Monday, January 31, 2005
HAPPY HALF YR ANNI!! =)
din stepped out 2dae..i just spent de tym to mug mug mug.. >.< im hating it can!! everydae bury my face in de books..so irritating de.. esp when nth gets in.. even till nw..nth gets it..*boo* suan le lahz.. so pek chek!
was watching zhen qing just nw when i suddenly get darn moody.. mb is cuz of de scenerio when xianghai almost died..! i was so affected by datz scene k!! >.<
almost screamed at dar when we talking on fone.. *i feel so bad..* den afterdatz went to haf my dinner and my mood finally returns.. tskz.. guess im too hungry.. datz y..........
afterall.. a hungry huiling is an angry huiling mahz.. waahahahz... =p
tried to cont. mugging after dinner..bt nth seems to get in.. jialat siaz.. nw i dun feel lyke studying animore.. bt see everyone nt online.. sure busy mugging.. =(
[[ 1 down.. 3 more to go..]]
ranted @ 2:42 PM
Sunday, January 30, 2005
mugged for de whole afternoon just nw..watched zhen qing and went to meet deariez to celebrate our half yr anni since we aren't free tml.. hee.. met him at our usual hangout and we went to take photos to mark de date... nicey wor..bt he took awae de nice pic.. gave me de pic which i looked so horrible in.. kns~ see when den i upload.. tskz..^^
planned to watch movie de..bt im so late till deres no more tym slot left..hahaz.. so ended up pei him go arcade..
i lurve datz seriousness in him..muahaha~ ^^
after datz...we went to walk ard and i complained im hungry again..so we went to haf mac since all de shops alreadie closed.. boo! and he did smth which i dunno shld i laff anot.. tskz.. make me so speechless... after eating...went to smoke again..
took some photos while slacking..
my baby boy so cute yah? hurhur.. =p
nw come home le..haf to start mugging again..*boo!*
prob wun be celebrating v day wif dar cuz of de stupid MST!! >.< he promised to make up for belated de v dae celebration.. bt i guess...it wun feel de same animore.. =/
ranted @ 5:58 PM
Saturday, January 29, 2005
i dunno wad i wan..everyone's changing..for de worst.. read fen's bloggie.. she actuallie managed to blog down all dose feelings which i just cldn't explain... wanted to paste here..bt i fig it might be somehw pte..so... yup...
everything just ain going right...im so fark up wif everything..CNY's coming..hafen even buy ani clothes..was simply in my mugging days dese few daes till prob even fri..sigh.. everydae is just a daily routine.. im so sick of it.. >.<
i dunno wad to sae animore..i'm hafing a fark up life nw..hopefully things wld get better soon..
[[ i've changed too..prob for de worst.. i haf to protect myself.. ]]
ranted @ 4:37 PM im back from de sudden disappearance..muahahaz.. was pretty busy mugging dese few daes u see.. tskz..^^ lotsa things happen within dese few daes..be it sad or happy..so im gonna blog down all dose datz i can still rmb de...=)
TUESDAE [25.01.05]
actualliez planning to do CADD wif de gang at 8am...bt...haha.. i overslpt and ended up deciding nt to go... =/ slpt till 11+ and finally woke up to bathe and go for my afternoon lessons.. =p saw yh again in de train..he was late for his lessons too..lol..! actualliez an zai sae 2dae go JB de..bt.. i dun wan..cuz no tym for revision le..hee..so ended up he went wif his frenz.. *grrr* heard from dar datz individual called again.. bt he sae less den 5 mins jiu hang up le.. so i oso nth to KB him abt.. =p
after lessons..we went FC3 to eat..
after eating..little doggie and i went to do our hair again...tskz... bopianz..de "outcome" wasn't so successful.. >.< pei little doggie for awhile and went off after her bf come take over.. lmao! slpt quite late datz dae.. boo..~ at night gave deariez attitude again..i dunno wad happen.. mb mood swings bahz.. and i din even bother apologising..sigh..=/
WEDNESDAY [26.01.05]
went to school for revision..and stayed back in school to study wif kat..diana and SL.. nth much happened.. tskz..din slpt for de whole nite waiting for dar to call.. >.<
THURSDAY [27.01.05]
barely slpt de night b4.. was smsing wif an zai and dammit!! he actualli did smth which i nv tot of.. lol..kns..make me waste my sms.. *grrr* called dar at 7++ and went for my 8am GEMS lessons..i was late as usual and got back my portfolio.. no school 2dae cuz actuallie is our study day.. bt i still went to meet little doggie..carin..SL and an zai to do CADD.. diana and kat joined us shortly.. haf breakfast at mac and coop in de library till 5++!!! omfg..~i almost froze..tskz.. reached home and slpt till 1am b4 dar called.. we finally make up..talk for awhile and i went back to slp again.. darn tired..!! >.<
FRIDAY [28.01.05]
2dae had our first CADD test.. lol.. din finish lahz..bt guess shld be able to pass.. *cross fingers* nw just come back and im here blogging awae..haha.. im gonna hit de books soon... *pull hair*
[[i hate liars..seems lyke u forgot wad u promised..]]
ranted @ 6:07 AM
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
was in a rush dis morn..waited for little doggie and went T21 for our OC again..hurhur.. freaking cold.. teacher kept making fun of me..knn.. >.<
klas ended late and planned to find GEMS lecturer..bt she not ard..or mb i go wrong staffrm..tsk!^^ saw talentym performance at lvl 1 and went to beow.. saw lotsa chio bus siaz.. too bad an zai nv come..if nt he zhun drool dao siaoz..=p after datz..went FC6 for lunch..ate fish slice bee hoon..too milky le..eekz~!hai shi FC 1 rox.. lol.. =/ actuallie eating lunch wif dar de..bt datz lazy pig cant even wake up in tym for skool..so end up nv see him.. kns... >.<
reach home at ard 4++.. slack awhile and bathe..yh sms me to go haf dinner at JP..walked one big round..ended up hafing LJS.. -.- lol..! talk cock awhile and went home watch show.. dar called during my show..but nv picked up..called back after watching and realise he at HM.. boo! though its my fault for nt picking up..bt i still throw tantrum at him.. sigh..=( guess its PMS bahz..
when he reached home and called me..i was still gifing him attitude.. >.< *i noez i veri bad..bt..... * sigh..i felt lyke a kid manz.. nb! den realise V-day datz wk he's starting his exams.. omg!!!! *prayz hard deary wun haf ani papers on 15th...must come true.. must come true!!* tskz...
ask deary abt de past few r/s he had and asked him some stuffs.. glad to hear some "assurance" and stuffs from him.. =p tml going skool at 8am to do CADD..freaking early.. tml haf to hand in ECT tutorial and i hafen even do..boo!!! dunno wad tym can slp le.. >.<
ranted @ 4:13 PM
Monday, January 24, 2005
slpt quite late ytd..alreadie forgot wad i sms ytd nite to yh le..LOL..!!!dreamt an zai called me at 5++..woke up and chk hp..HE REALLIE CALLED!! haha... ask me go JB on tues to gum lan.. hurhur..^^ dere got cheap clothes..cheap food..cheap drinks..cheap services..cheap ciggies.. everything oso cheap..no wonder an zai sae dere suits me..nabei!!! >.<"..
woke up pretty early 2dae....was mugging for awhile when zhen qing starts..tskz...^^ den dora called at 5++..ask me go play mahjong... =/! was initially rather reluctant cuz of de far journey..but dey sae dey sponsering muh cab fare..so...hiak hiak...! i got changed within 5 mins and chiong down to wait for cab le.. *oopz* =p
played till 10++ and dammit!!!! i lost 15 buckz.. >.< 2dae's just nt my dae..hahaz.. took cabbie wif fen and CK to westmall and we went to withdraw $$ and bought food to eat..den we waited at de taxi stand for half an hr can!!!!! dere wasn't ani Q..yet we needa wait so long..!! *angry* keep telling myself to study when i reach home..but..im blogging now.. *shrugs* dere's alwaes a tml..hahahaahahahahaz... =p
ranted @ 4:04 PM
Sunday, January 23, 2005
hate pple putting words into my mouth..!!!REALLIE REALLIE REALLIE REALLIE REALLIE REALLIE hate it! >.<
din went for mahjong session aniwae..papers are coming..mugging period haf to start..lol.. =/ lyke i sae..i TRIED MY VERI BEST to study for ECT liao..but.......... i onli managed to study 1 page..sigh...3 hrs for onli 1 page..dammit!!! i've just no motivation..i'm alreadie into CNY mood.. tsk tsk..^^
watch zhen qing..gt dressed and went over to dar's place.. waited for him to get dressed cuz surprise visit mahz..ahahaha!*im such a gd gf..=/ travel from jurong to hougang just to surprise him..zZz*pei him walk to interchange to buy ciggie and he bought drink for me...so we sit down.. talk cock and take fotos..hee..=p
was actuallie chatting wif him happily de...until he told me an individual sms him.. heard datz individual told dar i dun wan dem to contact animore..tmd..i din even sae lo..nabei..realliez hate hate
he looked so cute RIGHT?! hurhur..u all must agree wif me!!!!
wad a blur face he got..he even ask me to take de fone a'lil further awae cuz he wanna see if his hair's messy..duh.. -.-
tskz..after smoking hell lotsa ciggies..we went to walk ard de neighbourhood n den went hougang mall...stupid dar kept making my hair and kept squeezing my head wif his elbows to his stomach..so i oso kept pinching his butts..wahaha...!!! boo~! went "dere" again and left awhile ltr..dar kept de ka-jiaoing me when we were waiting for his frenz..tskz..! den i whined to him sayig im hungry and we went to da bao mac and walked to de MRT station..
on our wae dere..dar kept feeding me wif fries..hee.. *gan dong* now den me and dar allite liaoz..our r/s oso seems to be stronger too..im lurving it..=p
ranted @ 5:40 PM ytd was a PH!! haha.. went to rebond muh hair early in de morn wif yun...end up... we shalln't mention de outcome.. sigh..its too disappointing...=( shalln't go dere animore..nabei! even gimme voucher oso no use le..limbu's not gonna patronize dere animore! kns..grrr..
so wif datz kind of hair of mine..i went to for my sec skool gathering...*shriekz* and yes.. of cuz pple start asking..*wails* i destroyed my own hair..sigh..but aniwae..a whole gang of us went suntec to haf steamboat 2gether..cool~ tsk.. bt of cuz..we've such a big grp..dere aren't even available seats for us...so...de knn stuffs let us sit outside..lol...
see..? i dun even noez where i am at datz pt of tym..mb i go take food liao..LOL! >.<
but aniwae.. we sat for 4 straight hrs dere eating and munching..and playing and talking cocks.. lol.. i feel so fat..! sigh...and eric even ate til his stomach pain..tskz..
tsk..oki la..actualli i dunno is it real stomach ache..but i saw dis pic quite cute..so decided to post it.. wahahahz..^^
datz yicong and my partner..duh...he's such a dork man..dunno stick out tongue for wad.. hahah.. =/
after dinner..its photo taking tym le..!!!hee.. took hell lotsa fotos and im lurving it..~~ woohoo!^^
me act show cleavage..wahahaz..*at least i got* =/
OH NO!!i look fat in dis pic!!!!!ate too much le lahz..bloody hell~
nicey yah? hurhur..=p
act shock again...tsk!
see! de 4 cool dudettes..lalalal..
Jas..me..miko and QE...=)
xin and me...sweet sweet nehz..tskz..!!
de e-gals!!
de e guys!~
hahahaz..after dinner..ms tan went home first and de whole lot of us bought beer and went esplanade to talk cock..sing song..and take fotos..!! tskz... den afterdat...eric dey all keep psycho me to go play mahjong..but i nv go..so dey ended up went clementi to play lan..-.- took 97 from suntec to clementi and we took cabbie home..hee...reached home and was abit giddy..datz y waited till 2dae den blog..=p
tym chk now is 2++.. i woke up so early to study de..but ended up blogging..*shrugs* suan le.. dar ask me wait for his call ltr to see going where..but think i'm gonan gif him a surprise visit bahz..rite after mugging..=/ at nite going dora hse for mahjong again..HAHAHAHAAZ...i realliez feel lyke a tai tai le..*oopz*=/
ranted @ 6:13 AM
Friday, January 21, 2005
im finally free to update my bloggie alreadie..ahaha..was lyke so so so farking busy dese few daes wif all de projects...i seriously need a brk manz..! =/ dere are still somemore projects to be due next wk..fark!!
TUESDAY [18.01.04]
din went for morn lessons cuz i dun feel lyke.. went for IDEAS and BS practical.. after school.. we went FC3 and have our usual again..lmao! i noez u all noez wads datz..so i better dun repeat.. =/ after our "so called" dinner..we went to do our CADD.. but i din realliez noez hw to do... so ended up nt doing much and use de library scanner to scan my stuffs..haha.. made a fool out of myself in de toilet and made datz darn kathy laff till her mouth cannot close.. so zzZz.. =Xx
we stayed in de library till 8++ and went JP to meet diana..actuallie plan to meet her at 8pm de..but we dragged till almost 9pm..and diana was so angry wif us..dis is my first tym see her so fierce lo..lol.. den of cuz we apologise and went to buy levis jeans as bdae prezzie for our dearest an zai..haha.. reached home ard 10+ and was shagged..tskz..as usual datz irritating an zai msn me tel me his bdae coming soon..>.<
WEDNESDAY[19.01.04]
HAPPY 18TH BDAE XIAO AN ZAI!!!was made to send a bdae msg to him..so bopianz..needa waste 5cents to tel him dun be so childish animore..=Xx aniwae..met kat and an zai at 830 dis morn to do CADD!!!!! went for law lesson at 9 to get our attendance and den sneak out from de back door to haf our breakfast at FC3..tskz..cool!!!=p after brkfast..shilin came to meet us and we went library to carry on with our CADD..but i forget to bring my admin card.. so went back klas to take..shun bian draw a levis jeans for an zai since he keep saying he wan a real levis jeans...so...................................
below is wad i drew for him..
cool yah?pass to him at de library and he was sooooooooooo farking touched.. lol..still sae wanna frame up wor..dunno noez anot..=/ after doing a'lil of our CADD..we went back klas and haf our second lessons..and datz stupid an zai was intending to pon tan..so we bopianz haf to gif him de prezzie quite early..oh well..he was darn touched to receive datz gift too..hurhur..face was so red..lyke apple lidat...=p
can see his blushing face?wahahaz..!LMAO!
act lyke de mask! -.-
den 2dae deariez went for his NS medical chk up and we kinda had a quarrel early in de morn..sigh..i noez all our quarrels are mainly cuz of my stubborness..dar pointed out to me too.. i tried to be less stubborn le..but i guess im too egoistic le bahz.. =( everything's fine wif us again at nite..spent de night talking to an zai..an zai told me lotsa things which made me realise im not de one one who's going thru all dese nw..dere are still others who seems to be worse off den me..*i felt so lucky* =/
THURSDAY [20.01.04]
woke up at 4++ 2dae..bloody early!! had a sibei bad menses cramp dis morn at 4++..and woke up to bathe..can't even stand straight when bathing..sibei tortourous..lol..so decided not to go skool again..=/ i pon tan my GEMS for dunno hw mani farking tyms alreadie...sianz..woke up at 11++ dis morn and decided to go skool a'lil earlier since i onli planned to go for my make-up lessons at 3..hahaz.. went for BS lessons and saw de malays bought a sex toy for an zai as belated bdae prezzie..haha...darn cute!! >.<
after lessons..went for de make-up lessons and fark..!another presentation..twice dis week alreadie.. im not lurving it..=( cuz of dis make up lessons..me and dar had to change our meet up to saturdae le..sigh..
had bad bad bad menses cramp thruout de dae..i hate datz feeling! pei carin go JP just nw..had LJS again..wahahaz...went wallet shop and saw a darn nicey wallet...tot of getting a pink wan..but black looks sophiscated yah!! tskz...somedaes gonna psycho dar buy liaoz..=/
I MISS MY DEARY! =(
ranted @ 5:00 PM
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
its tiring to put on a tough front..>.<
ranted @ 4:14 PM
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
talked to one of my frenz and found out he just brk up wif her gf ytd..sigh..its seems that r/s are reallie just so vulnerable.. =( take lotsa care..~
went for my OC lecture at business block dis morn and had a grp presentation.. >.< .. almost can't make it..teacher even comment sae i look fierce..boo! mb i am.. hurhur.. =p
went for lunch at FC3 and ate our mee sua again..muahahaz.. de gals are so addicted to it.. =/ saw ming and few other frenz loitering ard dere too.. tskz.. after lunch..walked all de wae back to T3 for lessons..bloody far..knn.. during lessons..i sneaked out to meet deariez.. hee hee.. met him at t10 and we hugged so tightly just outside de director's office..>.< chatted wif him for awhile and he had to go for lessons cuz alreadie quite late..so i sneak back into klas again.. tskz.. teacher even smiled at me..lol!
After lessons..de few of us stayed back and played games wif the teacher.. u guys shld prob noez de few lines.."my aunt betty..she died last nite..did she die?" wahahahaz...! im so sick of dis line nw..had been hearing almost every1 repeating it since last wk.. *headache* haha..
after datz.. we went to the library and watched StuartLittle2.. omfg..de mouse so cute.. >.<"..oh no..just realised an zai's bdae coming....fark! dunno when can meet dar again le..im just so tied up nowadaes.. =X
ranted @ 5:06 PM
Monday, January 17, 2005
it feels great when someone i barely knws are so concerned abt me..thx guys! =) things are slowly picking up between us alreadie.. he miss me..and i miss him too.. =p
oh well... back to mugging nw.. ive to hit the bks soon.... sianz ah!!!!
ranted @ 2:54 PM
Sunday, January 16, 2005
i know my aiai still love me the most de..=/ he even backstab yun to tel me he kanna force to do smth he dun reallie wanna do.. so yun.. dun come in between us.. >.< wahahahaz!
i know u jealous..all gals will de..i noez u see my aiai call me qing ai de..so u oso force him to call u datz..datz perfectly understandable de wor..but no more next tym k? once will do.. i'll forgif u dis tym..=)
im such an angel yah? i knw i knw.. i'll still love u though u keep snatching my aiai awae from me.. sigh.. wad to do..u're my frenz afterall.. k la..let u see a foto of me and aiai.. dun jealous k.. and dun ever try koping dis foto..i knw u will aniwae..just tel me and i'll send to u..tskz...=p
lalalaalala..ciao!
ranted @ 3:44 PM i shld have known earlier..>.<
ranted @ 1:48 PM
Saturday, January 15, 2005
Just nw realised smth from an individual bloggie.. was darn devastated and wailz lyke no body business..ming consoled me by flooding my screen..but to no avail..when dar finally gimme his assurance.. i finally felt much better..hurhur..
Was summhow quite affected by wad i found out..not that i dun trust deariez.. is just that i've no faith in myself.. >.< size="4">TRY nt to brood over de past animore lo.. =)
din went school ytd cuz.....................................
lost 2 CCA pts.. nvm..shall earn dem back someday.. char jio me out in de late afternoon and we went to eat our usual again..tskz..^^ ate for 2 hrs plus and den de guys came over and find us to buy QE's prezzie..but me and pigay sharing..so i just tag along to gif dem opinionz..hiakz.. eventually dey bought a.................... for her.. HAPPY 18TH BDAE QE..! =)
after datz..we went to WL hse and slack whereas char haf to go teach tuition..so she din went along..crazy tym we spent dere indeed and reached home ard midnite..took de last bus home.. duh.. =/ went MSN and my orientation camp GL come talked to me for de first tym.. hahaz.. [[ Jas.. Xt.. u all shld noez whu he is...*winkz*]] talked till quite late and almost feel lyke skipping skool again for 2dae..=p
went skool for muh 8am lessons and boo~ realized exams reallie just round de corner nia.. *sweat* everyone seems to be prepared liaoz..even dar start studying le..except for me..=/ i dun even understand de content let alone to study for it..sianz..! >.<" stayed in skool for PROJECTS again and found out next thurs i got individual presentation..fark it man!!!
dar's sick once again~ boo!
ranted @ 2:03 PM
Friday, January 14, 2005
im torn into pieces...
ranted @ 6:12 AM
Thursday, January 13, 2005
saw dis from friendster and its so farking true..tot shld post here to share wif u guys~ =)
a gal cried in front of guy means??
Message: If a gal cries in front of u,it means dat she couldnt takeit anymore.If u take her hand,she would stay with u 4 de rest of ur life;If u let her go, she couldnt go back 2 beingherself anymor.
A gal wont cry easily,xcept in front of de person who she love demost,she becomes weak.
A gal wont cry easily,only wen she love u de most,she put down her ego.
Guys, if a gal cries bcoz of u,please hold her hands firmly,she's the one who would stay with u 4 de restof ur life.
Guys, if a gal cries bcoz of u,please dont give her up,maybe bcoz of ur decision,u ruin her life.
When she cry rite infrnt of u,When she cry bcoz of u,Look into her eyes,Can u see n feel de pain n hurt she's feelin?Think.Which other girl have cried wif pure sincerity,Infront of u,And bcoz of u?
She cry not because she is weak,She cry not bcoz she wan sympathy or pity,She cry,Because cryin silently is no longer possible,De pain,hurt,n agony hav bcome 2 big a burden 2 b kept inside.
Guys,Think about it,If a gal cry her heart out 2 u,And all because of u,Its time 2 look back on wat u hav done,Only u will know de answer 2 it.
Do consider it,Coz one day,It may b 2 late 4 regrets,It may b 2 late 2 say "im sorry".
To my friends...Ponder this message seriously.Dont do dis to a gal,You may regret 4 de rest of ur life.Maybe in ur life,she's the onli one dat love u de most.Remember dis lesson.
awww...=)
ranted @ 3:57 PM all THX to an zai ytd for "jioing" me to go play MS during de wee hrs..darn..was so lethagic in de morn..yet still went for lecture cuz of my attendance.. *tired* forget to bring my notes for ECT lecture 2dae and i had to share it wif an zai..as usual hear lotsa cock from him..hahahahaz... and den smth FUNNI happen..an zai ask me look at leonard..we saw him slping and we burst into laughters.. hahahaaz.. not laff cuz he slp in klas..is cuz of de wae he slp..
muahahahaz..he's machiam praying to wadever god..darn funni..make me laff so loud..and i admit my laughter veri loud..=/ everyone was looking at me as though im a dork.. duh~
after lunch..i pulled de gals to co-op to buy choco..cuz im hafing datz craving since last nite..tskz tskz..^^ wanna buy alot de..but realised cannot exceed my budget..-.- so i put all back and onli take one.. *so pathetic* lol..
after lessons got a fire drill practice..and i think datz jessie tan wanna bluff us dere so sae got mark attendance..but whu noez..DUN HAF LO! tskz...suan le..i wun blame her..cuz bcuz of dis fire drill..i get to see de lengardary ZHONG YI..wahahaz..since all de gals all sae he darn shuaiz and cute..ive been hoping to catch a glimpse of him le...and....I REALLIEZ get to see him 2dae.. *droolz* is damn damn damn damn damn damn shuaiz~
hahaha..aniwae after datz..yun peiz me go JP and we went to eat LJS..and den stay at esprite to try clothes..saw lotsa nicey de..but too broke..shld be going over dere to buy a couple of pieces b4 new yr..=p
nicey? i love dis top..but can't ask me to wear to skool yahz? too.....unsuitable..>.<
i love dis lacey spag top!!!! its so seeexxxyyy...wahahaha...=p
me and yun tried de same lacey spag top...nicey yahz? lmao..!
yun loved dis top..but i dun quite lyke it..too thick and furry? hahahaz.. different pple different opinons..=)
met up wif pigay to buy QE prezzie at ard 7++..its been ages since i met dem..miss dem alot!!! >.<.. i miss muh other cliques of frenz too..~wld find tym to catch up wif u guys soon! hee..
ranted @ 2:34 PM
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
i love dis song..~dar love it too..haha..
ranted @ 3:57 PM tskz..nowadaes are just so busy wif projects till i dun even haf tym to blog..boo..just finish one project and de other comes by..so tired of it...*yawnz*.. =(
aniwae..ytd.. went to school and finally get to see my OC teacher for de first tym..tskz.. went for FC4 for lunch wif a big grp of gals..and all of us squeeze in a small table..lol..cute~ so me and gp bcum de "presidents"..hahahaz..oh well..ate de same thing and saw alex and frenz dere.. told me abt ms tan thingie etc etc etc.. hmmm..saw "shuai ges" too..ahahaz..but dere's a price to pay too whenever we go dere.. *grrr* all our hair smelled lyke fark after we stepped out of de FC.. boo~ air conditioned FC aren't good* shake head*..
hurhur..so after eating.. we went to de library and do a'lil of our IDEAS project.. *pulls hair* project again! tmd.. >.<".. went for tutorial after awhile and dar and i kinda quarrelled again.. sigh.. summore datz tym de teacher just sitting in front of him and he still asked me oki anot.. -.-.. i hate pple to ask me oki anot when im obviously nt..cuz once dey sae datz..i'll start crying.. hahaz.. and i sae smth reallie hurting to him.. kinda regret nw..im sorry dar.. u'll alwaes be de best bf i ever haf.... >.< dose words were purely said out of anger.. u shld noez i dun mean it de rite.. =(
after skool..i headed home.. den just as i wanna start doing my GEMS project.. char sms me to ask me go JP eat dinner.. and just as i was abt to get out of hse..deariez called..and i talked to him till i forget all abt de tym manz.. hee..so sorry..
b4 we went home..we heard a familiar voice..and den we saw XKB!!!!!!!!! lol..... finally saw her and she gave us a hug in front of de pathwae..lol..but ting ah..u growing shorter?or i growing taller? hahahaahahaz...=/
reached home again soon after and talked wif dar.. nowadaes whenever im free..he's busy.. whenever im busy..he's free..hardly can fork out ani tym to meet up le..but we noez deres each other in our hart can le..=p den while discussing our new yr plans..i realise i needa start preparing for exams alreadie..no more fooling ard..and from next wk onwards..im gonna start mugging..yesh! i promise..hahaz..but by de tym i finish my exams..its deariez turn to start mugging... boo...~ =(
2dae.. skipped my morn lessons cuz i feel lyke it.. actualliez dun plan to go skool.. but for de sake of de presentation i've got 2dae..i forced myself to wake up and went skool.. din realliez do well for de presentation..sigh...but forget it..its over le.. during de lessons.. i send 10 freaking continuous msgs to hubby and he nv reply..dammit..-.-!
called his hp after skool and he off it.. nvm lo.. so i went FC3 wif de 3 little pigs and SL to eat our favourite mee sua.. intro carin eat datz and now she darn addicted to it..muahahaahz.. went home after datz.. den hubby text me a darn sweet msg..hee..=p and before i cld even reply.. he called me..sae he's hp low batt..reach home den call me..and ask me to take care..but b4 i cld utter a word..his hp batt went flat again..KNS!!!
just nw i was finding info abt chocolates and suddenly..i've got craving for it manz..!! hee.. make me think of last tym me tel dar i suddenly feel lyke eating choco and he went to buy for me and reach my hse ard midnite..-.- make me wait so long..so datz nite i din ate he bought for me de choco.. lol..! ended up we share one at my hse and he stayed over.. nw i see all de pics of de different chocolates..i'm alreadie drooling..tskz tskz..^^
ranted @ 2:27 PM
Monday, January 10, 2005
boo boo boo! dar just called me to help him play his char. in ROSE... boo him! i still struggling wif my char. still expect me to play his... =/ darn! mb i can go kope his items and transfer to muh acct... muahahahaz...!! =p
ranted @ 11:48 AM
Saturday, January 08, 2005
wear our "tuition gang" style for 2dae and went for CADD lessonz.. was late as usual..and boo~ 2dae lessonz made me sweat manz..>.<".. i dun even noez how to do a farking tutorial can! if not for Weicong and my qing ai de.. i guess i'll prob die down dere.. lol..~ and...i did smth horrible to LPK.. i dun mean it k~! its an accident lo.. ps ps~
bcuz of dis..an zai laff at me from klas to FC1..darn~! when we eating..he still ask me hard or soft siaz.. -____-".. make me dunno whether to laff or angry siaz.. hah.. and yahz..as usual..tim went to read my bloggie again and dictate it in front of me siaz..wtf..~
had test for 2dae..and i CMI !!! made a mess out of everything and im de last one who hafen even completed muh test when LPK left de room..duhz~ my CADD realliez sux.. but lucky an zai..shilin and diana frenz enuff to stay back to help me out..and dey figure quite long to see wad my pic ish...but to no avail..so an zai suggested to use MP3 to cheat..but me..being de cleverest tot of de idea of using thumb drive..wahahahaz...~and we finally suceeded cheating..=p
i dun aim for distinction la..gimme an A can alreadie.. ha..
aniwae..after skool stayed for project and realised smth from de gals..>.<".. i heard datz lotsa tyms le..but u all still keep it from me so long when it concerned me de most.. sigh.. i know it's hurting to hear datz stuffs..bt.. afterall i shld noez de rite? =)
ranted @ 2:44 PM COUSINS SO WAD?BIG FARK!
ranted @ 11:07 AM
Friday, January 07, 2005
physically exhausted..so sad..>.<"
bought mani mani rulers nowadaes.. but all were lost within afew daes..darn! so bought one a.g.a.i.n ytd.. write muh name on de ruler..and so zzzz...an zai copied me too..
irritating rite?tskz..^^
ranted @ 12:08 PM
Thursday, January 06, 2005
started playing R.O.S.E.. introduced by deariez and yun..mb im nt used being a noob.. datz y dis game doesn't seems nice..but wadever it ish.. guess i'll cont. playing..wait till i become pro den see how.. tskz..
tml hafing muh G.E.M.S again..-.- sianz..~ everything dun look appealing to me animore..
ranted @ 3:07 PM life's in a mess nw.. i dunno wad i wan.. ain in a gud mood 2dae.. i wanna be alone.
ranted @ 10:52 AM
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
made an effort to went skool 2dae.. =)
and went FC4 for lunch..nice food dey haf dere..but all our hair were greasy after stepping out of de FC.. darn~! %&^%*$*@%%$*%
afterdatz went for IDEAS..projects all popping up one by one..*snorts* spent muh whole dae quarrelling wif yun.. lol..and she damn irritating de..when i sae i dun wan my qing ai de le..she oso sae she dun wan le..when i wanna take back..she sae she oso wanna take back le..IRRITATING RITE? muahhahhahhaz...
went for BS afterdatz.. hear timz teasing me again...boo~ after BS..me and Qing ai de "patched" back again..tskz..^^ called dar after lessonz..realised he just woke up and din went skool cuz he's sick..poor thing...=p
am so broke now..feeling so sianz!!!>.< anione wanna donate cash to my acct?hahahahaz...aniwae.. i finally noez y some pests are acting lyke clowns in front of so mani pairs of eyes...tskz.. dun be jealous lahz... u are just downgrading urself and oh no..i wun entertain dis type of pple too..so wadever it ish..all ur tags wld be eliminated once i see it..hur hur..~ u aren't even fit to talk to me...=p but if u realliez desperately wan to seek my attention..do put down ur full name and HP no. k?i assure u will get ALL the attention from me and OTHERS..hohoho.. if not..pls dun talk so much cock..talking cocks ain gud for health..=)
ranted @ 11:29 AM
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
omfg..steven lim's a total disgrace to Singaporean manz!
ranted @ 1:08 PM just chatted wif ming.. realised he just broke up wif his gf..sigh..he's usually one of my listening ears..now its sad to see datz dis listening ear of mine ish so sad and down..boo..nan dao falling out of love realliez can cause a person to change so much?zzz... mb everyone experience datz sense of loss before..it hurts badly..but guess onli by hurting urself..u'll be able to mature faster..=)
btw..i din noez dere are lotsa clowns lurking ard here even though dis ish my pte bloggie.. tskz.. tag all u all wan..u wun be paid aniwae..u all are just making a fool out of urself..muahahaz..~
ranted @ 10:39 AM bo0..din went skool 2dae..dar din went too..tskz..^^ so sianz wif everything nowadaes..zzz..
ranted @ 10:05 AM
Sunday, January 02, 2005
happy 2005 muh frenz~! =)
shall update wif wad im up to since ytd till now..tskz..ltr den update wadz my 2005 resolution...tskz...^^
conferencing wif the guys on thurs nite till 2++..ended up was so tired when i woke up to wash up..went for morn lessonz and den went home..actualliez planning not to meet de guys animore..cuz i darn tired..but WL kept calling..so i bathe again and went out to meet dem.. >.< and its muh first tym wearing so "shui bian" to cityhall can!!imagine me wearing just a polo tee and a shorts..w/o putting on makeup..w/o managing muh hair..omfg..dis ish so unlyke huiling..no more next tym..hee..aniwae..we went sakae and ate hell lotsa sushis and udon.. nicey~=p slacked dere for a couple of hrs and i went over to minz place..yeahz!~mahjong session again..tskz.. spent muh countdown wif fenz..minz..dora..eddy and CK..though can't spent it wif dar..but we still communicated via SMS...=) played thruout de nite and dar called me at 5++..telling me he just reached home..and was dead drunk le..asked him to go slp first..he sae he dun wan..ask me call him..and he told me "some things"..hee...=p btw..below ish de pic i drew for deary few daes ago in my lecture..
nicey~? =p
New Yr Resolution For 2005!
*both dar and me will haf gud results for everything.
*hope i wun have to worry abt money issues animore and that we'll alwaes have money to go out everytym...=D
*to be thrifty.. [[ lol..im determined dis tym k! ]]
*to change for the better
*to be prettier.. [[ muahahaz..im pretty..but i wanna be prettier..=/ ]]
*to really study hard [[ im tryin to..and i believe i can do it..if deres no temptationz.. ]]
*me and dar can alwaes be in love wif each other till eternity.. =)
*to live a simple life.. [[ im just a simple girl..hahaz.. ]]
*to have a class2B or 3 license soon once i turn 18..=D
*to step into CB legally! [[ lmao.. ]]
*to spent more tym wif muh dearest..
ranted @ 12:49 PM
