i guess song lyrics depict my feelings the best bahz..=/
so much so for wanting to study for BS..i merely touched 2 chaps.. >.<

ranted @ 3:26 PM 直到現在我才發現
愛你有多深
不管哪裡都有我和你的回憶
一切早已無所謂
所有痛過的痕跡
我想念你想念過去
沒有人能把你代替
再重來甜和苦
我願共度baby say the I love you
原來我還love you so much
沒有了你就沒有我
YEA love you so much
比愛自己還要多
YEA love you so much
想要給你幸福 重愛一次with you
懂不懂懂不懂我的心
懂不懂懂不懂我的心

只想和你在一起
生命才有意義
也許是風也許是雨
我不逃避愛的命運
妳就是我的過去
不管未來到哪裡
一直是妳永遠是妳
我們要讓愛再繼續
我的心不會再改變
妳給我快樂再也沒有誰

原來我還love you so much
不再壓抑真實的我
YEA love you so much
走過時空的交錯
YEA love you so much
不再讓妳孤獨
重愛一次with you
懂不懂懂不懂我的心
懂不懂懂不懂我的心

alex to's yuan lai wo love u so much.. the lyrics are meaningful..>.<

gonna shut myself from the world temporary..
i dunno if i wanna shut down this bloggie..sigh..
gone..at least for nw..

ranted @ 2:20 PM i found out smth..smth which wasn't meant to let me found out.. wad a dumb ass i am..

ranted @ 5:25 PM done for gd...

ranted @ 4:03 PM im so bored..just came back though.. the night's still young..wonder y am i back so early.. *yawwwnnnz* =((((((((

ranted @ 3:06 PM ytd was abt doze off when an zai called.. peiz him talk for 2 hrs plus can!! by the tym he hanged up..it was 3++.. >.< its nt a big thing datz he called aniwae.. he alwaes called..bt its smth big when he spent the 2++ hrs nagging at me.. scolding me.. is he my frenz or wad? -.-
wadever..realise im kinda no life dese few daes..i dunno hw i spent my tym at home..sigh..i din even step out..partly bcuz i gotta be thrify..i've been spending wae too much last wk..its tym to rest..too much therapy is nt gd for my acct..LOL.. i've gotta find a job soon! i noe i've been repeating dis for dozen tyms..bt.. i dun wanna find a job just bcuz its holis nw.. i wanna find a sort of permanent job so datz i can still work when im in yr 2.. its just so tough finding jobs nwadaes.. so mani pple are finding jobs too..when will it be my turn.. lol.. =/
told myself i gotta start revising for BS from 2dae..bt up till nw..im still nt fulfilling it.. dis is bad.. i dun wanna flung my final test..bt the test is still so long awae from nw.. i've slacked nt enuff.. >.<
aniwae..me and him are alright nw..i guess we both noez wads best for dis r/s.. =)

[[ ai ni yi wan nian.. ]]

ranted @ 11:36 AM i guess everything's back to normal after daes of unhappiness..=)

ranted @ 1:29 PM salt and pepper's r/s do makes people envious..i guess all r/s shld be lidat yahz? pure yet simple..
sumtyms i reallie envy r/s datz seldom quarrels.. i guess in order to maintain a healthy r/s..both parties shld quarrel as little as possible rite? i dunno.. i wanted a quarrel-less r/s too.. bt.. the longest i can survive w/o quarrelling is just a maximum of 6 daes.. 6 freaking daes onli..yup.. i rmb tellin aiai b4.. im a weirdo..i can't stand not quarrelling..sigh..wads wrong? sumtyms its just lyke im finding things to quarrel.. dis seriously sux..
no wonder so much things are suffocating on dis r/s nowadaes.. its not a gd thing.. i shalln't elaborate much..unhappiness shld be thrown awae to the bin..wad for blog down and keep as part of the memory.. >.<
im so grateful my peeps noez me the best.. the least one shld have are frenz..and im so glad dey are alwaes ard my side..=) thx for understanding me...
follow ur hart..
i dunno wad i wan.. sigh..
so much things to blog down..mixed emotions..as much as i wanna blog wad's going on recently..i just cldn't do it.. dis is cyber space..so mani unknowns are reading dis particular webby everydae.. feels so shitty..>.<

ranted @ 6:59 PM slpt at 1++..woke up at 5++..still feeling tired.. >..<
thereafter..i spent the whole nite shifting my fotos..
http://lingzlicious.multiply.com
for fotos viewing onli.. i wun blog dere..my one and onli bloggie is here.. =)
darn! my hse's infested wif mosquitos..my legs are full of bites.. itches lyke hell!! not gonna slp 2nite le..gotta go clean grave tml at 5am..*yawnz* ani1 wanna ton wif me?? ^^

[[ yuan lai wo still love u.. ]]

ranted @ 4:23 PM

Saturday, April 02, 2005

wasn't gonna blog initially..bt.. he liften up my mood again..so here i goes..wif 2dae's entry..
HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAE!!! *dances ard*
tskz.. had a presentation 2dae.. was still wondering if the presentation ish an april fool joke.. lol! luckily i went school..otherwise i guess i gotta be an OOPZ student le..hahas.. reached school as early as 8++..went to school and prepare for our ppt slides..den to all our dismay..SL nv saved the "done alreadie" ppt.. so ended up..we've to use old ppt slides.. its alright SL..we nv blame ya.. =)
did some last min touch up to the ppt and off we went to the LT(lecture theatre) and listened to the whole klas presentation.. we were the 3rd grp aniwae.. i was the second speaker and b4 i start presenting..i cld alreadie heard the timz..khai and hatta shouting my name... -.-"..
as usual..i screwed up my final presentation.. i rmb saying one sentence datz goes " gifing condolences to the deceased" and soon.. the whole klas cracks up by my line.. >.< it was merely just a slip of tongue!! dey din even gimme ani tym to explain and dere dey went..laughing hysterically.. i cldn't cont. my presentation.. i tried to "ren"..bt still burst into laughters wif dem.. have u all seen ani speaker laughing while presenting? sigh.. told u all i've screwed up everything.. *sniffs*
wadever it is..i just pray hard i cld get an overall B..!! *ah-me-tuo-fo*
went far east wif diana after sch..
we finally cut our hair after centuries!!! man.. dun go supercut animore..all deir staffs are gum pua farking attitude-ers! >.<"..
i got back my old hairstyle again..diana changed her hairstyle too.. lyke my latest haircut pretty much..at least dey helped me to got rid of all my dried and crispy hair.. oh yeah..i cut a'lil shorter too..=)

her hairstyle not bad yahz?

look at my hair..dun look at dark circles!! >.<
as seen from the backgrd..we went LJS again..yup yup..LJS for cont. dunno hw mani daes le.. lol..though im an LJS freak..bt needa resort to dis mahz? hahahas.. ltr i got the fish face den chumz.. =/
tried to refrain myself from shopping.. bt i still got myself a pink cardigan and a pair of earrings in the end.. drats! my acct's completely dry nw..gotta go fenz hse and eat her grass alreadie..! >.<
oh yeahz..did i just mention i can't dye my hair alreadie? sigh.. every hairstylist is lyke telling me to S.T.O.P dying hair for the moment..im just lyke torturing my poor hair.. >.< so i guess..new sem=no new hair color le.. *cries*

[[ we're both gonna get personalised couple rings once we've got the money.. wee~ i need a job!!!! =Xx ]]

ranted @ 5:19 PM

Friday, April 01, 2005

he just sae he hate me..
sigh..
can't help it if my exams ended alreadie right?
LOL..
he's jealous im declaring holis nw!
i just knew it..

ranted @ 4:28 PM

had a nicey goody chat wif my nicey goody buddy...*drum rolls*....................xiao an zai!!!!! lol!
i miss him can! nowadaes lyke MIA..bt ytd got gd chat..miss his lameness..wahahaz.. =/
everynite had nicey chat wif aiai..wonder wad life wld be w/o his listening ears..tskz.. ^^ love sharing secrets wif each other.. =D even down to his personal letters..awww... *honoured*
just had a nicey nicey nicey chat wif mingz..long tym since we last chat.. he sae i grew up alreadie..hahaz.. *nods* indeed! at least i noez hw to handle things properly nw.. hahaz..

i love my peeps can!!

ranted @ 3:16 PM

law's pretty easy 2dae..it is..until when i stepped out of the exam rm and an zai demoralise me..! >.< hope i cld get at least a B and above!! *prays*
wanted to get the permer from JP..so psycho SL and yunz to boon lay.. =) yunz agreed so fast cuz her si-lei-men's dere..if not u think she will agree so steadily mehz? LOL.. =/
cldn't found ani permer and den i was being served by a full of attitude shit salesgal! she's attitude..bt im more attitudeer.. hahaz.. she told me datz permer's out of stock.. so the disappointed me stepped out disappointing.. LOL!
went ERO and sat at the sofa watching Jay Chou's concert..think we too super noisy alreadie..the staffs immediately switch off the tv..hahaz..bt in order not to let oneself be embarrassed..we cont. sitting dere thick skinly.. =p
so after sometym..we finally willing to get up and went wallet shop..saw yun's BF.. god! all of us were so shocked..LOL.. bt no choice..JP's a small place afterall.. =Xx wanted to go up 3rd lvl and take neoprints..bt SL wanted to go back alreadie..so onli left me and yunz..went up and saw the business wind up alreadie.. drats! i tot neoprints shop are supposed to be prospering? wadever..
i've got my dolly shoes at ba pin aniwae.. pinky in color.. i lyke eh!! =D
went down MOS and met si-lei-men and his gang of frenz..apparently..dey were trying to intro me deir frenz.. dey sae got car..got money and got looks.. hahaz..
so i accompany dem to wait for him.. when he finally arrived..i shalln't comment anithing..bt he's friendly lahz.. hahaz..=/
everything nw is currently in a mess..sigh..

ranted @ 2:53 PM