the whole world must have had went zoukout last sat! to think i was @ dempsey tt night tgt with DK and darren for chilout session..tsk tsk, im sounding so old and unhappening nw.. =/

our "feast" enjoyed tgt with white wine and erdinger whole night long.. :)

i always met them for party session and it was my first tym hanging out with DK and Darren purely for chillout only.. nearly headed down to a thai disco for 2nd round though..thk god darren managed to convince us and drove us back.. :p






Sunday was spent fruitfully with baobei fen.. shopping and hanging out in town till late before we headed down to DF tgt with sista they all for impromptu drinking session.. drank and lanced till 2am b4 gg bk hm.. it was a gd gd night even though there aren't enuff booze! =X




Monday was dreadful...as usual... busy thruout the day and i was super duper tired as well.. worked till nearly 9pm before knocking off can.. 12hrs of work n i nearly died! T.T
rushed home and KO immediately before 11pm..






and 2day i actually rejected partying 2nite.. what's wrong with me man! *fumes*








[[ 2010's gonna be a changing pt for me............for sure! =) ]]

ranted @ 10:36 PM Working in the retail line was nv easy and i gotta say shit happens all the tym.....










however sometimes compliment letters or even customer referrals make kinda big difference to us! they somehow made our day.just like 2day! :D

ranted @ 10:56 PM i seriously am lacking of tym to blog properly for the past 1 week's mainly bcuz of work! first tym and im quite proud of myself nw! ahahaha.. at least alcohol and partying aren't excuses for nt blogging anymore! :p






Tuesday (01.12.2009)
woke as per normal! nth much extraordinary happened as far as i cld rmb.. tsk tsk! i only recalled every1 of us rushed home immediately to slp right after work.. knocked off @ 8++ and all of us had to slp darn early tt night due to a stupid brkfast talk the next day.. -.-"


Wednesday (02.12.2009)
woke up @ 530am for the sake of attending a dumb brkfast talk @ four seasons hotel! so annoying.. the ang moh speaker sucks and his product talk was making me doze off any moment.. i had a rough morning fighting against Mr Zhou Gong can! >.<
and still, we had to work as per norm..all the way till 8++ at night.. how nice! rushed home again to slp early tt night..


Thursday (03.12.2009)
grrrr, woke up @ 6am for another product talk! hw great, 2 brkfast talks in a row.. and nt lyke we get PAID for all the extra hrs we clocked in for the talk! they just bribed us with "sumptous" brkfasts..i wonder y no body even speak up to the management regarding this! -.-"
anw, work as usual.. busy lyke shit bcuz xmas's near the corner.. rushed home to change after work and met up with D2 for zouk session with her friends.. stayed all the way till 5++ b4 gg bk home to slp.. i was god damn tired by then.. :(


Friday (04.12.2009)
slept till my pillow was full of my saliva before i woke up reluctantly.. washed up and slowly made my way dwn to bugis and meet my girlies for steamboat plus movie session! its really been ages since i last met dem.. =X

i swear we eat so much so much;our tums nearly burst.. definitely made our $$ well spent! :p

movie was @ iluma and we had our unglam moments crazily snapping away in the theatre before the show. tsk tsk! =/
the show ended ard 1am & cabbed home thereafter!


Saturday (05.12.2009)
crazy sat with lotsa pple out doing xmas shopping.. was so busy thruout the day;we actually had no free tym at all to chit chat among ourselves can! =X
supposed to party at night @ SD, but i was too tired i actually cancelled on them the v v last min. and i felt so bad every1 din get to party tt night! trust me, i wld go if i cld! :( :(


Sunday (06.12.2009)
normal working day,nth much happened! tot of resting @ home and whipped up some self made instant food.. din realise some stuffs were actually expired!! -.-


Monday (07.12.2009)
woke up feeling giddy and nauseous! went to work nvtheless;tot the feeling wld go away soon. din knw it actually got worst.. took MC and went to see the doc's. i had mild food poisoning,dammit! >.<
cldn't even eat anything for the entire day.i just puked out wadever i consume; the feeling sucks big tym! so my whole monday was spent slping n slping all the way till tues morning! :)


Tuesday (08.12.2009)
woke up early in the morn and headed down to bishan.met up with ass for meet ups with some property agents. we'll most prob be studying and getting a property agent license soon. hopefully my plan to change a new job and be a part tym agent would work by feb 2010! *cross fingers* :)
met up with taizi in the afternoon for lunch plus la teh session to talk more abt property line. i dunno if its me or wad, but i think its tym to move my cheese and start exploring for better job opportunities! ^^
thereafter,its meeting up with baobei fen in town.. tgt with alexx and allan.. dinner was @ taka and we proceeded to LR for champagne session! *slurps*
minz,dora and afew more joined us and we had nicey chats over 3 bottles of champagnes! :D

the left pic was one random shot taken inside a xmas tree outside ION. ok,sounds complicated!
loitered in town till ard 11++ b4 train-ing bk.. chk out our after-so-many-attempts-shot! :p


Wednesday (09.12.2009)
after resting for 2 days,work piled up lyke MAD!! im so tired clearing the mess and im quite surprised i still have the blogging mood 2nite..
hahaha, alright! tym for bed.. 3 more days before my next off day..can't wait!!








[[ life is really unfair. ]]

ranted @ 11:39 PM actually wanted to blend tt emo post into the blackgrd color, bt i just can't seems to get it right..argh! plus connection's darn slow 2nite. blog again tml!

ranted @ 11:05 PM Dear W,
its gg to be 1 mth soon since we last contacted & im wondering how have you been. i've been searching for a place to pen dwn my feelings to you and i tot here would prob be the most appropriate though you wun even get to read this.
I've stopped telling my friends how i'm feeling now and guess everyone assumed i've moved on. yups, i really wanna move on so badly;yet i cld nv stop thinking abt you everyday. sucks,this feeling is eating me up,literally!
I questioned myself everyday y you just left w/o a word. I wondered how come you can vanished from my world out of a sudden. I even dwelled on the fact tt things ended way too fast between us.
every1 told me you're just too heartless and told me to forget abt you.i always tot life would definitely be easier if i started hating you. Thus i started imagining you probably having someone outside way before me. or perhaps you knew another person much older than me in your class when we were tgt. All in all, i forced myself to think about all those random negative stuffs.
I recalled telling friends ard me tt this r/s is simply too short lived and its a waste of my tym for me to be sad for so long. i rmb making a promise to myself-to only be depressed for the entire november and then i'll pick myself up at where i fell. i tot i cld fulfill tt lil promise i made to myself.
i tot i forgot how to love another person ever since i met tt jerk few mths back. and initially i was really afraid of committing myself to you. i was hesitant and skeptical between us; bt u always manage to reassure me with all tt you did n the words tt you said. i knew you loved me more than i did and guess tt's one of the reason why i din expect such a sudden twist towards the end of our r/s.
Do you knw I always have the urge to contact you everyday?yet im scared at the same tym. I dun wish to knw if you've already moved on or not cuz i'm afraid reality would be too much for me to handle.
I dun need presents this xmas. I just hope Santa can bring you back into my life for 1 last tym,i'll be happy even if we're just normal friends.
thank you for once loving me.






once yours.

ranted @ 10:25 PM my weekends were spent fruitfully with Mr booze as my companion (lyk wad's new?)! :)




supposed to meet up with ming right after work for sumptous dinner plus chillout session last sat.. bt sum stuffs happened to ass and i met her straight away right after work @ wine company.. had dinner,2 bottles of wine and HTHT thruout the night.. nice! afterall, its been 3 weeks since we last had our HTHTs. :)

ass "da bao-ed" 2 more bottles back home! =X
stayed till 12++ b4 ming came picked us up;sent ass home first before we went east coast for supper plus drinks.. felt so bad to put aeroplane last min thus supper's on me! :(
we had lil chats plus drinks till 3++ b4 heading back.. thk god my good friend's understanding enuff! :D




one thing i love about consecutive day offs is tt i cld just slp and rot in bed for as long as i want w/o having to worry abt getting insomnia at night! :p
officially woke up ard 6pm and prepared myself to meet upwith minz baobei @ central mall.. had our girly chats over @ the new watami restuarant & the loving us decided to walk all the way to chinatown right after dinner for koi's milk tea! ahahaha.

my first try for koi's!taste different from sweet talk's;just unable to describe the difference verbally though! =/
and we're the walking advertisement for koi's! :p




minz accompanied me to wait till 10-ish b4 the clique came over and pick me up to SD! :D :D

1 normal casual drinking night @ SD with the same peeps.. martell and beer tower thruout.. the place's definitely bigger than DF.. still kinda unfamiliar with tt place;bt we still had fun nvtheless! :)

us!6 of us;2 couples. tsk tsk!

poor love was sick ytd luhh.. he can't even drink much and he was so not himself ytd.. :(
made CY drank on love's behalf though.. hahaha! and i'm super impressed with CY cuz he's always tt humble despite being such a popular singer! :D


texted CY ard midnight and asked him over to our table, din reply v long. totally forgot abt him and suddenly he just comfortably sit in our table ard 1++ and chatted with us.
me: wah lau CY, u nv reply us. we gg off to our 2nd round alr la.
CY: sry sry. got meetings, came over once meeting ended.
me: zzzz! u shld have replied.. -.-
CY: ok,i reply now. u all stay oki?


cuteness to the max.. no wonder ass adores him so much! hahaha. anw we also din stayed for long.. 2nd round was at pan pac hotel. went with them to attend a girl party! *ahem* it was quite an eye opener though.. :)
stayed till 3++ b4 cabbing back.. tired!


&&& 2day's just another simple day @ home..slept till 2++ b4 waking up 2day.. shiok! had some brkfast ++ clearing some stuffs before taking another nap again.. (i think i needa lotsa slp lately)
went over to my gramp's for dinner b4 getting back home to upload these fotos plus getting ready for work tml..zzzz.. 2 days are over in just a blink;how nice! T.T
now i've just gotta endure for 3 more days b4 my next offday again.. bt speaking of which; i needa work 12hrs straight for 2 days can!! *wails*








[[ distraction is not helping at all...... T.T ]]

ranted @ 10:42 PM Dear Ms M,

y did you have to come so so so early this month and spoilt all the plans i made? nt only tt, u bring along pain and backache as well u knw? its super untolerable and even panadols are not working too!! >.<




nw i finally understand y my tummy's still ard despite trying to-starve-to-death for 1 week! :(














okok~!! on a happier note, 7 days of marathon's gonna be over in a blink soon! and there's lotsa drinking programmes this weekend too;just to reward myself for working so so so hard! *pats* :)

ranted @ 9:24 PM so so so annoyed.. work's been super tiring lately! its as though customers all planned in advance to dash in only @ the v last min before we closes.. and every night we had to stay back an hr more; lyke working 10.5hrs daily's not enuff? argh!!!






and the rejection to party 2nite and tml nite is so torturous!!! sigh,seriously think i'm a changed person alr;its been days since i last touched alcohol can.. days w/o being intoxicated makes me v v sober and cranky! hahahas.


oh!to add on, i still got 3 more days to go before enjoying my 2 consecutive day offs.. :(








& yes,im sulking nw!

ranted @ 10:44 PM 我想起了你给我的感动
想起我们之间的温柔
我想起了我们第一次牵手
我闭上眼
想起当时你许下的承诺
把你整个心都交给我
然而到后来我什么都没有
当你离开的时候......

ranted @ 10:33 PM i was so drunk on wed.. free flow and we were all drinking as though we nv drink before alcohol lidat.. white wine ++ whisky neat ++ tequila shots ++ beer = high and drunk! gosh, i tot this type of occasions shld be fun,yet things just went relatively wrong..sigh! :(
woke up bringing my hangover to work and i was feeling so terrible for the whole day.. mixed too much alcohol makes me feel so uncomfy can! =/ rushed home and i turned in ard 10pm tt nite.. tsk tsk!
ytd was hell! had to work 12hrs straight..8am all the way till 8pm. thk god i survived thruout the day despite having to serve 1001 customers,blahs! went home and changed before heading down DF again.. DF is love; macallan is not love! hahaha, martell still rocks luh! think my alcoholic lvl is getting from bad to worst alr, or mb Mr Macallan's the culprit? i was actually starting to feel high after a bottle!
din stayed till late and slept from 3++ all the way to 1++ this afternoon, shiokness! its been ages since i last slept THAT LONG! facial plus dinner and home sweet home by evening.. im really tempted to go down zouk and DF tonight; bt im just too tired 2day.. and i shudder @ the tot of having to work 7days from tml onwards,argh! >.<










[[ im still here, i nv once left. ]]

ranted @ 9:48 PM I looked into the mirror n realised I'm staring at a changed person; someone whom I cld barely recognise nw..........








I hate the new me.

ranted @ 11:01 AM argh! i've been having tummy upsets ever since i took my lunch in the afternoon! nw my leg's all wobbly and soft; its causing me so much discomfort! plus i was so tempted to head down to DF 2nite for the farewell party of queen band, bt i'm afraid i'll be looking for the toilet whole night instead! >.<
& 2day work's super STRESS-FREE bcuz its TUESDAY aka "tiger-nt-ard-monkeys-come-out-to-play" day. hahaha! every1 took turns to do their personal agendas whilst i lazily spent my afternoon in town having high tea with ass. :p








so gonna slp early 2nite, chopard's holding a party tml@ supperclub and we are all so gonna drink and eat lyke mad after work;its free flow alcohol btw! (:










[[ think i made a wrong move last sat.. =/ ]]

ranted @ 10:35 PM my past 2 weeks were spent drinking,clubbing and partying( the 3 words have the same meaning;im trying to make dem sound different only) lyk no body's business. partying away every alternate nights can be very exhausting! way too many photos taken, so i'll just upload in general! :)

taken at powerhse,zouk and butter factory 2 weeks ago. double certify butter factory sucks big tym after my 2nd trip..therefore i wun wanna waste my $$ and time in these places anymore, so count me out! :)

last fri was spent @ DF with my girls.. madness~

look who's the devil trying to make every1 drunk? :p

im having fun with the purple streamer.. HAHAHAHA!
btw, we took 300++ pics!! & all are already up in FB;regardless glam or unglams! :)
stayed till 3++ b4 gg back. work on sat and DF-ed again at night.. i nearly died!


and, my sun were spent bed ridden as usual.. -.-"
so i guess this week's gonna be work work work for me.. i've gotta work 5 days before im having my day off can! T.T










[[ though alcohol can drown my pain.i've also did alot of thinkings and getting lotsa wise advises from pple within my social circle recently.. n i think im moving on smoothly alr! ]]

ranted @ 11:23 PM im gonna start blogging tml again!


















[[ still in the midst of working on it; its been 15 days. ]]

ranted @ 10:38 PM its thru all these down moments when u really knew who are true friends.. im grateful;for life!

ranted @ 3:35 PM